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got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here.  may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt — "It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature, well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear — which is perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted." — Joseph Lempa

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i have a philosphical problem using the term addiction for things that don’t involve some sort of ingestion (or infusion or whatever) of an alien substance into the body.  imo, if it involves repetitive behaviors it’s compulsive and if it involves repetitive thoughts it’s obsessive, whether or not those behaviors or thoughts release brain chemicals. — astri – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here.  may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt — "It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature, well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear — which is perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted." — Joseph Lempa

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here.  may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing.

for an ocd, addictions come lots easier, methinks… More below… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt

might be very useful for you to forget "addiction" and "ocd" labels and think simply of behaviours that are difficult to stop, and that are "not good for you".    for example, at various times I have played the rpg game Ultima Underworld I and II.  Now having played them so many times, there is literally "nothing to learn", yet I obviously derive some sense of temporary peace by playing them, and once I start, it difficult to stop.  To choose to say that I was manifesting ocd beh, or addictive beh, was, to me, a moot point – both were there and inseparable, and having to choose just one or the other would please no one and would not help eliminate the cathexis.    However, my evolution through this addiction was interesting : early on, my memory was terrible, and I feared forgetting that I still had to do these 10 things on this level before I could go on to the next level and if I stopped, I would forget and it would take me forever to get going the next time I sat down.  I had notes piled all over the place!    But as time went on (and as therapy and self work progressed) I found both that my memory was better, *and* that I did not care as much if I forgot something (old fear obviously).    For two other examples, it runs a different course – alcohol and smoking.  I had chainsmoked for 13 years and I was drinking prolly 8oz of gin or more a day.  I was faced with a serious operation and knew I would prolly die if I kept that up (almost did anyway).   Again, I feel that to have to pick a label of ocd or addiction completely missed the point of being ptsd, which really includes everything.   So I called them an addiction when that was useful to me to get off them.  Now I would call them a repetitive accomodation to abuse.      You seem very concerned about it not being a particular label.   Get over it. (said with much caring) Hugs. Kristi

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Hi, jt. :-) Did it hurt you to quit? I think that’s an important component of addiction. I don’t know. n — For more information about this posting service, contact: If you want an anonymous account, visit our sign-up page: https://asarian-host.net/cgi-bin/signup.cgi

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or is it simply any beh that provides stimulation to the system which affects the system in such a way that it attempts to repeat that beh, in a manner which is difficult to consciously control.   prolly didn’t say it clearly. Hi! Kristi – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – i have a philosphical problem using the term addiction for things that don’t involve some sort of ingestion (or infusion or whatever) of an alien substance into the body.  imo, if it involves repetitive behaviors it’s compulsive and if it involves repetitive thoughts it’s obsessive, whether or not those behaviors or thoughts release brain chemicals. — astri got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here.  may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt — "It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature, well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear — which is perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted." — Joseph Lempa

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i understand your pov, and share it. one of the things they worked hard at teaching in a coupla my alc classes was that alc is a disease because there’s something – some physical thing – that causes physical changes that result in addiction. lotsa ppl (esp those with sociology backgrounds) have problems seeing addiction as anything other than a behavioral problem, and we had some really good debates in a few of my classes. thanks for the input. jt

i have a philosphical problem using the term addiction for things that don’t involve some sort of ingestion (or infusion or whatever) of an alien substance into the body.  imo, if it involves repetitive behaviors it’s compulsive and if it involves repetitive thoughts it’s

obsessive, whether or – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – not those behaviors or thoughts release brain chemicals. — astri got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here. may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt — "It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature, well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear — which is perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted." — Joseph Lempa

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hello, n. yes, it hurt to quit.  in addition to everything else that hurt very badly last year, it did specifically hurt to quit playing the game. it still hurts sometimes.  i’ll catch myself thinking about stuff that happened in the game, and the thinking process is the same as remembering stuff that happened to *me* in real life, and i’ll stop myself, and remind myself "it wasn’t real." i made a lot of good friends in the game, too.  there’s only one i communicate with at all anymore, and that’s quite infrequently.  i miss those friends.  it hurt to say goodbye to them. but…it had to be done.  addiction or not, it is true that my desire to play the game becomes more important than just about anything else when i’m playing. it wasn’t healthy for me.  i had to quit. i think yours was a good question.  thank you. i guess…what i’m asking about is whether a label fits a set of behaviors, etc, that are known.  nothing changes for me if the concensus is that i was addicted, or is that it’s not addiction. the label itself doesn’t matter much…it’s just that i define addiction in a specific way.  if i’d been addicted, then i might have to change the way i think about myself somewhat for the better. addiction to me, specifically, means something i can’t get myself out of.  it’s a kind of trap, and it terrifies me. i’ve always believed that i have no will power, no "sticktoitiveness", as my first T said. something my T said this week challenged that assumption. if the label "addiction" were appropriate, the fact that i quit and plan never to play again would further challenge that assumption. it would be one less thing i’d have to be afraid of getting trapped in, i suppose. …just some idle thoughts floating by on an evening breeze… ;) jt

Hi, jt. :-) Did it hurt you to quit? I think that’s an important

component of addiction. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I don’t know. n — For more information about this posting service, contact: If you want an anonymous account, visit our sign-up page: https://asarian-host.net/cgi-bin/signup.cgi

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makes perfect sense to me!  Nope!  you aren’t a wimp. Nope. Hugs Kristi – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – yup.  i have trigger issues with that particular label. as i said to n, though, the behaviors themselves aren’t in question.  the outcome isn’t in question. merely a small aspect of how i think of myself.  sorta something i already believe, but have trouble believing i believe.  it’s good stuff. ok… see, in thpy this week, T n i were talking about "wimps", and i said "well, i’m a wimp, too…" but before i could go on, he just shook his head, no. he didn’t say anything.  he didn’t qualify it in any way. just:  no. it meant something to me.  it meant a lot. k.  still can’t talk about it.  it’s just…too personal, somehow.  sorry. jt got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here. may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. for an ocd, addictions come lots easier, methinks… More below… …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt might be very useful for you to forget "addiction" and "ocd" labels and think simply of behaviours that are difficult to stop, and that are "not good for you".    for example, at various times I have played the rpg game Ultima Underworld I and II.  Now having played them so many times, there is literally "nothing to learn", yet I obviously derive some sense of temporary peace by playing them, and once I start, it difficult to stop.  To choose to say that I was manifesting ocd beh, or addictive beh, was, to me, a moot point – both were there and inseparable, and having to choose just one or the other would please no one and would not help eliminate the cathexis.    However, my evolution through this addiction was interesting : early on, my memory was terrible, and I feared forgetting that I still had to do these 10 things on this level before I could go on to the next level and if I stopped, I would forget and it would take me forever to get going the next time I sat down.  I had notes piled all over the place!    But as time went on (and as therapy and self work progressed) I found both that my memory was better, *and* that I did not care as much if I forgot something (old fear obviously).    For two other examples, it runs a different course – alcohol and smoking.  I had chainsmoked for 13 years and I was drinking prolly 8oz of gin or more a day.  I was faced with a serious operation and knew I would prolly die if I kept that up (almost did anyway). Again, I feel that to have to pick a label of ocd or addiction completely missed the point of being ptsd, which really includes everything.   So I called them an addiction when that was useful to me to get off them.  Now I would call them a repetitive accomodation to abuse.      You seem very concerned about it not being a particular label. Get over it. (said with much caring) Hugs. Kristi

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I have the same philosophical problem and always have – it’s kind of like when my sstr started this whole thing of my husb. and me calling everything a "dog," when she said, on behalf of her [redundant] crazy Malamute, "She loves to play with other dogs – all kinds of dogs. Like – you know those *tiny* little grey dogs who run up trees so fast?" When you use distort the use of language, you start to control people’s thoughts – see "Orw*ll" as well as serious philosophers such as R*ssell and W*ttgenstein. You end up w/errors in your conclusions. According to W., all philosophical problems are illusory, and can be solved if you can solve the way in which language has been misused – untangle the confusion in the language, that is. Okay, this is off-topic, and likely to get me into one of those arguments where I get called a pedantic know-it-all, and I am going to leave my remarks where they stand – not because I don’t deem anyone else’s reply "worthy" of an answer, but because I don’t want to argue or to appear argumentative. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – i have a philosphical problem using the term addiction for things that don’t involve some sort of ingestion (or infusion or whatever) of an alien substance into the body.  imo, if it involves repetitive behaviors it’s compulsive and if it involves repetitive thoughts it’s obsessive, whether or not those behaviors or thoughts release brain chemicals. — astri got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here.  may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt — "It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature, well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear — which is perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted." — Joseph Lempa

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I have the same philosophical problem and always have – it’s kind of like when my sstr started this whole thing of my husb. and me calling everything a "dog," when she said, on behalf of her [redundant] crazy Malamute, "She loves to play with other dogs – all kinds of dogs. Like – you know those *tiny* little grey dogs who run up trees so fast?"

LOL – it took a few seconds for me to get this one… <big grin When you use distort the use of language, you start to control people’s thoughts – see "Orw*ll" as well as serious philosophers such as R*ssell and W*ttgenstein. You end up w/errors in your conclusions. According to W., all philosophical problems are illusory, and can be solved if you can solve the way in which language has been misused – untangle the confusion in the language, that is.

very much agree. Okay, this is off-topic, and likely to get me into one of those arguments where I get called a pedantic know-it-all, and I am going to leave my remarks where they stand – not because I don’t deem anyone else’s reply "worthy" of an answer, but because I don’t want to argue or to appear argumentative. Beauty.

language is important and meaning of words is important, till people re-understand that they can communicate telepathically. Kristi – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – i have a philosphical problem using the term addiction for things that don’t involve some sort of ingestion (or infusion or whatever) of an alien substance into the body.  imo, if it involves repetitive behaviors it’s compulsive and if it involves repetitive thoughts it’s obsessive, whether or not those behaviors or thoughts release brain chemicals. — astri got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here.  may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt — "It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature, well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear — which is perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted." — Joseph Lempa

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Grin-smile for the grey dogs, and soft-smile for the thought-talk. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I have the same philosophical problem and always have – it’s kind of like when my sstr started this whole thing of my husb. and me calling everything a "dog," when she said, on behalf of her [redundant] crazy Malamute, "She loves to play with other dogs – all kinds of dogs. Like – you know those *tiny* little grey dogs who run up trees so fast?" LOL – it took a few seconds for me to get this one… <big grin When you use distort the use of language, you start to control people’s thoughts – see "Orw*ll" as well as serious philosophers such as R*ssell and W*ttgenstein. You end up w/errors in your conclusions. According to W., all philosophical problems are illusory, and can be solved if you can solve the way in which language has been misused – untangle the confusion in the language, that is. very much agree. Okay, this is off-topic, and likely to get me into one of those arguments where I get called a pedantic know-it-all, and I am going to leave my remarks where they stand – not because I don’t deem anyone else’s reply "worthy" of an answer, but because I don’t want to argue or to appear argumentative. Beauty. language is important and meaning of words is important, till people re-understand that they can communicate telepathically. Kristi i have a philosphical problem using the term addiction for things that don’t involve some sort of ingestion (or infusion or whatever) of an alien substance into the body.  imo, if it involves repetitive behaviors it’s compulsive and if it involves repetitive thoughts it’s obsessive, whether or not those behaviors or thoughts release brain chemicals. — astri got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here.  may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt — "It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature, well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear — which is perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted." — Joseph Lempa

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I agree. Rainbow Colors (Jill) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – i have a philosphical problem using the term addiction for things that don’t involve some sort of ingestion (or infusion or whatever) of an alien substance into the body.  imo, if it involves repetitive behaviors it’s compulsive and if it involves repetitive thoughts it’s obsessive, whether or not those behaviors or thoughts release brain chemicals. — astri got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here.  may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt — "It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature, well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear — which is perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted." — Joseph Lempa

–      The colors blend, the edges soften. Swirling and mixing                    we are becoming white light.

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yup.  i have trigger issues with that particular label. as i said to n, though, the behaviors themselves aren’t in question.  the outcome isn’t in question. merely a small aspect of how i think of myself.  sorta something i already believe, but have trouble believing i believe.  it’s good stuff. ok… see, in thpy this week, T n i were talking about "wimps", and i said "well, i’m a wimp, too…" but before i could go on, he just shook his head, no. he didn’t say anything.  he didn’t qualify it in any way. just:  no. it meant something to me.  it meant a lot. k.  still can’t talk about it.  it’s just…too personal, somehow.  sorry. jt

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – got a question for you folk who’ve been around here for awhile.  never thought i’d ask this, n my stomach’s tyin itself up in knots thinkin bout it…which is silly, cuz i never cared what other ppl thought bout this b4, so why should i now? but anyway…cuz of somethin my T said this week – something good, about me, that i don’t feel right sharing here. may eventually, but just kinda huggin it to my heart for right now – i’m wondering how others mighta seen this… and dave, you don’t get to answer this one.  though if you have a convincing enough reason, i might change my mind. so, like, last year, when i was playing everqwest so much (10-12 hrs a day, most days) for a couple months, n then dave took a stand n told me to quit or get out…one of the big questions that dave and i couldn’t agree on was whether i was addicted to the game, or whether it was an obsessive-compulsive thing. for an ocd, addictions come lots easier, methinks… More below… …and i know addiction’s sometimes considered an obsessive-compulsive thing, too, but… oh, btw, i have a degree in alcoholism counseling, so in *theory* i should be able to answer the question myself…but i’m waaaaaaaaay too close to it. so…anyone have any thoughts?  it’s not gonna bother me, cuz of what my T said, if the general concensus is that i was addicted. it’s also not gonna bother me, cuz i haven’t played it in well over a year. i can provide more info, if it’d be helpful, and if the newcomers to the group wanna get in on it, too.  it’s just that some of it’s still painful to me to dredge up, so i won’t if i don’t have to. but it might be good for me to do that anyway. jt might be very useful for you to forget "addiction" and "ocd" labels and think simply of behaviours that are difficult to stop, and that are "not good for you".    for example, at various times I have played the rpg game Ultima Underworld I and II.  Now having played them so many times, there is literally "nothing to learn", yet I obviously derive some sense of temporary peace by playing them, and once I start, it difficult to stop.  To choose to say that I was manifesting ocd beh, or addictive beh, was, to me, a moot point – both were there and inseparable, and having to choose just one or the other would please no one and would not help eliminate the cathexis.    However, my evolution through this addiction was interesting : early on, my memory was terrible, and I feared forgetting that I still had to do these 10 things on this level before I could go on to the next level and if I stopped, I would forget and it would take me forever to get going the next time I sat down.  I had notes piled all over the place!    But as time went on (and as therapy and self work progressed) I found both that my memory was better, *and* that I did not care as much if I forgot something (old fear obviously).    For two other examples, it runs a different course – alcohol and smoking.  I had chainsmoked for 13 years and I was drinking prolly 8oz of gin or more a day.  I was faced with a serious operation and knew I would prolly die if I kept that up (almost did anyway). Again, I feel that to have to pick a label of ocd or addiction completely missed the point of being ptsd, which really includes everything.   So I called them an addiction when that was useful to me to get off them.  Now I would call them a repetitive accomodation to abuse.      You seem very concerned about it not being a particular label. Get over it. (said with much caring) Hugs. Kristi

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wellbutrin dosage

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hey all again…i’m starting wellbutrin at 125mg and amd thinking of moving to 250 and then staying.  Do you think i should go higher?  i’m not too sure what the average dose is.  i found that 110mg effexor worked for me, and 50-100mg zoloft was good. regards, ~judy

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Hi Judy: I started at 300/day and I now am at the max of 450.  My pills are in 150 dosages. Carrie

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hey all again…i’m starting wellbutrin at 125mg and amd thinking of moving to 250 and then staying.  Do you think i should go higher?  i’m not too sure what the average dose is.  i found that 110mg effexor worked for me, and 50-100mg zoloft was good. regards, ~judy

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I’m not trying to be cynical, but I’m curious as to why you’re taking wellbutrin if effexor and zoloft worked?  I ask because I’ve been on effexor (75-110) for well over a year, and now my depression is really getting me down and any higher dosage of effexor gives me a bit of high blood pressure and makes me very dizzy.  Zoloft was the very first anti dep I took, but it made me clench my teeth and I was waaayyyyyy to jittery on it.  I just started Remeron. I took Wellbutrin to try to quit smoking, but it neither made me want to quit, and did not help with depression. Good luck with it…..geesh, depression is really pain in the ass, isn’t it? Jeanne

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hey all again…i’m starting wellbutrin at 125mg and amd thinking of moving to 250 and then staying.  Do you think i should go higher?  i’m not too sure what the average dose is.  i found that 110mg effexor worked for me, and 50-100mg zoloft was good. regards, ~judy

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Jeanne: Hi depression is a monster pain in the ass!  I just read your luck with Wellbutrin – boy, that sucked.  You have to wonder sometimes.  It barely works for me, I have to augment with Celexa to kick it in.  And this clammy sweating is unliveable now.  I’m in the process of making a decision of about ADs. Good luck with your mission to be healthy! Cheers, Carrie :-P

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m not trying to be cynical, but I’m curious as to why you’re taking wellbutrin if effexor and zoloft worked?  I ask because I’ve been on effexor (75-110) for well over a year, and now my depression is really getting me down and any higher dosage of effexor gives me a bit of high blood pressure and makes me very dizzy.  Zoloft was the very first anti dep I took, but it made me clench my teeth and I was waaayyyyyy to jittery on it.  I just started Remeron. I took Wellbutrin to try to quit smoking, but it neither made me want to quit, and did not help with depression. Good luck with it…..geesh, depression is really pain in the ass, isn’t it? Jeanne hey all again…i’m starting wellbutrin at 125mg and amd thinking of moving to 250 and then staying.  Do you think i should go higher?  i’m not too sure what the average dose is.  i found that 110mg effexor worked for me, and 50-100mg zoloft was good. regards, ~judy

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I’m not trying to be cynical, but I’m curious as to why you’re taking wellbutrin if effexor and zoloft worked?

although they both worked, i couldn’t cope with side effects.  i never got any sleep, my head always hurt, and i couldn’t get ’satisfied’ to save my life…so, i just keep trying different ones until i find one that doesn’t cause such ridiculous life disturbances. ~judy

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That seems to be the way of anti deps…….the side effects of one may outweigh the lessening of depression.  I’m assuming by not getting "satisified" you’re referring to libido.  For me, my desire not to be so depressed outweighed that…..Also, I’m on two different kinds of thyroid meds, which also key in to depressive feelings…..i.e., low thyroid function equals depression. BTW, second day of Remeron…….for the first time in a year I woke up this morning and didn’t feel bummed out that I woke up at all……I think Remeron is giving me rather vivid dreams, but wow, I’ll deal with it if it means I’m not pissed that I woke up at all. Let us know how your new regimen works….. Since I’m a newbie on this group, I’m also wondering if those who switch anti deps allow a certain taper off time in between?  My doc just tells me to start taking the new one and stop the old one with no "weaning off" period. Jeanne

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m not trying to be cynical, but I’m curious as to why you’re taking wellbutrin if effexor and zoloft worked? although they both worked, i couldn’t cope with side effects.  i never got any sleep, my head always hurt, and i couldn’t get ’satisfied’ to save my life…so, i just keep trying different ones until i find one that doesn’t cause such ridiculous life disturbances. ~judy

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Since I’m a newbie on this group, I’m also wondering if those who switch anti deps allow a certain taper off time in between?  My doc just tells me to start taking the new one and stop the old one with no "weaning off" period.

i think it depends on which ones you’re taking, and if they can be mixed. wellbutrin easily mixes with a lot of anti-ds, so i’m able to take both of them together, but if there is any conflict (e.g., i’d guess that effexor and paxil might not mix well) then you just hop from one to the next.  your doctor should probably know (i stress the ‘probably’.)  hope it all works out. judy

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I’m new here  but thought i would add my thoughts  i was on celexa 20 mg since March  added 100 sr wellbutrin a month ago  at my suggestion to my dr.  she agreed  i was so tired and having a problem with weight gain (not alot) and not having a climax so i cut my celexa to 10 mg for 3 days then  didn’t take for 2 day then took 10   and i will continue like that my dr said to cut to 10mg for 4 to 6 weeks   i would like to stop celexa  which helped alot  and increase wellbutrin  i am not tired now my sex life is great  i mean better then before meds.  (amazing)  and my appetite has decreased   i feel i am really on a roll. The only real bad side effect for Celexa was being so tired i slept all the time.  Good luck to all.  Diana

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Geesh…..Celexa made me so jittery, but then again, with my complicated dosage problems of thyroid meds, it’s really hard to pinpoint the best of both worlds, mentally and thyroidically. I’m glad I scoped out this NG……there seems to be considerable info about Paxil and withdrawal.    When I took Paxil, it didn’t do anything, but my daughter was on 20mg and she was so sleepy.  At doc’s suggestion she cut down to 10 and was even sleepier, but also very very depressed, combative, and actually had a three way argument WITH HERSELF during one of her crying jags.  It really was scary. I used to hear that xanax was also hard to withdraw from, and if anyone can offer input, I’d greatly appreciate it.  I’m not looking at posts that sound like flaming….just trying to get myself informed for the benefit of myself and for my daughter. Thanks in advance, Jeanne

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m new here  but thought i would add my thoughts  i was on celexa 20 mg since March  added 100 sr wellbutrin a month ago  at my suggestion to my dr. she agreed  i was so tired and having a problem with weight gain (not alot) and not having a climax so i cut my celexa to 10 mg for 3 days then  didn’t take for 2 day then took 10   and i will continue like that my dr said to cut to 10mg for 4 to 6 weeks   i would like to stop celexa  which helped alot  and increase wellbutrin  i am not tired now my sex life is great  i mean better then before meds.  (amazing)  and my appetite has decreased   i feel i am really on a roll. The only real bad side effect for Celexa was being so tired i slept all the time.  Good luck to all.  Diana

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oh man…xanax is like the heroin of sleeping pills.  i’d very much caution anybody against xanax…i’ve never taken it, but have heard horror stories…my dad’s a doctor too and he veers against it at all times.  i wish i could give you a suggestion for an alternative…i’ve heard that any sleeping pills actually end up making you more tired because you don’t go through the proper sleep cycles with them, you just pass out.  i find that getting up and having a glass of milk helps… ~judy

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reference to xanax was for me.  I’ve been taking it for anxiety disorder. So far, I don’t feel like I actually need it.  I get into these very volatile moods when some setbacks involving my current dental situation occur, and I began to fantasize just what I would like to do to my former dentist for screwing up my mouth that is now gonna cost $20,000 to fix. Actually, I had my first experience with halcion as a way for me to cope "loopy", but damn, I was able to get the teeth extracted with no problems. Tispe

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – oh man…xanax is like the heroin of sleeping pills.  i’d very much caution anybody against xanax…i’ve never taken it, but have heard horror stories…my dad’s a doctor too and he veers against it at all times.  i wish i could give you a suggestion for an alternative…i’ve heard that any sleeping pills actually end up making you more tired because you don’t go through the proper sleep cycles with them, you just pass out.  i find that getting up and having a glass of milk helps… ~judy I’ve used xanax, but never as a sleeping pill. 1 mg as needed for panic attacks/ high anxiety, but I don’t have to take it often, maybe 3 times a week. It does the job though when I take it, but don’t feel I absolutely _have_ to take it. Sharon http://www.geocities.com/sharongig/

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oh man…xanax is like the heroin of sleeping pills.  i’d very much caution anybody against xanax…

Yes, this is my experience too. It is a very addictive drug. Very nice, too. Until you try to stop taking it. —–= Posted via Newsfeeds.Com, Uncensored Usenet News =—– http://www.newsfeeds.com – The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! —–==  Over 80,000 Newsgroups – 16 Different Servers! =—–

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Xanax and benzos in general are not indicated for long-term sleep problems, only for anxiety.  It is well known that their ability to help one sleep dissipates rather quickly, and a doctor prescribing benzos for sleep problems for more than week or two should have his license taken away.  Benzos are for anxiety.  It is well known, that in about 99% of people, benzo’s anti-anxiety properties DO NOT diminish once a therapeutic level is reached.  It is also well known that after being on a benzo for more than a few weeks, one will develop a profound dependence to that dosage, and if one desires to stop using the drug at that dosage, then one must taper incredibly slowly down from it. While this fact cannot be overly emphasized, if should also be emphasized that benzo use can certainly be discontinued, if done slowly enough.  In fact, doctors who prescribe benzo’s to patients long term should make the patient sign a contract stating that the patient understands these facts, and will never attempt to stop the benzo cold turkey. –Frel. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – oh man…xanax is like the heroin of sleeping pills.  i’d very much caution anybody against xanax… Yes, this is my experience too. It is a very addictive drug. Very nice, too. Until you try to stop taking it.

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oh man…xanax is like the heroin of sleeping pills.  i’d very much caution anybody against xanax… Yes, this is my experience too. It is a very addictive drug. Very nice, too. Until you try to stop taking it. —–= Posted via Newsfeeds.Com, Uncensored Usenet News =—– http://www.newsfeeds.com – The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! —–==  Over 80,000 Newsgroups – 16 Different Servers! =—–

Xanax was the cause of my panic attacks for more than a decade. I did not know this until I hunted out the cause on the net- prior to that I was diagnosed with endogenous panic disorder – bullshit.  When I tapered (which has to be done slowly and on schedule, my panic attacks ceased.  It’s a short-life benzo and that is why you get inter-dose withdrawals after you reach tolerance I suppose.  It is good for immediate relief but not for every day – thing is you get used to it and MUST take it every day. The only good thing I can say about it is that I was placed on minimum therapeutic dosage.  The drug companies were proud to announce these benzos as so superiour to the older barbiturates because they are not addictive – yeah you do not crave them, but if you stop them your head feels like it’s blown off and you’re sick for months. Squiggles

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Benzos like Xanax and Klonopin are first choice meds to treat anxiety and panic disorder, however they do produce extreme dependency if used longer than a few weeks.  They are not addictive though, when you define addiction as needing more and more of a drug to produce the same effect. Regarding 1) dependency, and 2) severe withdrawal effects of benzodiazepines when they are discontinued cold turkey: these two problems are sufficiently avoided by tapering very, very slowly off the drug, if and when discontinuance is desired. –Frelmat. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – The only good thing I can say about it is that I was placed on minimum therapeutic dosage.  The drug companies were proud to announce these benzos as so superiour to the older barbiturates because they are not addictive – yeah you do not crave them, but if you stop them your head feels like it’s blown off and you’re sick for months. Yep.. my pdoc put me on 1mg twice a day of klonopin never telling me I would become addicted.  Well the PDR says only take this shit for 6-8 weeks to avoid addiction. I went of klon in November and it was not fun.  I dissociated from the anxiety and felt like my head was a balloon.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Benzos like Xanax and Klonopin are first choice meds to treat anxiety and panic disorder, however they do produce extreme dependency if used longer than a few weeks.  They are not addictive though, when you define addiction as needing more and more of a drug to produce the same effect. Regarding 1) dependency, and 2) severe withdrawal effects of benzodiazepines when they are discontinued cold turkey: these two problems are sufficiently avoided by tapering very, very slowly off the drug, if and when discontinuance is desired. –Frelmat. The only good thing I can say about it is that I was placed on minimum therapeutic dosage.  The drug companies were proud to announce these benzos as so superiour to the older barbiturates because they are not addictive – yeah you do not crave them, but if you stop them your head feels like it’s blown off and you’re sick for months. Yep.. my pdoc put me on 1mg twice a day of klonopin never telling me I would become addicted.  Well the PDR says only take this shit for 6-8 weeks to avoid addiction. I went of klon in November and it was not fun.  I dissociated from the anxiety and felt like my head was a balloon.

I think this is true – they are not addictive in the sense that you need more and more, though possibly over many years that may be the case – certainly with Xanax, after some years I developed severe and several panic attacks per day – and this was definitely and without doubt a tolerance problem. That having been said, I have wondered if these drugs have not been developed on a negative reinforcement neurological model rather than positive, as in the case of opiates.  My friend tells me I give them far too much credit to be that imaginative, but I wonder if this is the cause of the horrible withdrawal the follows discontinuation of these drugs, rather than craving.   One more thing I have observed — once the withdrawal syndrome begins it is very hard to stop it – all you can do is mute it with more of the dose.  But it seems to have a developmental life of its own, and if a "seizure" occures the whole cycle has to begin again. Squiggles

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Benzol like Xanax and Klonopin are first choice meds to treat anxiety and panic disorder, however they do produce extreme dependency if used longer than a few weeks.  They are not addictive though, when you define addiction as needing more and more of a drug to produce the same effect. You do.. at first 1mg of xanax will put you to sleep… later it takes 2mg after that 3 and so on..

that’s my experience too – it just takes longer to build tolerance. Squiggles

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – That having been said, I have wondered if these drugs have not been developed on a negative reinforcement neurological model rather than positive, as in the case of opiates.  My friend tells me I give them far too much credit to be that imaginative, but I wonder if this is the cause of the horrible withdrawal the follows discontinuation of these drugs, rather than craving. Our county mental health clinic is totally against all benzodiazepines…  The first thing that happens if you see a pdoc there is you get taken off your benzos… But I don’t know if this has anything to do with treatment.  I think it’s all about money since medicaid does not like bezo’s (that is what the county pdoc told me) and the county clinic gets most of their funding from medicaid.  But I was not on medicaid and they still wanted me off of the..

Lucky – I think this will become a trend – i rather wish the drug companies set up clinics – it’s really a huge problem with the benzo generation – I think they did not anticipate such difficulty with these drugs. Squiggles

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Benzodiazepines should never be used for sleep management.  I do apologize for not distinguishing the effects of benzodiazepines which produce tolerance from those effects which do not.  It is well known among seasoned benzo users (such as myself), and psychiatrists who treat anxiety disorders, that while tolerance does develop to the hypnotic (sleep-inducing) effects of benzodiazepines, tolerance does not develop to the anxiety reducing effects, except in about 1 or 2 % or people.  And I would argue that at least 1 or 2% of people probably develop an increase in their base anxiety disorder, so I’m not surprised at that.  Sleep improvement is merely a passing side effect of benzodiazepine use.  Anxiety improvement, without a need to increase dose, is a permanent effect of benzo usage in 98-99% of anxious patients. –Frelmat. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Benzol like Xanax and Klonopin are first choice meds to treat anxiety and panic disorder, however they do produce extreme dependency if used longer than a few weeks.  They are not addictive though, when you define addiction as needing more and more of a drug to produce the same effect. You do.. at first 1mg of xanax will put you to sleep… later it takes 2mg after that 3 and so on.. that’s my experience too – it just takes longer to build tolerance. Squiggles

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  I have wondered if these drugs have not been developed   on a negative reinforcement neurological model rather than   positive, as in the case of opiates.  My friend tells me I give   them far too much credit to be that imaginative Benzo dependence was not even thought of, let alone known, when these drugs were being developed.  It’s true that drug development scientists aren’t very imaginative as a rule.  But remember that drug abuse and addiction weren’t high priorities in 1956.  Such considerations didn’t even enter anyone’s mind, whether they were doctors, patients, scientists, politicians, or whatever. The group that developed benzos had other goals.  The main one was to come up with something that relieved anxiety without killing people if they took 10 capsules (like Seconal

back pain- dr's won't prescribe

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My father-in-law is 79 years old and suffering from terrible back pain-degenerative back disease.  He has several things wrong with him-loss of kidney function and has recovered from bladder cancer 5 years ago.  His daily back pain is terrible yet none of the doctors that he has been to will prescribe anything stronger than T3 because they do not want him addicted to anything.  At his age he says he doesn’t care if he becomes dependent, but just to get some relief.  We see him deteriorating at an alarming rate.  He currently is on Celebrex which is not helping his back at all.  Is there any way he can state his case clearly to help the drs consider putting him on SOMETHING that will give him some pain relief? thanks for listening Before you buy.

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Dear Arglong, This kind of story makes my blood boil! I think the time is coming when people will be able to fight back the same way a diabetic could if a doctor refused insulin. I don’t know if there’s anything you want to use at this site but I know many have used these pages. People actually print them and take them to their doctors, or at least educate themselves about the facts on addiction/dependency. You’ll probably have to surf around in the site a bit. http://www.widomaker.com/~skipb/panic.html – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My father-in-law is 79 years old and suffering from terrible back pain-degenerative back disease.  He has several things wrong with him-loss of kidney function and has recovered from bladder cancer 5 years ago.  His daily back pain is terrible yet none of the doctors that he has been to will prescribe anything stronger than T3 because they do not want him addicted to anything.  At his age he says he doesn’t care if he becomes dependent, but just to get some relief.  We see him deteriorating at an alarming rate.  He currently is on Celebrex which is not helping his back at all.  Is there any way he can state his case clearly to help the drs consider putting him on SOMETHING that will give him some pain relief? thanks for listening Before you buy.

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Keep looking for a new doc. That’s about all you can do at this point. Like I said, and is proven here in this guys post…when it comes to treating severe chronic pain *correctly* and taking the patient out of pain…..MOST docs SUCK!!! ~alex      

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<snip …remind his docs about the effects of clonidine for blood pressure control and ask what would happen if you suddenly stopped the med…they would withdraw and have rebound hypertension…perhaps we shouldn’t put anyone on clonidine?  After all, they become clonidine addicts and we wouldn’t want that…sound silly?  It is, just like their opiate arguments…

With all due respect, Dr. Work — speaking as a person who ended up in the ICU on three different occasions because I had developed intractable vomiting, thus being unable to keep down my clonidine, thus experiencing rebound hypertension to a violent degree — yes, perhaps we SHOULDN’T put anyone on clonidine.  :-)  (Much better now on verapamil & Vasotec, thanks!)  Methinks we should think of a better analogy.  But don’t mistunderstand, you’re still right. Be well. — Cici in Texas                    e-mail: cclovis at mindspring dot com Your mission, should you choose to accept it. . . .

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My heart goes out to you and your father!!!! It is a crime the way the medical community can not or WILL not treat chronic, unrelenting pain the same way they would treat a diabetic!!!! My suggestion is to have a talk with the doctors, explain that your father is losing his will to live because he can not bear living with this pain!!!!!  Tell them, if it was your father and he was 79 years old would you just let him suffer?  Would you let him live day in, day out with this pain when there are medicines that will take most of the pain away and give him some quality of life?  Is this the way you would treat your parent or would you say to yourself, "he is 79 yrs. old, addiction is at the very bottom of the things I should worry about!". People that take opiates for chronic pain DO NOT BECOME addicted TO opiates. PERIOD!  They may have to be titrated up in doses as the pain gets worst or as he becomes tolerant to them but if the pain were to go away, he would no   long need to take the opiates and he would be happy to get off them! It is time to tell them that your father’s days are numbered and you want him to have the very best, pain free days as he possibly can have now!!!! Of course, this is just my opinion. But QUALITY OF LIFE IS ALL WE HAVE LEFT AT OUR AGE.  BTW..I am 66 and in chronic pain and I get treated with opiates. I am NOT AN ADDICT!    Jo

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Keep looking for a new doc. That’s about all you can do at this point. Like I said, and is proven here in this guys post…when it comes to treating severe chronic pain *correctly* and taking the patient out of pain…..MOST docs SUCK!!! ~alex

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Yes, but first you have to find a competent physician…good luck…I have people in their 80’s with DDD and lumbar stenosis on OxyContin or MS Contin and they are doing MUCH better and their levels of functioning are great…the research and the protocols are out there and your father’s doctors know about them, they just either don’t want to be bothered or they personally disagree with the protocols…so ask they WHY they won’t do something that the AMA thinks is appropriate and the DEA thinks is appropriate?  What are they TRULY afraid of?  If they said that it is addiction, have them define addiction…if your father is taking meds for PAIN and ONLY for pain, then it is NOT addiction…but he will become dependent upon the meds…remind his docs about the effects of clonidine for blood pressure control and ask what would happen if you suddenly stopped the med…they would withdraw and have rebound hypertension…perhaps we shouldn’t put anyone on clonidine?  After all, they become clonidine addicts and we wouldn’t want that…sound silly?  It is, just like their opiate arguments… But you can try to talk to them but it is not likely it will work…though there is nothing to lose…if they are interested in more info, they can email me directly…my email addy is valid. — Bill Work – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My father-in-law is 79 years old and suffering from terrible back pain-degenerative back disease.  He has several things wrong with him-loss of kidney function and has recovered from bladder cancer 5 years ago.  His daily back pain is terrible yet none of the doctors that he has been to will prescribe anything stronger than T3 because they do not want him addicted to anything.  At his age he says he doesn’t care if he becomes dependent, but just to get some relief.  We see him deteriorating at an alarming rate.  He currently is on Celebrex which is not helping his back at all.  Is there any way he can state his case clearly to help the drs consider putting him on SOMETHING that will give him some pain relief? thanks for listening Before you buy.

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Clonidine also comes as a patch called Catapres. Jack – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – With all due respect, Dr. Work — speaking as a person who ended up in the ICU on three different occasions because I had developed intractable vomiting, thus being unable to keep down my clonidine, thus experiencing rebound hypertension to a violent degree — yes, perhaps we SHOULDN’T put anyone on clonidine.  :-)  (Much better now on verapamil & Vasotec, thanks!)  Methinks we should think of a better analogy.  But don’t mistunderstand, you’re still right. Be well. — Cici in Texas                    e-mail: cclovis at mindspring dot com Your mission, should you choose to accept it. . . .

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Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain With all due respect, Dr. Work — speaking as a person who ended up in the ICU on three different occasions because I had developed intractable vomiting, thus being unable to keep down my clonidine, thus experiencing rebound hypertension to a violent degree — yes, perhaps we SHOULDN’T put anyone on clonidine.  :-)  (Much better now on verapamil & Vasotec, thanks!)  Methinks we should think of a better analogy.  But don’t mistunderstand, you’re still right.

A while back I asked if anybody had had a specific sexual side effect that clonidine was known to cause. My reason is that I had to make a policy to keep my doctor from deciding my priorities. My policy is that I stop any drug that causes that effect INSTANTLY. I throw out the pills on the spot. No ifs, ands or buts – I decide when to stop any medication. I’ve suffered enough from doctors deciding what medication I will take against my wishes. I discovered that the clonidine would be far less likely cause that effect in a transdermal, so I made my own gel. It eventually started interfering that way, so I threw it out – as I said I would. Why did you continue on it after the first rebound incident? — *** http://medstuff.ftn.org – for the sake of your health *** ** http://www.rx3k.com The best products at the best price ** *** http://www.ftn.org  Fight the creatures of The Night ****

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Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain Clonidine also comes as a patch called Catapres.

Not in Canada. Pills only. Or, of course, compounded gels. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Jack With all due respect, Dr. Work — speaking as a person who ended up in the ICU on three different occasions because I had developed intractable vomiting, thus being unable to keep down my clonidine, thus experiencing rebound hypertension to a violent degree — yes, perhaps we SHOULDN’T put anyone on clonidine.  :-)  (Much better now on verapamil & Vasotec, thanks!)  Methinks we should think of a better analogy.  But don’t mistunderstand, you’re still right. Be well. — Cici in Texas                    e-mail: cclovis at mindspring dot com Your mission, should you choose to accept it. . . .

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wrote, among other things: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain With all due respect, Dr. Work — speaking as a person who ended up in the ICU on three different occasions because I had developed intractable vomiting, thus being unable to keep down my clonidine, thus experiencing rebound hypertension to a violent degree — yes, perhaps we SHOULDN’T put anyone on clonidine.  :-)  (Much better now on verapamil & Vasotec, thanks!)  Methinks we should think of a better analogy.  But don’t mistunderstand, you’re still right. A while back I asked if anybody had had a specific sexual side effect that clonidine was known to cause. My reason is that I had to make a policy to keep my doctor from deciding my priorities. My policy is that I stop any drug that causes that effect INSTANTLY. I throw out the pills on the spot. No ifs, ands or buts – I decide when to stop any medication. I’ve suffered enough from doctors deciding what medication I will take against my wishes. I discovered that the clonidine would be far less likely cause that effect in a transdermal, so I made my own gel. It eventually started interfering that way, so I threw it out – as I said I would. Why did you continue on it after the first rebound incident?

Because my treating physicians kept getting the cart before the horse, apparently. They kept trying to isolate the etiology of the intractable vomiting, thinking that if I could just keep the medication *down*, there would be no problem.  And on the face of it, that kind of makes sense. Trouble is, the n&v is caused by hyperparathyroidism (which took ‘em three years to diagnose and they are *still* trying to locate the aberrant parathyroid gland so they can remove it), so it wasn’t quite that simple.  Is it ever? I didn’t know that clonidine had a libido-lowering effect . . . but then, I had no husband, either, so maybe that was a good thing for me, ya think?  No sense in working up an appetite in the middle of a famine. Why it took three ICU admissions for them to start to try to find an antihypertensive medication that doesn’t have that trampoline-style rebound effect, I have no idea.  No one ever suggested the transdermal approach, I do know that — possibly because I don’t have medical insurance, so they (the Baylor docs) were looking for the cheapest alternative and clonidine IS definitely inexpensive.  *sigh*  They eventually admitted that they hadn’t a clue what was wrong with me and referred me to the medical school, which is when things started to really happen.   Hi, I’m Cici, and I’m a lab rat! Cici in Texas

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Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain I didn’t know that clonidine had a libido-lowering effect . . . but then, I had no husband, either, so maybe that was a good thing for me, ya think?  No sense in working up an appetite in the middle of a famine.

Without an appetite, you don’t go to the supermarket. Let me put it into a first-hand perspective: Eunuchs don’t look for wives. — *** http://medstuff.ftn.org – for the sake of your health *** ** http://www.rx3k.com The best products at the best price ** *** http://www.ftn.org  Fight the creatures of The Night ****

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Alec,     I am on both pumped clonidine for RSD and oral Vasotec for B.P. Being single, I haven’t had to worry about sexual side effects, but are the side-effects always overcome on cessation of these drugs, or can the effects be irreversible. Peace, Richard

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Without an appetite, you don’t go to the supermarket. Let me put it into a first-hand perspective: Eunuchs don’t look for wives.

So sex was the only reason you married your wife? :) Will – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – — *** http://medstuff.ftn.org – for the sake of your health *** ** http://www.rx3k.com The best products at the best price ** *** http://www.ftn.org  Fight the creatures of The Night ****

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Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain Alec,     I am on both pumped clonidine for RSD and oral Vasotec for B.P. Being single, I haven’t had to worry about sexual side effects, but are the side-effects always overcome on cessation of these drugs, or can the effects be irreversible.

Vasotec is an ACE inhibitor and won’t cause a problem. Clonidine has a particularly high level if oral, less if transdermal. In your case it’s as a booster to opiates, so it’s guaranteed to make things worse. The effect can become very permanent. You can get into the "use it or lose it" situation. In my own case, I lost some length and only have 6.5" left. There are other problems, though – particularly if you you lead a relatively sedentary life. Also – if you ever hope to get married and have a family, the chances are fading as I type. It causes its effect via 2 pathways – both in the hypothalamo-pituitary-gonadal axis. If you can tolerate injections with a diabetes needle, your best bet is hCG, 500 IU 2-3 times a week. Remember that leaving it low will cause medical problems ala Will plus adaptation. Adaptation is a "comfortable" feeling where the desire to change the status quo is zilch. It happens! It’s a psychological trap. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Peace, Richard Without an appetite, you don’t go to the supermarket. Let me put it into a first-hand perspective: Eunuchs don’t look for wives. — *** http://medstuff.ftn.org – for the sake of your health *** ** http://www.rx3k.com The best products at the best price ** *** http://www.ftn.org  Fight the creatures of The Night ****

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Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain Without an appetite, you don’t go to the supermarket. Let me put it into a first-hand perspective: Eunuchs don’t look for wives. So sex was the only reason you married your wife? :)

No – but I was in my 30’s and had only overcome the damage done to me a couple of years earlier. Eunuchs – and I was one effectively – are not interested in social interactions. A few years earlier I had gone out on some dates due to my mother’s nagging. On my 30th birthday I had decided to weigh the alternatives and was considering between a gun, a bottle of pills and just giving it one more year. I figured that one more year wouldn’t hurt and it was the year when my life turned around. A combination of dietary life-style changes gave me the switchover and broke the cycle. I had opportunities galore before meeting my wife-to-be but was not emotionally connecting. My wife was my first and my only. I am not even tempted – there is still no desire for anyone else. I had bumped into her before, at university and at a prior job. The last such meeting, at CN railways, I knew that I wanted to marry her. The first time that we made love was to celebrate our decision to marry. Sex is not a reason for getting married. You get married when you meet the person whose soul resonates with your owm, not when you meet the one who sexually excites you! — *** http://medstuff.ftn.org – for the sake of your health *** ** http://www.rx3k.com The best products at the best price ** *** http://www.ftn.org  Fight the creatures of The Night ****

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain Without an appetite, you don’t go to the supermarket. Let me put it into a first-hand perspective: Eunuchs don’t look for wives. So sex was the only reason you married your wife? :) No – but I was in my 30’s and had only overcome the damage done to me a couple of years earlier. Eunuchs – and I was one effectively – are not interested in social interactions. A few years earlier I had gone out on some dates due to my mother’s nagging. On my 30th birthday I had decided to weigh the alternatives and was considering between a gun, a bottle of pills and just giving it one more year. I figured that one more year wouldn’t hurt and it was the year when my life turned around. A combination of dietary life-style changes gave me the switchover and broke the cycle. I had opportunities galore before meeting my wife-to-be but was not emotionally connecting. My wife was my first and my only. I am not even tempted – there is still no desire for anyone else. I had bumped into her before, at university and at a prior job. The last such meeting, at CN railways, I knew that I wanted to marry her. The first time that we made love was to celebrate our decision to marry. Sex is not a reason for getting married. You get married when you meet the person whose soul resonates with your owm, not when you meet the one who sexually excites you!

Yeah, that was my point… that there are other reasons for marriage and even an eunuch might just want the companionship of another human being that marriage offers. Will

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Dr. Work, Thanks for responding and offering your email address.  I’ll share this info with my father-in-law and I hope it will help influence his doctor.  I appreciate your input. Laura – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Yes, but first you have to find a competent physician…good luck…I have people in their 80’s with DDD and lumbar stenosis on OxyContin or MS Contin and they are doing MUCH better and their levels of functioning are great…the research and the protocols are out there and your father’s doctors know about them, they just either don’t want to be bothered or they personally disagree with the protocols…so ask they WHY they won’t do something that the AMA thinks is appropriate and the DEA thinks is appropriate?  What are they TRULY afraid of?  If they said that it is addiction, have them define addiction…if your father is taking meds for PAIN and ONLY for pain, then it is NOT addiction…but he will become dependent upon the meds…remind his docs about the effects of clonidine for blood pressure control and ask what would happen if you suddenly stopped the med…they would withdraw and have rebound hypertension…perhaps we shouldn’t put anyone on clonidine?  After all, they become clonidine addicts and we wouldn’t want that…sound silly?  It is, just like their opiate arguments… But you can try to talk to them but it is not likely it will work…though there is nothing to lose…if they are interested in more info, they can email me directly…my email addy is valid. — Bill Work

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My father-in-law is 79 years old and suffering from terrible back pain-degenerative back disease.  He has several things wrong with him-loss of kidney function and has recovered from bladder cancer 5 years ago.  His daily back pain is terrible yet none of the doctors that he has been to will prescribe anything stronger than T3 because they do not want him addicted to anything.  At his age he says he doesn’t care if he becomes dependent, but just to get some relief.  We see him deteriorating at an alarming rate.  He currently is on Celebrex which is not helping his back at all.  Is there any way he can state his case clearly to help the drs consider putting him on SOMETHING that will give him some pain relief? thanks for listening Before you buy.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain Yeah, that was my point… that there are other reasons for marriage and even an eunuch might just want the companionship of another human being that marriage offers.

Come to think of it, I knew one such fellow back in the 70’s. He’d lost his genitals (total emasculation) around the age of 5 or so. I won’t get into too many details, but one of the women ended up going with him and, yes, they did get married eventually. SHE asked HIM! However, they did have a sex life! — *** http://medstuff.ftn.org – for the sake of your health *** ** http://www.rx3k.com The best products at the best price ** *** http://www.ftn.org  Fight the creatures of The Night ****

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Yeah, that was my point… that there are other reasons for marriage and even an eunuch might just want the companionship of another human being that marriage offers. Come to think of it, I knew one such fellow back in the 70’s. He’d lost his genitals (total emasculation) around the age of 5 or so. I won’t get into too many details, but one of the women ended up going with him and, yes, they did get married eventually. SHE asked HIM! However, they did have a sex life!

Besides, the sex stops once you’re married anyway from all the stories I’ve heard. :) Will

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Good Grief!!! I hope someone has some good advice for you.  Mine is always find a decent doctor if you possibly can. This is the sort of thing people need to know about in the stupid war on drugs…..imagine, "we don’t want him to become addicted" it would be laughable if it were’nt true and so widespread. Best of luck to you, and bless you for advocating for him, codeee – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My father-in-law is 79 years old and suffering from terrible back pain-degenerative back disease.  He has several things wrong with him-loss of kidney function and has recovered from bladder cancer 5 years ago.  His daily back pain is terrible yet none of the doctors that he has been to will prescribe anything stronger than T3 because they do not want him addicted to anything.  At his age he says he doesn’t care if he becomes dependent, but just to get some relief.  We see him deteriorating at an alarming rate.  He currently is on Celebrex which is not helping his back at all.  Is there any way he can state his case clearly to help the drs consider putting him on SOMETHING that will give him some pain relief? thanks for listening Before you buy.

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Dr. Work, I really am glad you made your e-mail available for those cretins. Perhaps one will be interested enough to take five minutes out of his busy day to learn about patient care – I hope so. Your heart is in the right place, of course.  As far as anyone talking with them –  I’m sorry to be so negative, but I’ve talked to enough of them and they just don’t want to be bothered, much less know the facts. I really don’t know what it’s going to take to stop this kind of madness codeee – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Yes, but first you have to find a competent physician…good luck…I have people in their 80’s with DDD and lumbar stenosis on OxyContin or MS Contin and they are doing MUCH better and their levels of functioning are great…the research and the protocols are out there and your father’s doctors know about them, they just either don’t want to be bothered or they personally disagree with the protocols…so ask they WHY they won’t do something that the AMA thinks is appropriate and the DEA thinks is appropriate?  What are they TRULY afraid of?  If they said that it is addiction, have them define addiction…if your father is taking meds for PAIN and ONLY for pain, then it is NOT addiction…but he will become dependent upon the meds…remind his docs about the effects of clonidine for blood pressure control and ask what would happen if you suddenly stopped the med…they would withdraw and have rebound hypertension…perhaps we shouldn’t put anyone on clonidine?  After all, they become clonidine addicts and we wouldn’t want that…sound silly?  It is, just like their opiate arguments… But you can try to talk to them but it is not likely it will work…though there is nothing to lose…if they are interested in more info, they can email me directly…my email addy is valid. — Bill Work

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My father-in-law is 79 years old and suffering from terrible back pain-degenerative back disease.  He has several things wrong with him-loss of kidney function and has recovered from bladder cancer 5 years ago.  His daily back pain is terrible yet none of the doctors that he has been to will prescribe anything stronger than T3 because they do not want him addicted to anything.  At his age he says he doesn’t care if he becomes dependent, but just to get some relief.  We see him deteriorating at an alarming rate.  He currently is on Celebrex which is not helping his back at all.  Is there any way he can state his case clearly to help the drs consider putting him on SOMETHING that will give him some pain relief? thanks for listening Before you buy.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Newsgroups: alt.support.chronic-pain Yeah, that was my point… that there are other reasons for marriage and even an eunuch might just want the companionship of another human being that marriage offers. Come to think of it, I knew one such fellow back in the 70’s. He’d lost his genitals (total emasculation) around the age of 5 or so. I won’t get into too many details, but one of the women ended up going with him and, yes, they did get married eventually. SHE asked HIM! However, they did have a sex life! Besides, the sex stops once you’re married anyway from all the stories I’ve heard. :)

?don’t tell my wife!! Will

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Yeah, that was my point… that there are other reasons for marriage and even an eunuch might just want the companionship of another human being that marriage offers. Come to think of it, I knew one such fellow back in the 70’s. He’d lost his genitals (total emasculation) around the age of 5 or so. I won’t get into too many details, but one of the women ended up going with him and, yes, they did get married eventually. SHE asked HIM! However, they did have a sex life! Besides, the sex stops once you’re married anyway from all the stories I’ve heard. :) Will I wasn’t going to comment on that……in many cases it would simply

be like skipping the first 3 years and moving on to the next 50. Besides, you sure better want to be around each other for about 99.9% other reasons too.  JMHtwistedO codeee Before you buy.

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Besides, the sex stops once you’re married anyway from all the stories I’ve heard. :) Will I wasn’t going to comment on that……in many cases it would simply be like skipping the first 3 years and moving on to the next 50. Besides, you sure better want to be around each other for about 99.9% other reasons too.  JMHtwistedO codeee

That’s the way I see it too. I used to have a friend who was very concerned with the looks of his girlfriends. He always picked his mates based on looks… which made his relationships tend to be short-term because looks just aren’t a solid enough basis for a relationship. I always wondered what would happen if he did marry and his partner aged (or even got pregnant) and was no longer the beauty queen he required in a partner. Sex lasts only a few hours a day :) and looks change over time. It’s the person inside that stays relatively consistent over time. Will

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Sex is not a reason for getting married. You get married when you meet the person whose soul resonates with your owm, not when you meet the one who sexually excites you!

How true, how true . . . and it’s the reason you stay married, too! mary

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How would you define addiction?

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Okay I am not looking for the clinical, or the dictionary definition, but rather your definition.  If you have to consult a book, or cut and paste an address from the net I think you have the wrong idea. Whomever posted that addiction poll just got me started thinking about this.  I don’t smoke, I drink rarely and I don’t do drugs.  I don’t gamble.  But addiction still sorta scares me.  Always has, I havent tried pot not really cause it is illegal, but cause addictions run through the female side of my family (I am male) no one seems to think it makes sense, but I can make a case for that. So I was just curious if some people could throw out there own personal definitions.  Maybe we could generate some talk about this. Oh, and is this more on topic than what I usually post?  I am hoping to get over being shunned by y’all. Of course, reffering to you as y’all probably wont encourage you to read my posts either.

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Binger, yeah I think that may be the word.   When I was a kid and started collecting music I felt this compulsion to have every single album, song and version of my favorite artists. I know that this sounds sorta normal but even then I had felt that I had often taken it too far.  I would drive into downtown Baltimore to peruse record shops on the very off chance that I might find some obscure album that I had heard rumor of existing that Ozzy Osborne sang backup to a single track.  Sometimes I would drive a hundered miles or more on a Saturday and at the end of the day have nothing but an empty gas tank to show for it. Then about 6 years ago I started collecting comic books.  I collected for almost 2 years.  It started out innocently enough.  A few titles (Sandman and Shade the Changing Man) that I had read of friends and really enjoyed.  But before I knew it, or recognized it, I was doing the same thing I had done with my CD’s, only much much worse.   I remember this day that I went in to the Comic shop and bought, get this, over $100 worth of books.  And none of them over 3 or 4 dollars. I had trouble making rent later that week. I realized that it was simply sick.  It had changed from what I thought was a harmless past time to something vile. So I stopped.   I just simply stopped. Since then the comic industry took a nosedive and a damn good portion of the artsy books I liked sorta died.  The remaining ones just arent the same.  It was more than a year since that $100 day that I walked into another shop. I remember that awkward feeling when I walked in again and was looking around, and walking out without having bought anything.   I guess that was something that I have always had trouble understanding.  It is just strange to say I was addicted to comic books, but I will recognize that if you replaced the word, comic book with say the word Chocolate, then suddenly it wouldnt be so weird, and would it really be different at all?   But the other thing that I don’t understand is how I stopped.  I just walked out of that shop embarresed that I had spent so much money, realizing that I might have trouble with rent, and too humiliated to return the stuff.  So while I kept them I did stop cold turkey, I just sorta said, no more and that was it. I have always understood that part of being addicted was not being able to do that, am I wrong there? And you know I still do this today.  I just don’t spend so much money anymore.  Today I collect MP3 songs.  I think one of the reasons that I don’t feel it is out of control is, well it is free.  What isn’t free though is that on some days I tie up my phone line for 12 or 24 hours at a time.  I try real hard to keep it down to when I am not home or asleep (yeah I need to sleep, that is the excuse) but still, I have gigs of files on my PC.  A good portion of which I have actually listened to. So is it an addiction if it does not cost me money?  Would you still categorize this stuff as binging? Is binging all that bad?

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From experience, I would define addiction as repeating a behaviour that you *know* causes serious problems or consequences in your life. I know this is very broad, but necessarily so. Sorry, I wasn’t here for the "shunning", so if you fucked up, I don’t know it.  :o) My sister, who used to speak "Yankee", now can’t finish a sentence without "y’all".  No offense taken. —                     _    bear         _.-’ )                (_ . ‘ __                 ___^/` _)                (__.                            ’–.                    /_ /`-._/                   (__/ x-no-archive: yes

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I think it all depends on your quality of life.  If you spent 14 hours a day on the computer and it caused you economic hardship, then it would qualify as an addiction.  but if that were your job and you got paid for it, then it wouldn’t.

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i did the original poll.  If I remember, quite a few people described themselves as ‘bingers’ rather than ‘addict.’  I dont remember the distinctions given but I guess a binger is less dependant on something than an addict is.   How about this:  a binger has an ‘addictive personality’ in that he tends to get deeply involved in things — but he is not a slave to any one thing.  An addict on the otherhand is emotionally and physically tied to one particular thing (drugs, alcohol, relationships, etc.). – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Okay I am not looking for the clinical, or the dictionary definition, but rather your definition.  If you have to consult a book, or cut and paste an address from the net I think you have the wrong idea. Whomever posted that addiction poll just got me started thinking about this.  I don’t smoke, I drink rarely and I don’t do drugs.  I don’t gamble.  But addiction still sorta scares me.  Always has, I havent tried pot not really cause it is illegal, but cause addictions run through the female side of my family (I am male) no one seems to think it makes sense, but I can make a case for that. So I was just curious if some people could throw out there own personal definitions.  Maybe we could generate some talk about this. Oh, and is this more on topic than what I usually post?  I am hoping to get over being shunned by y’all. Of course, reffering to you as y’all probably wont encourage you to read my posts either.

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tammy schreef: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – As I had thought, my pdoc and I agreed that we would try Klonopin next. He started me on .25mg, 2x/day (for a total of .5mg).  I guess he’s thinking that, since I seem to be sensitive to drugs, this might be a good place to start.  His instructions were, if it works, great, if not, in about 4-5 days, we’ll talk about upping the dosage. I’ll keep you all posted. Iris (who is a bit nervous about taking another new med) — Klonopin just calms me down, but I take one at night. Other than that it just makes me a little groggy in the mornings. I usually can feel it kick in when I take it , but it is not a strong reaction. I know, everyone is different, but I’m just telling you how it does me. I’ve never taken it during the day, so don’t know about that. Best wishes.

  Never having taken Klonopin but being familiar with a lot of its brothers and sisters I can *assure* you, Iris, that you will by trying Klonopin *not* have whatever adverse reactions compared to what you suffered with Paxil. And that’s a promise. Whatever they might say about benzo’s, they have almost no side effects. Philip

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As I had thought, my pdoc and I agreed that we would try Klonopin next. He started me on .25mg, 2x/day (for a total of .5mg).  I guess he’s thinking that, since I seem to be sensitive to drugs, this might be a good place to start.  His instructions were, if it works, great, if not, in about 4-5 days, we’ll talk about upping the dosage. I’ll keep you all posted. Iris (who is a bit nervous about taking another new med) —

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As I had thought, my pdoc and I agreed that we would try Klonopin next. He started me on .25mg, 2x/day (for a total of .5mg).  I guess he’s thinking that, since I seem to be sensitive to drugs, this might be a good place to start.  His instructions were, if it works, great, if not, in about 4-5 days, we’ll talk about upping the dosage. I’ll keep you all posted. Iris (who is a bit nervous about taking another new med) — Klonopin just calms me down, but I take one at night. Other than that it

just makes me a little groggy in the mornings. I usually can feel it kick in when I take it , but it is not a strong reaction. I know, everyone is different, but I’m just telling you how it does me. I’ve never taken it during the day, so don’t know about that. Best wishes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –

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That’s a pretty low dose, hopefully it will not bother you much if at all.  I would guess though that you would need a bit more to really have much of an impact.  Good luck, PETER

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As I had thought, my pdoc and I agreed that we would try Klonopin next. He started me on .25mg, 2x/day (for a total of .5mg). Iris (who is a bit nervous about taking another new med)

I think you will find this MUCH different than your Zoloft experience, Iris. Whole different med and one with a very good track record and little if no side effects besides being a bit sleepy til you adjust. Gwen (thinking sleepy sounds mighty god right now!)

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I have not be able to tolerate the SSRI’s or the trycyclic AD’s for panic disorder.  Is it possible to just use Klonopin on a as necessary basis or would a scheduled dose be more effective?  Would there be any adverse or withdrawl effects, only taking it from time to time?  I have tried Ativan and not finding it as effective anymore, where as it use to make me sleep, now causing insomnia and rebound anxiety. Will appreciate any opinions and suggestions. Thanks

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Carrie schreef: I have not be able to tolerate the SSRI’s or the trycyclic AD’s for panic disorder.  Is it possible to just use Klonopin on a as necessary basis or would a scheduled dose be more effective?  Would there be any adverse or withdrawl effects, only taking it from time to time?  I have tried Ativan and not finding it as effective anymore, where as it use to make me sleep, now causing insomnia and rebound anxiety. Will appreciate any opinions and suggestions. Thanks

  Klonopin is a very good maintenance med but because of the fact that it takes a while to work it is less suitable for use *as needed*. A quick-acting benzo would be preferable. As Ativan seems not to work gor you at this moment, there is the option of the first benzo of choice: Xanax. Also it’s quite possible to take Klonopin for maintenance and Xanax as needed. And if necessary you can take both as maintenance meds as well. But all this should be discussed with your doctor of course. Philip

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Klonopin is considered a first line medication for panic disorder (as well as Xanax).  Less side effects usually than SSRI’s or tricyclics. Probably more effective on average too.  Scheduled dose has an advantage in that Klonopin doesn’t work as quickly as Xanax – it’s effects take about 10 minutes or so to really kick in.  Xanax is faster to start working.  Disadvantage of Xanax is with regular dosing – must dose roughly twice as often as with Klonopin, possibly more. JR – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I have not be able to tolerate the SSRI’s or the trycyclic AD’s for panic disorder.  Is it possible to just use Klonopin on a as necessary basis or would a scheduled dose be more effective?  Would there be any adverse or withdrawl effects, only taking it from time to time?  I have tried Ativan and not finding it as effective anymore, where as it use to make me sleep, now causing insomnia and rebound anxiety. Will appreciate any opinions and suggestions. Thanks

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I have not be able to tolerate the SSRI’s or the trycyclic AD’s for panic disorder.  Is it possible to just use Klonopin on a as necessary basis or would a scheduled dose be more effective?  Would there be any adverse or withdrawl effects, only taking it from time to time?  I have tried Ativan and not finding it as effective anymore, where as it use to make me sleep, now causing insomnia and rebound anxiety. Will appreciate any opinions and suggestions. Thanks

Hello Carrie; I took Klonopin, on an as needed basis, for 5 years.  Based on my situation, my Doctor and I agreed xanax was not appropriate for me.  I used 12 .5 tablets per month.  This worked reasonably well. My Doc wanted me on Klonopin daily, but I was sooo frightened of addiction. I then went off the klonopin, for about a year – no withdrawals, problems. When my PA’s came back full force in October, I went on Klonopin 3x per day. I have a better understanding of Benzodiazepines, now.  I am not afraid of ‘dependence’.  I believe I know how to deal with it.  I also take xanax, as needed now.   When I took Klonopin prn (as needed) it took about 30-45 minutes to notice a reduction of symptoms. YMMV  When I take xanax, it takes about 15-20 minutes to notice a reduction of symptoms.  YMMV I am doing better on Klonopin taken daily, than I was on Klonopin prn. This is my experience.  You might consider trying it, and seeing what works for you.  :-) — Kiesha Life is either a grand adventure or it is nothing at all. Helen Keller

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Some people do use PRN Klonopin.  The problem is that it is so long acting that it may help with anxiety on an immediate basis, but make you sedated two days later.  Its best to use on a scheduled dose IMHO. As many of you already know, I fell Xanax is the best medication for panic attacks, but it has to be prescribed carefully, whereas Klonopin can be given on a simple twice a day schedule. Dr.S. There are no false alarms http://www.algy.com/pdi – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -I have not be able to tolerate the SSRI’s or the trycyclic AD’s for panic disorder.  Is it possible to just use Klonopin on a as necessary basis or would a scheduled dose be more effective?  Would there be any adverse or withdrawl effects, only taking it from time to time?  I have tried Ativan and not finding it as effective anymore, where as it use to make me sleep, now causing insomnia and rebound anxiety. Will appreciate any opinions and suggestions. Thanks

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klonopin works too slowly to take PRN, but it works well if you find the right amount and take it regularly i too cannot tolerate SSRI’s at all but barely notice any side effects of klonopin.

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klonopin works too slowly to take PRN, but it works well if you find the right amount and take it regularly i too cannot tolerate SSRI’s at all but barely notice any side effects of klonopin.

This is another one of those YMMV things.  Klonopin is ‘probably’ not the best prn medication, for panic attacks.  But, I used it rather successfully for 5 years.  I took no more than 12 .5 mg’s per month.  My PDoc was against the idea.  But I asked if it could hurt to try.  She is open minded, and I am glad.  It was the best med combo for me, at the time. — Kiesha The marvelous richness of human experience would lose something of rewarding joy, if there were not limitations to overcome.   The hilltop hour would not be half so wonderful, if there were  no dark valleys to traverse. Helen Keller

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I am weaning off Celexa.  I think it is wonderful, but it just puts on the pounds.  I have gained so much weight from it.  I take 0.5 mg. of Klonopin 2x day and hope that will keep the anxiety and panic away.  I feel so strong on the Celexa and started driving again after many years and hope I’ll do as well on just the Klonopin. Does anyone have any experience with Klonopin and driving, etc.?   I hope someday they come out with an SSRI that doesn’t put weight on you.  Thanks.  Carolyn

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I am weaning off Celexa.  I think it is wonderful, but it just puts on the pounds.  I have gained so much weight from it.  I take 0.5 mg. of Klonopin 2x day and hope that will keep the anxiety and panic away.  I feel so strong on the Celexa and started driving again after many years and hope I’ll do as well on just the Klonopin. Does anyone have any experience with Klonopin and driving, etc.?   I hope someday they come out with an SSRI that doesn’t put weight on you.  Thanks.  Carolyn

i have not had any problems driving on Klonopin, but the first few days you take it you’ll feel groggy, so i wouldn’t drive until that passes. also, you might want to look into Cymbalta.  i’m on it and have lost all the weight i gained on Paxil.  it’s the best AD i’ve tried yet. -kelly

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Agree, Klonopin is a drug that initially may cause problems with sedation – I’d definitely see how it affected me before I started driving around.  The sedative effects of drugs like Klonopin almost always wears off in a matter of weeks, so it shouldn’t be an issue for long, if at all on that dose. G

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -I am weaning off Celexa.  I think it is wonderful, but it just puts on the pounds.  I have gained so much weight from it.  I take 0.5 mg. of Klonopin 2x day and hope that will keep the anxiety and panic away.  I feel so strong on the Celexa and started driving again after many years and hope I’ll do as well on just the Klonopin. Does anyone have any experience with Klonopin and driving, etc.?   I hope someday they come out with an SSRI that doesn’t put weight on you.  Thanks.  Carolyn

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I take Zoloft during the day and Klonopin at night. Makes me sleep from about midnight till 5 am. I would hesitate to take it during the day. Mia

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I am weaning off Celexa.  I think it is wonderful, but it just puts on the pounds.  I have gained so much weight from it.  I take 0.5 mg. of Klonopin 2x day and hope that will keep the anxiety and panic away.  I feel so strong on the Celexa and started driving again after many years and hope I’ll do as well on just the Klonopin. Does anyone have any experience with Klonopin and driving, etc.?   I hope someday they come out with an SSRI that doesn’t put weight on you.  Thanks.  Carolyn

Hey, Carolyn. I know what you mean about SSRIs and weight gain.  I have been doing ok on Klonopin alone. I stopped Lexapro many months ago.  That is just me, though. Good luck. Vicki

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Hi, Carol, I do understand the weight gain on an AD…UGH! I hope the meds plus self positive talk will help keep you driving.  I also have had many problems with driving.  I don’t do the interstate alone and haven’t in about 5 years.  Within the last year and a half I was able to get myself to drive out of my hometown.  I feel mine is not so much anxiety anymore but a deep fear I have implanted within myself.  I wish you much success on the Xanax and DO keep driving. smiles, Elise

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I am weaning off Celexa.  I think it is wonderful, but it just puts on the pounds.  I have gained so much weight from it.  I take 0.5 mg. of Klonopin 2x day and hope that will keep the anxiety and panic away.  I feel so strong on the Celexa and started driving again after many years and hope I’ll do as well on just the Klonopin. Does anyone have any experience with Klonopin and driving, etc.?   I hope someday they come out with an SSRI that doesn’t put weight on you.  Thanks.  Carolyn

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I seem to have lost my message on Klonopin and the great replies from you guys. I guess I forgot to mark it unread.  Will Kelly please write again about Cymbalta and let me know how long it took after switching to lose weight?  I am switching to Cymbalta next week.  I called my doctor after reading her post. Thanks to all who wrote.  Carolyn

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Will Kelly please write again about Cymbalta

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – i have not had any problems driving on Klonopin, but the first few days you take it you’ll feel groggy, so i wouldn’t drive until that passes. also, you might want to look into Cymbalta.  i’m on it and have lost all the weight i gained on Paxil.  it’s the best AD i’ve tried yet. -kelly

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I seem to have lost my message on Klonopin and the great replies from you guys. I guess I forgot to mark it unread.  Will Kelly please write again about Cymbalta and let me know how long it took after switching to lose weight? I am switching to Cymbalta next week.  I called my doctor after reading her post. Thanks to all who wrote.  Carolyn

it only took a week or two before i noticed i wasn’t craving carbs anymore. i do the South Beach diet, and it’s worked really well for me so far. i swear, Cymbalta is my miracle drug.  be sure to take it with food though, it can upset your stomach.  i usually take it with a small container of low carb yogurt. good luck… -kelly

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I take 2mg. of Klonopin (prn) in conjunction with 100 mgs of Zoloft a day. The problem with using Klonopin for things like driving etc. is that it knocks some people out.  I seem to have a high tolerance so it DOES help me, moderately, without sending me to La La Land.  Neither drug completely eradicates the panic though……for me anyway.  I think that’s the cross most of us bear.  Also, zoloft always makes me LOSE weight when I first start it.  I’ve been on it at three separate times in my life now, and I’ve lost 11-17 pounds each time. Ask your doc about adding another long acting (The K is short acting) antidepressant/anti-anxiety med to use WITH the occasional Klonopin. Klonopin’s habit forming, so I’d be careful about using it on more than an "as needed basis".  Just something to mull. Good Luck, C :) Lor

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I am weaning off Celexa.  I think it is wonderful, but it just puts on the pounds.  I have gained so much weight from it.  I take 0.5 mg. of Klonopin 2x day and hope that will keep the anxiety and panic away.  I feel so strong on the Celexa and started driving again after many years and hope I’ll do as well on just the Klonopin. Does anyone have any experience with Klonopin and driving, etc.?   I hope someday they come out with an SSRI that doesn’t put weight on you.  Thanks.  Carolyn

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I am weaning off Celexa.  I think it is wonderful, but it just puts on the pounds.  I have gained so much weight from it.  I take 0.5 mg. of Klonopin 2x day and hope that will keep the anxiety and panic away.  I feel so strong on the Celexa and started driving again after many years and hope I’ll do as well on just the Klonopin. Does anyone have any experience with Klonopin and driving, etc.?   I hope someday they come out with an SSRI that doesn’t put weight on you.  Thanks.  Carolyn

That is so unfortunate!  It sucks when a great drug is ruined by a side-effect. I actually lost wait on Celexa but it didn’t affect my anxiety either way.  Maybe they are related.  I couldn’t eat on Effexor either – SSRIs just ain’t for me I guess.  I must have weird genes. Uthur

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Hi all, I was just wondering if any of you take Klonopin, and if it has had made any difference in your attacks.  I have been having a huge resurgence of my panic since a gallbladder surgery I had a week and a half ago.  The doc says that I have PTSD which has aggravated my panic symptoms.  This new bout has brought extreme attacks of nausea and weakness with sweating and shaking.  I am also waking up with this in the night. I hate those nocturnal attacks!!!  GRR! Since I have taken Klonopin before and had success, I decided to try it again. So far, so good (knock on wood).  But I am now afraid to drive in the car, because the motion aggravates my nausea.   Has anyone else had success with Klonopin?  Also, any mothers who have taken the drug during pregnancy?  I am so dying to have a baby, but I am so nervous to do so drug free! Thanks for listening! Robyn

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I was just wondering if any of you take Klonopin, and if it has had made any difference in your attacks.  I have been having a huge resurgence of my panic since a gallbladder surgery I had a week and a half ago.  The doc says that I have PTSD which has aggravated my panic symptoms.  This new bout has brought extreme attacks of nausea and weakness with sweating and shaking.  I am also waking up with this in the night. I hate those nocturnal attacks!!!  GRR! Since I have taken Klonopin before and had success, I decided to try it again. So far, so good (knock on wood).  But I am now afraid to drive in the car, because the motion aggravates my nausea.   Has anyone else had success with Klonopin?  

It works very well for all of the above for short term use (< 2 weeks).  For long term, see:  www.benzo.org.uk Also, any mothers who have taken the drug during pregnancy?  I am so dying to have a baby, but I am so nervous to do so drug free!

Benzos (klonopin) do not mix that well with pregnancy.  Not much of anything is 100% safe for pregnant people.  See the drug info sheets at the above website for further info on klonopin. Dennis.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi all, I was just wondering if any of you take Klonopin, and if it has had made any difference in your attacks.  I have been having a huge resurgence of my panic since a gallbladder surgery I had a week and a half ago.  The doc says that I have PTSD which has aggravated my panic symptoms.  This new bout has brought extreme attacks of nausea and weakness with sweating and shaking.  I am also waking up with this in the night. I hate those nocturnal attacks!!!  GRR! Since I have taken Klonopin before and had success, I decided to try it again. So far, so good (knock on wood).  But I am now afraid to drive in the car, because the motion aggravates my nausea.   Has anyone else had success with Klonopin?  Also, any mothers who have taken the drug during pregnancy?  I am so dying to have a baby, but I am so nervous to do so drug free! Thanks for listening! Robyn

Dear Robyn, Talk to your ob/gyn about your anxiety disorder before you get pregnant, discuss what your options are. It is best to try and avoid meds while your pregnant, however a mothers pain and suffering needs to be taken into account too. Here is some info on meds while pregnant. Take care :) Jackie http://panicdisorder.about.com/msubmeds09.htm Below are the FDA`s pregnancy risk categories. Klonopin is a *D*. I have read alot of articles on the possibility of cleft lips with low…….but caution is highly recommended. Jackie A: Adequate studies in pregnant women have not demonstrated a risk to the fetus in the first trimester of pregnancy and there is no evidence of risk in later trimesters. B: Animal studies have not demonstrated a risk to the fetus, but there are no adequate studies in pregnant women or animal studies have shown an adverse effect, but adequate studies in pregnant women have not demonstrated a risk to the fetus during the first trimester of pregnancy, and there is no evidence of risk in later trimesters. C: Animal studies have shown an adverse effect on the fetus, but there are no adequate studies in humans; the benefits of the drug in pregnant women may be acceptable despite its potential risks or there are no animal reproduction studies and no adequate studies in humans. D: There is evidence of human fetal risk, but the potential benefits from the use of the drug in pregnant women may be acceptable despite its potential risks. X: Studies in animals or humans demonstrate fetal abnormalities or adverse reaction reports indicate evidence of fetal risk. The risk of use in a pregnant woman clearly outweighs any possible benefit.  

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I was just wondering if any of you take Klonopin, and if it has had made any difference in your attacks.  I have been having a huge resurgence of my panic since a gallbladder surgery I had a week and a half ago.  The doc says that I have PTSD which has aggravated my panic symptoms.  This new bout has brought extreme attacks of nausea and weakness with sweating and shaking.  I am also waking up with this in the night. I hate those nocturnal attacks!!! GRR! Since I have taken Klonopin before and had success, I decided to try it again. So far, so good (knock on wood).  But I am now afraid to drive in the car, because the motion aggravates my nausea. Has anyone else had success with Klonopin? It works very well for all of the above for short term use (< 2 weeks).  For long term, see:  www.benzo.org.uk

I have been on the same dose of Klonopin for over two years now.  For chronic PD sufferers, long-term use is sometimes advised. Also, any mothers who have taken the drug during pregnancy?  I am so dying to have a baby, but I am so nervous to do so drug free! Benzos (klonopin) do not mix that well with pregnancy.  Not much of anything is 100% safe for pregnant people.  See the drug info sheets at the above website for further info on klonopin.

Benzodiazepines, like clonazepam (Klonopin) should be used carefully, epecially when pregnant,  in conjuction with your physician’s advice.  As always, consult your physician — not a website. :: Dan

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Thanks Jackie!

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi all, I was just wondering if any of you take Klonopin, and if it has had made any difference in your attacks.  I have been having a huge resurgence of my panic since a gallbladder surgery I had a week and a half ago.  The doc says that I have PTSD which has aggravated my panic symptoms.  This new bout has brought extreme attacks of nausea and weakness with sweating and shaking.  I am also waking up with this in the night. I hate those nocturnal attacks!!!  GRR! Since I have taken Klonopin before and had success, I decided to try it again. So far, so good (knock on wood).  But I am now afraid to drive in the car, because the motion aggravates my nausea. Has anyone else had success with Klonopin?  Also, any mothers who have taken the drug during pregnancy?  I am so dying to have a baby, but I am so nervous to do so drug free! Thanks for listening! Robyn Dear Robyn, Talk to your ob/gyn about your anxiety disorder before you get pregnant, discuss what your options are. It is best to try and avoid meds while your pregnant, however a mothers pain and suffering needs to be taken into account too. Here is some info on meds while pregnant. Take care :) Jackie

< snipped Jackie’s great info Hi Robyn, I just want to tell you that I’ve also been on the same dosage of Klonopin for almost 4 years now and it’s been a miracle drug for me… along with Imipramine… Take care, Rich.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Hi all, I was just wondering if any of you take Klonopin, and if it has had made any difference in your attacks.  I have been having a huge resurgence of my panic since a gallbladder surgery I had a week and a half ago.  The doc says that I have PTSD which has aggravated my panic symptoms.  This new bout has brought extreme attacks of nausea and weakness with sweating and shaking.  I am also waking up with this in the night. I hate those nocturnal attacks!!!  GRR! Since I have taken Klonopin before and had success, I decided to try it again. So far, so good (knock on wood).  But I am now afraid to drive in the car, because the motion aggravates my nausea.   Has anyone else had success with Klonopin?  Also, any mothers who have taken the drug during pregnancy?  I am so dying to have a baby, but I am so nervous to do so drug free! Thanks for listening! Robyn

I was on Klonopin ages ago and it didn’t do a thing for me. There are lots of people here in ASAP who have been helped by it though. — Steve

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My pdoc has me on 3 mg of Klonopin each day.  It keeps things tolerable for me during the day and at night, but at the end of the workday I am dead tired.  If I sit to read or watch  TV or do anything sedentary, I fall asleep.  Anyone with experiences with this med.  I have been on it for about a year.  I am also on Depakote ER 1000 for Bipolar II and Werzone 400 for depression which is not completely alleviated by the Depakote.  Thanks.        LK

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3 mg is a relatively large dose of Klonopin (not saying its not appropriate for you) and seizure disorders excluded. Just saying your tiredness is understandable.  I take 0.5mg  1 to 2/day and can be tired.  So if I took 3mg id be laid out.  In addition to your other meds its no wonder your tired.  I always take the approach that id rather be tired than anxious.  Best to you. chuck

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How do you take your Klonopin?  I take 3 mg a day, but 1mg at a time, in the morning, afternoon, and at bedtime.  I also take 300 mg of Effexor, broken up into 2 doses of 150 mg each. I, too, am so tired in the late afternoon.  If I’m not standing up, I’m asleep.  I cut my afternoon dose to .5 mg, and I’m still tired, but it seems to have helped a little.  Then, I have .5 mg to take daily if I need it. I take an afternoon nap.  I have to – my family can’t stand to look at me when I start to get cranky, and if I don’t purposely take a nap, I end up falling asleep anyway.  In the beginning, I would lay down around 4pm, and they let me sleep until I woke up – big mistake!  Now, I sleep about an hour and a half, and I’m going to keep trying to make the time shorter. I tried to cut the afternoon dose out once, and it was a total disaster.  I agree with the earlier reply, I would rather be tired than anxious!  I’ve even fallen asleep at my son’s karate lessons, but it’s better than having an attack and having to leave without him! I hope you find something that works out for you.  A nap isn’t always a bad thing!  :-) Carolyn

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My pdoc has me on 3 mg of Klonopin each day.  It keeps things tolerable for me during the day and at night, but at the end of the workday I am dead tired.  If I sit to read or watch  TV or do anything sedentary, I fall asleep.  Anyone with experiences with this med.  I have been on it for about a year.  I am also on Depakote ER 1000 for Bipolar II and Werzone 400 for depression which is not completely alleviated by the Depakote.  Thanks.        LK

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3 mg is a relatively large dose of Klonopin (not saying its not appropriate for you) and seizure disorders excluded. Just saying your tiredness is understandable.  I take 0.5mg  1 to 2/day and can be tired.  So if I took 3mg id be laid out.  In addition to your other meds its no wonder your tired.  I always take the approach that id rather be tired than anxious.  Best to you. chuck

Actually 3 mg is an average dose for Klonopin. It is also true that many people can make do with less. YMMV. Philip

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – How do you take your Klonopin?  I take 3 mg a day, but 1mg at a time, in the morning, afternoon, and at bedtime.  I also take 300 mg of Effexor, broken up into 2 doses of 150 mg each. I, too, am so tired in the late afternoon.  If I’m not standing up, I’m asleep.  I cut my afternoon dose to .5 mg, and I’m still tired, but it seems to have helped a little.  Then, I have .5 mg to take daily if I need it. I take an afternoon nap.  I have to – my family can’t stand to look at me when I start to get cranky, and if I don’t purposely take a nap, I end up falling asleep anyway.  In the beginning, I would lay down around 4pm, and they let me sleep until I woke up – big mistake!  Now, I sleep about an hour and a half, and I’m going to keep trying to make the time shorter. I tried to cut the afternoon dose out once, and it was a total disaster.  I agree with the earlier reply, I would rather be tired than anxious!  I’ve even fallen asleep at my son’s karate lessons, but it’s better than having an attack and having to leave without him! I hope you find something that works out for you.  A nap isn’t always a bad thing!  :-) Carolyn My pdoc has me on 3 mg of Klonopin each day.  It keeps things tolerable for me during the day and at night, but at the end of the workday I am dead tired.  If I sit to read or watch  TV or do anything sedentary, I fall asleep.  Anyone with experiences with this med.  I have been on it for about a year.  I am also on Depakote ER 1000 for Bipolar II and Werzone 400 for depression which is not completely alleviated by the Depakote.  Thanks.        LK

being this sedated is not productive. The goal of meds is to alleviate the symptoms without alleviating consciousness as well. Ask your doc about using ritalin or cylert or other stimulants that will not increase anxiety but alertness. Also get your thyroid checked out if it hasn’t been checked in more then a year LM

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Carolyn, Keep in mind that for many Effexor has a down/drowsiness effect.  For me it’s just the opposite.  My Doc (very experienced) recommended at first I try Effexor at bedtime.  Well, that was a mistake for me. As far as the Klonopin, it varies depending upon your bio-chemistry. Just from my personal research it seems as if most get max benefits at 2mg per day, that is if they are also dealing with depressive issues. In fact, pubmed has some research indicated that Klonopin is a last-line anti-depressant–works for many who do not respond to typical ADs. Keep in mind that Effexor also has a dose related response.  At 37.5-75mg it is more like an SSRI (prozac, zoloft), at 150mg it is more of a balance between Norepinephrine (NE) and Serotonin.  At doses over that dopamine comes into play, making it effective for Attention Deficit Disorders. Be happy to give you references, just email me. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – How do you take your Klonopin?  I take 3 mg a day, but 1mg at a time, in the morning, afternoon, and at bedtime.  I also take 300 mg of Effexor, broken up into 2 doses of 150 mg each. I, too, am so tired in the late afternoon.  If I’m not standing up, I’m asleep.  I cut my afternoon dose to .5 mg, and I’m still tired, but it seems to have helped a little.  Then, I have .5 mg to take daily if I need it. I take an afternoon nap.  I have to – my family can’t stand to look at me when I start to get cranky, and if I don’t purposely take a nap, I end up falling asleep anyway.  In the beginning, I would lay down around 4pm, and they let me sleep until I woke up – big mistake!  Now, I sleep about an hour and a half, and I’m going to keep trying to make the time shorter. I tried to cut the afternoon dose out once, and it was a total disaster.  I agree with the earlier reply, I would rather be tired than anxious!  I’ve even fallen asleep at my son’s karate lessons, but it’s better than having an attack and having to leave without him! I hope you find something that works out for you.  A nap isn’t always a bad thing!  :-) Carolyn My pdoc has me on 3 mg of Klonopin each day.  It keeps things tolerable  for me during the day and at night, but at the end of the workday I am dead tired.  If I sit to read or watch  TV or do anything sedentary, I fall asleep.  Anyone with experiences with this med.  I have been on it for  about a year.  I am also on Depakote ER 1000 for Bipolar II and Werzone 400 for depression which is not completely alleviated by the Depakote.  Thanks.        LK

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I also believe you need more than medication to help your illness. Don’t depend on drugs to help you out.

(Since I didn’t get the original post I’m using Gwen’s to tack on here. Also, I apoligize for it not being on the thread as I accidentally posted it to mail instead of the NG at first and had to re-post it.) Really? All "therapy" in the world didn’t help me one bit over the years. But Klonopin and Xanax did. Next time you meet an epileptic or a diabetic….just tell them that they shouldn’t "depend on drugs" and that they need therapy. See how far you get… This is a REAL biochemical disorder. <for Goddess sake how many times do we have to go through this!  PD is a sign that there are serious things that need to be looked at and treated.

Like what??? The only "serious things" I have wrong with me are damn bad genetics that predispose me to a biochemical imbalance in my brain that causes me to panic for no apparent reason. <period I’ve done my "therapy". No harbored childhood fears, no deep seated neuroses. And, I have even done therapy with other people, as I have a degree in Clionical Psych. Yes, counseling can help people deal with the "effect" of PD, i.e. phobias, etc. But, the root cause, by the reports of most recent studies, seem to be biochemical…and, the evidence mounts every day as further genetic studies and brain chemistry studies are done. Klonopin only makes you feel good for a little while, if you want a long term affect, you need more than that (therapy).

Bullshit! Plain and simple. Klonopin and Xanax do not "make me feel good for a little while". They allow me to function in the same manner Klonopin (an anti-seizure drug) allows an epileptic to function without seizures. I simply have PA’s rather than seizures. And, unfortunately there is no way to measure and quantify my disorder. If there was, I don’t think you would be so hasty in your suggestions. Hopefully, someday we will have a test for PD and be able to quantify it better. But as for now, we’re still in the early phases of research as disorders go. Back when I first started having PA’s in 1976, there was no such thing even listed in the DSM manual. And, quite frankly, I don’t think this disorder belongs in the DSM manual as a "psychiatric disorder". I believe it belongs alongside other disorders such as eplilepsy, narcolepsy, etc. Biochemical brain disorder…NOT psychiatric disorders. Why don’t you go out on the net and read some of the new research regarding PD. Apparently you are not up to date on what the latest research out there. Therapy is for people who are neurotic. People with PD are only neurotic to the point where the attacks make them so. One must first stop the attacks, then address the issues brought about by the PAs. Then, CBT is probably the best therapy for dealing with remaining phobias and limitations brought on by the PD itself. Jen

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I also believe you need more than medication to help your illness. Don’t depend on drugs to help you out. Really? All "therapy" in the world didn’t help me one bit over the years. But Klonopin and Xanax did. Next time you meet an epileptic or a diabetic….just tell them that they shouldn’t "depend on drugs" and that they need therapy. See how far you get…

Oooooo…yeah yeah…..this IS getting old – the addiction/dependence debate. This is a REAL biochemical disorder. <for Goddess sake how many times do we have to go through this!

Um..each time a new person that obviously hasn’t lived with for years comes along?  :)  I think many *nervous* people think they can relate…MHO…  PD is a sign that there are serious things that need to be looked at and treated. Like what??? The only "serious things" I have wrong with me are damn bad genetics that predispose me to a biochemical imbalance in my brain that causes me to panic for no apparent reason. <period

Yup……have the frigging T shirt. Klonopin only makes you feel good for a little while, if you want a

long term affect, you need more than that (therapy). Bullshit! Plain and simple. Klonopin and Xanax do not "make me feel good for a little while". They allow me to function in the same manner Klonopin (an anti-seizure drug) allows an epileptic to function without seizures.

WHY do people think we do these meds for FUN?  I have been there pre PD – and I wouldn’t go back. For the life of me I do not grasp this benzo attitude they are BAD things.  I thought being housebound was bad…. Therapy is for people who are neurotic. People with PD are only neurotic to the point where the attacks make them so. One must first stop the attacks, then address the issues brought about by the PAs. Then, CBT is probably the best therapy for dealing with remaining phobias and limitations brought on by the PD itself.

Gee….you said it all, Jen.  This is really a ME TOO post….but I have learned alot from your thoughts.  Just wanted to thank you.  The ONLY probs I address in therapy is the fallout from the attacks that have wreaked havok on my life.  The attacks are really nothing (don’t ask me that at the time) compared to the mindset they have created about not being able to trust my own body/mind.  One has had to live with this to begin to relate – tells me alot about people that post questioning this. Give me benzo’s or give me agoraphobia!  Gee, wonder what *I* will choose. Gwen

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Hi, Raul, No, no, no….  I was an airhead yesterday…lol!!! I was confusing my Zoloft with my Clonazepam…I take 2 mg Clonazepam daily (1 in the a.m. and 1 in the p.m.).  Sorry if I confused you… (Sometimes I really should re-read my replies). smiles, Elise

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi Elise, I take 2-3 .5 mg on a whenever I need it basis. Been taking it for about 5 years. A real life saver if you ask me. Thats an awful big dose you’re takin isn’t it – 50/50 wow. hey whatever works. Peace Raul Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience. Peace to all Raul

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Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience.

I take 1 mg 4 to 5 times a day, for about 3 years.  Yes, sometimes it makes me drowsy. Peace to all Raul

And peace to you too Raul! Tono

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:Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it :works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe :I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have :experience. Dear Raul, I just read in your other post that you take klonopin on a "as needed" basis. Most people find when they take a benzo routinely that the fatigue diminishes, YMMV of course :) Being you take klonopin only when needed, that could explain why you still get fatigued. If you find this side-effect difficult to deal with, don`t hesitate to talk to your doctor about it. There are other benzos such as xanax, ativan and valium. Perhaps one would work as well as Klonopin but with less fatigue. On the other hand, sometimes one needs to tolerate annoying side-effects in exchange for having their disorder adequately controlled.  I`ve been on Paxil for almost 5 years now, it is very effective for me but does cause me to feel tired every single day. For me…..it is small price to pay for living with a lot less anxiety and panic. Take care :) Jackie ~*~Would you respect my mind more if it bounced gently when I walked~*~

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Hi, Philip, Suffering from airhead-donitis tonight…

It must have been from the 100mg of klonopin! ;-)  That would do it!!!!!! Tono – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise And not feeling even a bit drowsy? LOL: I hope you meant 1.0 resp. 0.5 mg…. Philip :) Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience. Peace to all Raul

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Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience. Peace to all Raul

Hi Raul, when my anxiety was at its peak i took 2mg in the morning and 3mg in the evening. This dose made me a bit drowsy for a month, then i was ok.  Now my anxiety is much better i take 1mg in the morning and 1.75mg at night. No longer have any drowsiness and don’t drink much caffeine at all. I use K as a maintenance med, not as needed. I am slowly reducing as I haven’t had a panic attack for several months. The side effects for me are nothing compared to the benefits it has provided me with. I even get a little heartburn now and then if i take the tabs on empty stomach. Again a small price to pay. all the best to you, Vanessa :) )

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Thanks Jackie, you make good points. After all this time, I find that I can more or less predict my anxiety and panic. Mostly certain social situation but there are other triggers too. Therefore, I have tried to limit my use of the klonopin whenever I can, mostly out of fear it would lose its "magic powers". I have actually tried paxil, and unfortunately found that it didn’t do a whole lot for me. Maybe I will think about trying some of the other benzos as the klono has been the only one I’ve tried (and I’ll tell you its been a miracle to me). I have good doctor but one who is not really familiar with PAD so he gives me a bit of lattitude with my own research. You are right that the feeling of fatigue and other side effects may be a small price to pay, but I want it all baby. Like many others, this disease has robbed me of so, so much and I want every bit of it back and more. Peace Raul

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – :Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it :works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe :I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have :experience. Dear Raul, I just read in your other post that you take klonopin on a "as needed" basis. Most people find when they take a benzo routinely that the fatigue diminishes, YMMV of course :) Being you take klonopin only when needed, that could explain why you still get fatigued. If you find this side-effect difficult to deal with, don`t hesitate to talk to your doctor about it. There are other benzos such as xanax, ativan and valium. Perhaps one would work as well as Klonopin but with less fatigue. On the other hand, sometimes one needs to tolerate annoying side-effects in exchange for having their disorder adequately controlled.  I`ve been on Paxil for almost 5 years now, it is very effective for me but does cause me to feel tired every single day. For me…..it is small price to pay for living with a lot less anxiety and panic. Take care :) Jackie ~*~Would you respect my mind more if it bounced gently when I walked~*~

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Oops, you’re right, Tony!  I think I DID a "Meryl"…(love ya, Meryl) smiles, Elise

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Chip, Just overlook me tonight – I’m in my airhead mode… smiles, Elise

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise I hope that is 0.5 mg in the AM and PM. I take Klonopin 1 mg in the AM and 2 mg in the PM. I’ve never had any side effects since I’ve been on it (for the last 16 years). Chip :)

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Hi, Philip, Suffering from airhead-donitis tonight… smiles, Elise

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise And not feeling even a bit drowsy? LOL: I hope you meant 1.0 resp. 0.5 mg…. Philip :) Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience. Peace to all Raul

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Hi Elise, I take 2-3 .5 mg on a whenever I need it basis. Been taking it for about 5 years. A real life saver if you ask me. Thats an awful big dose you’re takin isn’t it – 50/50 wow. hey whatever works. Peace Raul

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience. Peace to all Raul

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Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise

And not feeling even a bit drowsy? LOL: I hope you meant 1.0 resp. 0.5 mg…. Philip :) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience. Peace to all Raul

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Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience. Peace to all Raul

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Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hey anyone here taking this ? How are you doing with it ? I take it and it works great but makes me kind of drowsy, highe :) , other worldly etc. Maybe I need to offset it with some caffeine for everyday use, anybody have experience. Peace to all Raul

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Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise

Elise – Nobody takes 100 mg of Clonazepam per day.  I think you’re referring to your Zoloft dose. Raul, I take 2 mg per day.  1 mg in the AM and 1 mg in the afternoon. I also take 100 mg of Zoloft. I do drink a cup of coffee or tea in the morning as I’m naturally slow at waking up and need the lift at work.  I usually have a Diet Coke with lunch also to give me a boost. I normally time my dosage of Clonazepam so that I’m feeling calm before I get in my car and drive 25 miles on the highway to work. Hope that gives you an idea of what works for me. Tony

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Hi, Raul, I am on Clonazepam (generic of Klonopin) and I find it very effective for anxiety.  I do tend to get tired and do drink small amounts of lite coffee to keep me going.  What dosage are you on – I take 100 mg (50 mg in the a.m. and 50 mg in the p.m.). smiles, Elise

I hope that is 0.5 mg in the AM and PM. I take Klonopin 1 mg in the AM and 2 mg in the PM. I’ve never had any side effects since I’ve been on it (for the last 16 years). Chip :)

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I’ve been taking it a night. I tend to spend hours at the window. I think that people are outside plotting against me. This stuff really has helped me not worry so much and get some sleep. Anyother experiences with this med?

Yeah, I experienced the horrible withdrawal from Paxil and Klonopin simultaneously. My doc doesn’t think too highly of Klonopin. When I took it I felt like I needed more. It was like the "drug that did almost but not quite what you wanted it to do". In my case I wanted to lose most of my inhibitions. After abusing the drug and taking 4x the dose, I found that I wasn’t losing inhibitions, I was just being an asshole and acting the part.

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I’ve been taking it a night. I tend to spend hours at the window. I think that people are outside plotting against me. This stuff really has helped me not worry so much and get some sleep. Anyother experiences with this med?

I take the medication. I take 2.5 miligrams in the morning and 2.5 at night. It has helped me recollect alot of my anxiety and alot of the stress the anxiety was putting on my body has subsided. I dont expect to be on it forever but just until alot of the stress has gone away. Then I will probablly move to something such as Vistaril which is non adictive antihistamine used to treat anxiety. Also dont ever quit your klonopin cold turkey. Taper off of it and make sure you are put on something that is non adictive like Vistrail or Buspar. Perferably Vistrail which I have been on before and had success with. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – —–= Posted via Newsfeeds.Com, Uncensored Usenet News =—– http://www.newsfeeds.com – The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! —–==  Over 100,000 Newsgroups – 19 Different Servers! =—–

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I also had two situations where I ran out of the Klonopin 1-2 days early. (Due to extreme stress, I had upped my dose by a pill for about 3 days which had been OK’d by the doctor). When I went to pick up my refill, the pharmacy wouldn’t fill it due to the date listed on my prescription bottle.  Apparently, the computer figures out when you should be coming in for the refill due to your original written prescription. In any case, it was horrible.  I couldn’t take another pill since I was trying to make the few I had stretch over the day, but that’s when I needed the meds the most.  In my case, the pharmacy wouldn’t refill it due to the law.  My doctor called and straightened it out.  Being off Klonopin cold turkey is downright dangerous and that made me even more anxious.  If your doctor was unwilling to give you any, it must not be you, but some situation in past that affected them.  I’d change doctors or at least get another’s opinion.  I think you (and he/she) were playing with fire!!!! Hope everything is fine! Jen:) PS: I built up to the standard 3 mgs-4 mgs a day, but I try to keep it at 3 if I possibly can!

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I’m very envious… My pharmacy has nice people and they are the least expensive, but they’re normally inflexible.  I once put in a prescription for the Klonopin a week before I needed it since I was switching to my husband’s insurance.  The insurance company screwed up (We called, the pharmacy called, his company called) and they are directly online with the prescription program. (Which was probally the problem, they couldn’t override the computer) By the time it was taken care of, it was 1 day past.  The manager refused to give me medication, but the woman who had done the calling and was there when I turned it in, kept giving me enough until the Insurance Co. okayed it.  What a nightmare.  It’s that one situation that keeps me going back as the one woman is very understanding.  Her boss is a jerk, but you make a good point.  I’ll start to look around.  Thanks.

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Philip, ..5 mgs. of Klonopin is nothing; I don’t even understand how your therapist thinks that will work. I’m not going to tell you how much I take but I ran out 10 days early and the dr. made me wait; I was sure I would die without it!!!!! Klonopin is THE hardest benzo to get off of because it is the most like alcohol. Change therapists; she sounds like a bitch. Take care, Kathryn

Hi Kathryn, Your message was not addressed to me but to the original poster to whom I replied. But I take this opportunity to say that although I appreciate your problems in getting off Klonopin, it’s generally speaking not true that this is the most difficult benzo to get off. In fact, none is if the taper is done slowly. But most of the time when there are withdrawal problems they’re with the shorter-acting benzo’s like Xanax or Ativan. OTOH *any* med when stopped *cold turkey* as you obviously had to, will create big problems. It’s irresponsible to quit like that and if your doctor was at fault here he’s to be avoided by every PD-er or even sued for malpractice. Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – But I don’t feel panicky all of the time. I just can’t get on public transportation. I don’t know what to do . Maybe change therapists. This one doesn’t seem to be helping me. Today she all but told me that I’m a hopeless case and that there is nothing that she can do for me. And the sessions are so short that it seems like all she does is get me pissed off and then the 45 minutes are over. I’m getting really desparate. Today I did a bad thing. Iee of my 0.5mg Klonopin tablets in the space of two hours. I’m not dead yet so I guess it won’t kill me. But I feel so incredible depressed and mostly angry as this quack therapist. Aaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!! If you only feel anxiety with public transport you really don’t have PD but a *single phobia* which is very treatable through CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) which is the domain of the clinical psychologist specialized in that kind of therapy. It’s not a talk-therapy so much as a do-therapy. Nobody will ask you about how you were treated when you were a kid. But you will learn to redirect your thinking in a more positive way regarding public transport and then it’s a matter of *baby steps*, gradual exposure to the dreaded public transport (first one stop etc.etc.) while having learnt relaxation and other tools. Philip

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<snipped for brevity I’m not going to tell you how much I take but I ran out 10 days early and the dr. made me wait; I was sure I would die without it!!!!! Klonopin is THE hardest benzo to get off of because it is the most like alcohol. Change therapists; she sounds like a bitch. Take care, Kathryn

Hi, Kathryn — Why not tell us how much you take?  I’m really curious.  What do you mean, you ran out early?  And the doctor made you wait?  Klonopin may be the hardest benzo to get off of, especially cold turkey, if that’s the only benzo you’ve been on. Unfortunately, I’ve found the hardest benzo to come off of cold turkey is Xanax.  In fact, my doctor at the time would have a tizzy when I told him what I was doing — after about day 3 when I’m about to crawl out of my skin.  I say, change your doctor!  I have been lectured and lectured about not running out of my benzos (Xanax is what I take now), and after many awful experiences of having done so, I now know that’s the last thing that would be helpful to me.  Then, of course, there were the doctors at the local mental health clinic who as a general policy did not prescribe benzos. It seemed their first order of business was to get me off Xanax.  They did so by switching me to Ativan and put me on a 15-day withdrawl program.  It was awful, and it didn’t work.  Supposedly, the Paxil I was taking would have had time to kick in by the end of this horrific tapering program of theirs and I wouldn’t be feeling anxiety, but that’s not what happened. I’ll save you from some of the other stories I have about my experiences with attempting to deal with my depression and anxiety and what I’ve encountered in that regard. And, sorry,  I just don’t understand what you’re talking about with your comparison of Klonopin to alcohol. Best Wishes — Blue

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – If you only feel anxiety with public transport you really don’t have PD but a *single phobia* which is very treatable through CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) which is the domain of the clinical psychologist specialized in that kind of therapy. It’s not a talk-therapy so much as a do-therapy. Nobody will ask you about how you were treated when you were a kid. But you will learn to redirect your thinking in a more positive way regarding public transport and then it’s a matter of *baby steps*, gradual exposure to the dreaded public transport (first one stop etc.etc.) while having learnt relaxation and other tools. Philip Well, I *guess* that’ what my therapist is trying to do. We’re trying these relaxtion exercises but to be perfectly honest, they don’t relax me. I suppose if I stick with her long enough, we’ll try actually getting on a bus. Be I don’t trust her or feel at all comfortable with her so I see it as being an extremely negative stressful experience. Stu

There are at least two possibilities: your relationship with the therapist may be bad as you say you don’t trust her and don’t feel comfortable with her. That’s more than enough reason to find another therapist as mutual trust is a *conditio sine qua non*. Moreover, relaxation excercizes are not nearly anough. This sounds like *classical behaviour therapy* in which you first make the whole trip in your mind when your body is relaxed (*in vitro*) and then try it *in vivo*. This is now not being done anymore as it is proven that *gradual exposure to situational triggers* (directly *in vivo*) works much better. It’s hard work as it means confronting your fears and actually getting panicky. I think you should find another therapist and find oput if (s)he practices *Cognitive Behavioural Therapy*. Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –

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Philip, ..5 mgs. of Klonopin is nothing; I don’t even understand how your therapist thinks that will work. I’m not going to tell you how much I take but I ran out 10 days early and the dr. made me wait; I was sure I would die without it!!!!! Klonopin is THE hardest benzo to get off of because it is the most like alcohol. Change therapists; she sounds like a bitch. Take care, Kathryn – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – But I don’t feel panicky all of the time. I just can’t get on public transportation. I don’t know what to do . Maybe change therapists. This one doesn’t seem to be helping me. Today she all but told me that I’m a hopeless case and that there is nothing that she can do for me. And the sessions are so short that it seems like all she does is get me pissed off and then the 45 minutes are over. I’m getting really desparate. Today I did a bad thing. Iee of my 0.5mg Klonopin tablets in the space of two hours. I’m not dead yet so I guess it won’t kill me. But I feel so incredible depressed and mostly angry as this quack therapist. Aaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!! If you only feel anxiety with public transport you really don’t have PD but a *single phobia* which is very treatable through CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) which is the domain of the clinical psychologist specialized in that kind of therapy. It’s not a talk-therapy so much as a do-therapy. Nobody will ask you about how you were treated when you were a kid. But you will learn to redirect your thinking in a more positive way regarding public transport and then it’s a matter of *baby steps*, gradual exposure to the dreaded public transport (first one stop etc.etc.) while having learnt relaxation and other tools. Philip

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m having some anxiety problems and have been seeing a psychologist for several weeks about it. We haven’t had much success so far so she recommended that in addition to the therapy she’s giving me, I get with a doctor who might prescribe some meds to help with the problem. The doctor has given me a prescription for Klonopin. I think 0.5mg twice a day. After cruising the web, I see dozens of messages about Klonopin being addictive and I’m a little worried about it. What kind of addiction are we talking about? I don’t want to become some kind of drug fiend. Of course I will discuss this with my doctor but I thought I’d ask the question here as well. Any info would be greatly appreciated. Stuart

Hi Stuart, I’ve been taking 0.5mg of Klonopin for 2 years every day, and do NOT feel addicted, nor do I feel a craving for more, or a need to increase the dose.  I have found my optimal dosage level, and am now on a MAINTENANCE dose.  As such, I do not feel irritable, since the effect of the drug is never allowed to completely diminish.  Klonopin has been proven useful in anxiety, in particular SOCIAL PHOBIA. Also, Klonopin is very effective at small doses.  Xanax is probably a better choice for panic attacks, as it is quick-acting, whereas Klonopin is slow-acting but long-lasting. The following link is related to Klonopin:  http://uhs.bsd.uchicago.edu/~bhsiung/tips/social.html . Regards and Good Luck.

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Stuart– I have only been on Klonopin for about 8 months total–including going off of it when I first found out I was pregnant.

Hi Holly, Just for everyone’s info., it was not necessary for you to go off the Klonopin when you were pregnant. Seems most OB’s and p-docs who treat pregnant women think that the K has almost no likelihood of causing developmental problems. Actaully, most think that a mother with constant anxiety or PD’s can be much more detrimental to the developing fetus. I know that Dr. Shipko has written on this topic and he supports the use of Klonopin during pregnancy when it is necessary. Most women seem to have a natural "remission" from PD during pregnancy however. I did through both of my pregnancies. Just a FYI post for all. Best Wishes, Jen

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – It’s nonsense. Benzodiazepines (of which Klonopin is one) are not *addictive*. Addiction means that you crave a drug – often in ever higher doses – even when it does nothing but harm. *Dependence* is another thing and can occur with benzo’s and some AD’s. <snip What Philip said! Plus, I have been on Klonopin and off of it a number of times. It is not hard to wean off of if you do it SLOWLY. Most people try to rush themselves off of meds and then have bad side effects and withdrawal symptoms. My p-doc does not think that it is unreasonable to take a YEAR to get off of a bezno; depending on how much you are taking and how long you have been on it! NOW, that’s a long time! Klonopin is a great med for PD. It has worked for me wonderfully over the years with no major side effects after the initial "break-in" period. Same goes for Xanax. (I take a combo of the two right now.) As for dosages, it’s always a YMMV thing…but, according to ‘most’ sources, 3 mgs or more of Klonopin is considered a therapeutic dose for PD. One should "work up" to this dosage however. You will feel groggy for the first few weeks, but that will pass. And then, you will just feel like yourself, minus all the anxiety and panic.

But I don’t feel panicky all of the time. I just can’t get on public transportation. I don’t know what to do . Maybe change therapists. This one doesn’t seem to be helping me. Today she all but told me that I’m a hopeless case and that there is nothing that she can do for me. And the sessions are so short that it seems like all she does is get me pissed off and then the 45 minutes are over. I’m getting really desparate. Today I did a bad thing. Iee of my 0.5mg Klonopin tablets in the space of two hours. I’m not dead yet so I guess it won’t kill me. But I feel so incredible depressed and mostly angry as this quack therapist. Aaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!

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I’m having some anxiety problems and have been seeing a psychologist for several weeks about it. We haven’t had much success so far so she recommended that in addition to the therapy she’s giving me, I get with a doctor who might prescribe some meds to help with the problem. The doctor has given me a prescription for Klonopin. I think 0.5mg twice a day. After cruising the web, I see dozens of messages about Klonopin being addictive and I’m a little worried about it. What kind of addiction are we talking about? I don’t want to become some kind of drug fiend. Of course I will discuss this with my doctor but I thought I’d ask the question here as well. Any info would be greatly appreciated. Stuart

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A legitimate concern, Stuart, but rest assured, it’s worth the unknowns.. I myself resited going on Klonopin for quite awhile because I’d heard it was addictive, but it is not the sort of addiction that will kill you or cause lifelong struggles to break the habit.  A good doctor, once making the determination that you no longer need the K, will ween you off slowly over several months time, and it will be completely painless.. unless of course you have an anxiety relapse, but that would not be due to the Klonopin withdrawal, being that it is done right. Being ‘ON’ K, or addicted to it, is not like getting high.  You take it to suppress anxiety, and it works.  Blessings.  So getting off it is just a matter of overcoming your fear of anxiety attacks, and whatever else you’re experiencing. Hey, MsLadyMel!  Help this guy out please. -Horse

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -I’m having some anxiety problems and have been seeing a psychologist for several weeks about it. We haven’t had much success so far so she recommended that in addition to the therapy she’s giving me, I get with a doctor who might prescribe some meds to help with the problem. The doctor has given me a prescription for Klonopin. I think 0.5mg twice a day. After cruising the web, I see dozens of messages about Klonopin being addictive and I’m a little worried about it. What kind of addiction are we talking about? I don’t want to become some kind of drug fiend. Of course I will discuss this with my doctor but I thought I’d ask the question here as well. Any info would be greatly appreciated. Stuart

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I’m having some anxiety problems and have been seeing a psychologist for several weeks about it. We haven’t had much success so far so she recommended that in addition to the therapy she’s giving me, I get with a doctor who might prescribe some meds to help with the problem. The doctor has given me a prescription for Klonopin. I think 0.5mg twice a day. After cruising the web, I see dozens of messages about Klonopin being addictive and I’m a little worried about it. What kind of addiction are we talking about? I don’t want to become some kind of drug fiend. Of course I will discuss this with my doctor but I thought I’d ask the question here as well. Any info would be greatly appreciated. Stuart

It’s nonsense. Benzodiazepines (of which Klonopin is one) are not *addictive*. Addiction means that you crave a drug – often in ever higher doses – even when it does nothing but harm. *Dependence* is another thing and can occur with benzo’s and some AD’s. It means that you should never stop a med suddenly but instead taper off slowly so as to counteract possible withdrawal symptoms. With benzo’s people typically have to experiment a bit with their doctor to find the right therapeutic dose. I have *never* heard of PD-ers taking ever higher doses. Usually we stay on the prescribed dose or lower it. Now Klonopin as a long-working benzo and as such presents much less withdrawal problems than short-working benzo’s. Typical therapeutic dosage of Klonopin is around 3 mgs so you’re not taking much. You may even be underprescribed. What kind of therapy does you psychologist give? It’s a documented fact that although talk therapy of all sorts may be useful to address issues surrounding PD, it doesn’t do anything to het rid of the symptoms. The therapy of choice for this is *Cognitive Behaviour Therapy*. Naybe you might want to ask your psychologist about that. Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –

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It’s nonsense. Benzodiazepines (of which Klonopin is one) are not *addictive*. Addiction means that you crave a drug – often in ever higher doses – even when it does nothing but harm. *Dependence* is another thing and can occur with benzo’s and some AD’s. <snip

What Philip said! Plus, I have been on Klonopin and off of it a number of times. It is not hard to wean off of if you do it SLOWLY. Most people try to rush themselves off of meds and then have bad side effects and withdrawal symptoms. My p-doc does not think that it is unreasonable to take a YEAR to get off of a bezno; depending on how much you are taking and how long you have been on it! NOW, that’s a long time! Klonopin is a great med for PD. It has worked for me wonderfully over the years with no major side effects after the initial "break-in" period. Same goes for Xanax. (I take a combo of the two right now.) As for dosages, it’s always a YMMV thing…but, according to ‘most’ sources, 3 mgs or more of Klonopin is considered a therapeutic dose for PD. One should "work up" to this dosage however. You will feel groggy for the first few weeks, but that will pass. And then, you will just feel like yourself, minus all the anxiety and panic. (If the med works for you! Nothing is guaranteed. ;) ) Please, feel free to e-mail me if you would like more info on Klonopin or Xanax and my experience with them. Best Wishes, Jen

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But I don’t feel panicky all of the time. I just can’t get on public transportation. I don’t know what to do . Maybe change therapists. This one doesn’t seem to be helping me. Today she all but told me that I’m a hopeless case and that there is nothing that she can do for me. And the sessions are so short that it seems like all she does is get me pissed off and then the 45 minutes are over. I’m getting really desparate. Today I did a bad thing. Iee of my 0.5mg Klonopin tablets in the space of two hours. I’m not dead yet so I guess it won’t kill me. But I feel so incredible depressed and mostly angry as this quack therapist. Aaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!

If you only feel anxiety with public transport you really don’t have PD but a *single phobia* which is very treatable through CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) which is the domain of the clinical psychologist specialized in that kind of therapy. It’s not a talk-therapy so much as a do-therapy. Nobody will ask you about how you were treated when you were a kid. But you will learn to redirect your thinking in a more positive way regarding public transport and then it’s a matter of *baby steps*, gradual exposure to the dreaded public transport (first one stop etc.etc.) while having learnt relaxation and other tools. Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –

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If you only feel anxiety with public transport you really don’t have PD but a *single phobia* which is very treatable through CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) which is the domain of the clinical psychologist specialized in that kind of therapy. It’s not a talk-therapy so much as a do-therapy. Nobody will ask you about how you were treated when you were a kid. But you will learn to redirect your thinking in a more positive way regarding public transport and then it’s a matter of *baby steps*, gradual exposure to the dreaded public transport (first one stop etc.etc.) while having learnt relaxation and other tools. Philip

Well, I *guess* that’ what my therapist is trying to do. We’re trying these relaxtion exercises but to be perfectly honest, they don’t relax me. I suppose if I stick with her long enough, we’ll try actually getting on a bus. Be I don’t trust her or feel at all comfortable with her so I see it as being an extremely negative stressful experience. Stu

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But I don’t feel panicky all of the time. I just can’t get on public transportation. I don’t know what to do.

If that is the case, then maybe you could use something like Xanax PRN. In other words, just when you need it. Maybe change therapists. This one doesn’t seem to be helping me. Today she all but old me that I’m a hopeless case and that there is nothing that she can do for me. And the sessions are so short that it seems like all she does is get me pissed off and then the 45 minutes are over.

This is totally a inappropriate way for a therapist to behave. Please, don’t walk, run away from this person and find yourself a good therapist who does cognitive behavioral therapy and is willing to give you a prescription for Xanax to get you through the early sessions. IMO, I think this would be your best bet. I’m getting really desparate. Today I did a bad thing. Iee of my 0.5mg Klonopin tablets in the space of two hours. I’m not dead yet so I guess it won’t kill me. But I feel so incredible depressed and mostly angry as this quack therapist.

No, that amount of Klonopin will not come even close to killing you. There are people who take 10 mgs plus per day of Klonopin for seizure control. The amount we take for panic and anxiety is actually quite small comapratively. Aaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!

I understand your frustration. There is nothing worse than having a bad doctor or therapist. Let us know where you are located and maybe someone can recommend a good doc or therapist for you. In the meantime, you can "interview" other doctors and therapists. It is well worth the time and effort to do so. Then you are assured of a good "match". Best Wishes, Jen

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I’ve been taking 0.5mg of Klonopin for 2 years every day, and do NOT feel addicted, nor do I feel a craving for more, or a need to increase the dose.  I have found my optimal dosage level, and am now on a MAINTENANCE dose.  As such, I do not feel irritable, since the effect of the drug is never allowed to completely diminish.  Klonopin has been proven useful in anxiety, in particular SOCIAL PHOBIA. Also, Klonopin is very effective at small doses.  Xanax is probably a better choice for panic attacks, as it is quick-acting, whereas Klonopin is slow-acting but long-lasting.

What exactly does Klonopin do for you? All it’s done for me is make me tired. An irritable. And what is SOCIAL PHOBIA? I don’t know if I mentioned it earlier but my problem is that I can’t get on public transportation (had a bad experience two years ago where I had to get off and just barely found a rest room in time). My therapist has been trying these relaxation techniques that so far have been completely ineffectual. Can you please recommend something, or at least somehting that I can talk to the doctor about? I’m getting desparate!!!!!

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What kind of therapy does you psychologist give? It’s a documented fact that although talk therapy of all sorts may be useful to address issues surrounding PD, it doesn’t do anything to het rid of the symptoms. The therapy of choice for this is *Cognitive Behaviour Therapy*. Naybe you might want to ask your psychologist about that. Philip

My problem is that I can’t get on mass transit. I had a couple bad experiences and ever since then, I’ve not been able to do it. Since I don’t drive (I’m afraid to do that too), mass transit is my only way to get to work. My threapist has tried something (I forget what seh called it) where I was to close my eyes and bescripbe going to the bus stop and waiting for the bus. Of couse I couldn’t do it. I did it too fast for her. I don’t really know what she wanted. At one point I just sat there with my eyes close and she did the talking. Afterward she wanted me to describe how I felt. I didn’t feel anything.  Another time she wanted me to try these breathing exercises. Again these did nothing. Last week I was telling her that I felt depressed because I fel that none of the stuff we were trying was doing anything for me and that I was afraid that I was going to have to move because I can’t see her being able to fix my problems. She suggested that I look into getting some books by, I think, Aaron Beck. Ever hear of him? Stu

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Stuart– I have only been on Klonopin for about 8 months total–including going off of it when I first found out I was pregnant. I have to say that this drug has done wonders for me where my anxiety is concerned.   I have a lot of problems with the physical symptoms and obsessing about them.  I am pretty much fully functioning, but worry constantly, and constantly monitor my physical symptoms.  What the Klonopin has done for me is to reduce the symptoms and allow me to slowly stop worrying about them to some degree.  What I found really amazing was that it has done all this and I in no way feel "drugged up" like I was expecting to when I first started taking it.  I was expecting to be more or less zoned out, but I feel nothing like that.  I feel like myself, but without the physical symptoms.  There was some drowsiness in the beginning when I would take .5mg at once.  I take .25mg twice during the day and .5mgs at night. But then at the time I also welcomed the sleepiness because I was having troubles getting to and staying asleep. Anyways, after my long rant, I encourage you to give Klonopin a try.  I think it can really help and provide you with some relief.  And I personally wouldn’t worry about becoming addicted.  I think that you will find it to be a great support in your fight with anxiety. Holly

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – What kind of therapy does you psychologist give? It’s a documented fact that although talk therapy of all sorts may be useful to address issues surrounding PD, it doesn’t do anything to het rid of the symptoms. The therapy of choice for this is *Cognitive Behaviour Therapy*. Naybe you might want to ask your psychologist about that. Philip My problem is that I can’t get on mass transit. I had a couple bad experiences and ever since then, I’ve not been able to do it. Since I don’t drive (I’m afraid to do that too), mass transit is my only way to get to work. My threapist has tried something (I forget what seh called it) where I was to close my eyes and bescripbe going to the bus stop and waiting for the bus. Of couse I couldn’t do it. I did it too fast for her. I don’t really know what she wanted.

What she (rather clumsily, it seems) aimed at was trying to let you visualize the anxiety-trigger of public transport in a relaxed state of body and mind (this is called *in vitro*) so that ultimately when you were to do it *in vivo* (in reality) the stimulus of *fear* would be replaced by that of *relaxation*. Obviously it didn’t work. It *can* work but it takes a lot of time to practice and it’s regarded as *obsolete*. At one point I just sat there with my eyes close and she did the talking. Afterward she wanted me to describe how I felt. I didn’t feel anything.  Another time she wanted me to try these breathing exercises. Again these did nothing. Last week I was telling her that I felt depressed because I fel that none of the stuff we were trying was doing anything for me and that I was afraid that I was going to have to move because I can’t see her being able to fix my problems. She suggested that I look into getting some books by, I think, Aaron Beck. Ever hear of him?

Aaron Beck is the author  (with Gary Emory) of a good book on CBT (Cognitive Behaviour Therapy) called "Anxiety and Phobias. The Cognitive View". CBT is a combination of two earlier therapies: Albert Ellis’s RET (Rational Emotive Therapy) which aims at *restructuring catastrophic thinking* and orthodox behaviour therapy (the relaxation example). This is the therapy of choice for anx/pan but like every therapy it depends on the therapist (and on the interaction betwen therapist and client) how eel it may work. It sounds that you don’t have the ideal therapist, if I may be so bold as to conclude this from so few data. CBT can do a world of good for *situational anxieties* like public transport but it takes a while of *desensitizing* (and this is the *B* – in my book the most important part of CBT) by means of *gradual exposure to situational triggers* while using tools for reassurance which are to be discovered in the therapist’s office and are very personal (I for instance use relaxation of shoulder muscles, distraction by looking at the environment, visualizing a sunny clearing in the woods and singing in my mind a soothing song). This should be practiced: day by day, taking very small steps (*baby steps*) at a time so as to win over the territory. At the same time the *C* part of CBT may be used by telling yourself that whatever uneasiness or panic you feel it’s *just* that and you won’t have a heart attack or go out of your mind or make a spectacle of yourself etc.etc. The problem with this is that it takes some time to slowly reach a state in which you can use public transport. This might mean that you should be on sick-leave (if at all possible) for a few weeks in which you practice. Another possibility is to take meds with Xanax as the first option. Xanax will at least take the edge off a PA for most people within 15 minutes and consequently the use of Xanax will enable you to practice the CBT-exercizes. Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Stu

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I am having considerable stress and anticipatory anxiety at work but can’t afford to quit my job. I have been taking 1 mg of klonopin every morning for almost 8 years now I think. I am not sleeping or eating due to the anticipatory anxiety and job stress. I am going to up the dose to 2 mg. Is this too much? I also lose my voice regularly due to this anxiety. I have been thinking about suicide but I am going to do that. I need to work probably another 15 years. Any advice from anyone would be deeply appreciated. I plan on taking 1 mg in the mornings and one before bedtime. The 2 mg tablets are scored and I simply break them in half. I can handle the loss of appetite, but the sleep deprivation is driving me

crazy. Hi Carl, I am currently on 3mg of K per day. 1 mg in the morning  and 2 mg in the early evening. I have been as high as 5mg per day when I was having panic attacks all day due to a major setback. Prior to this I was on 1mg am/1mg pm for about 6 years and it worked well to keep anxiety at a managable level. Despite severe agoraphobia and panic disorder I have worked for the past 20 years and have hardly missed a day of work due to anxiety. The medication was not enough to help me get through the day – strategies and coping techniques from cognitive behavioural therapy helped me manage my condition. An increase in Klonopin early evening may help with sleep as it can make you drowsy. I find lack of sleep to make anxiety worse. Vanessa :)

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I’ve been taking Clonazepam since June 1997. I initially started at 1mg every 8 hours (3 mg per day) when I was extremely anxious and my case of Panic Disorder was not manageable. For the past 4 years I’ve been taking up to 2 mg on a stressful day.  I usually take 1 mg in the morning and 1 mg about 8 hours later. Good luck, Tony

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Thanks Vanessa. What kind of work do you do? Is it stressful? I am a blue collar worker for a major Oil Company. ___Carl

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I am having considerable stress and anticipatory anxiety at work but can’t afford to quit my job. I have been taking 1 mg of klonopin every morning for almost 8 years now I think. I am not sleeping or eating due to the anticipatory anxiety and job stress. I am going to up the dose to 2 mg. Is this too much? I also lose my voice regularly due to this anxiety. I have been thinking about suicide but I am going to do that. I need to work probably another 15 years. Any advice from anyone would be deeply appreciated. I plan on taking 1 mg in the mornings and one before bedtime. The 2 mg tablets are scored and I simply break them in half. I can handle the loss of appetite, but the sleep deprivation is driving me crazy. Hi Carl, I am currently on 3mg of K per day. 1 mg in the morning  and 2 mg in the early evening. I have been as high as 5mg per day when I was having panic attacks all day due to a major setback. Prior to this I was on 1mg am/1mg pm for about 6 years and it worked well to keep anxiety at a managable level. Despite severe agoraphobia and panic disorder I have worked for the past 20 years and have hardly missed a day of work due to anxiety. The medication was not enough to help me get through the day – strategies and coping techniques from cognitive behavioural therapy helped me manage my condition. An increase in Klonopin early evening may help with sleep as it can make you drowsy. I find lack of sleep to make anxiety worse. Vanessa :)

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Thanks Tony for your input. This is a wonderful group. ___Carl

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Thanks Vanessa. What kind of work do you do? Is it stressful? I am a blue collar worker for a major Oil Company.

I am an e-Learning designer for a large Australian organisation. Pressure levels go up and down depending on the project I am working on, but I work well under such pressure as it keeps my mind pre-occupied from my anxieties and phobias. But it is not physically stressful as I imagine your work would be. Vanessa :)

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Thanks Vanessa. What kind of work do you do? Is it stressful? I am a blue collar worker for a major Oil Company. I am an e-Learning designer for a large Australian organisation. Pressure levels go up and down depending on the project I am working on, but I work well under such pressure as it keeps my mind pre-occupied from my anxieties and phobias. But it is not physically stressful as I imagine your work would be. Vanessa :)

I take 1mg klonopin daily for anxiety.  I think Vanessa’s statement concerning "mind pre-occupied" is very important.  I am retired and found my self withdrawing from most everybody and everything and, as a result,  found my anxiety getting progressively worse.  Fortunately, I realized that I MUST do something to occupy my mind so that I didn’t dwell on my anxieties, so I started to volunteer at the nearest VA hospital twice weekly.  Seeing the veterans and their plights as well as meeting new people in the pharmacy where I volunteer has helped me greatly.  My work there involves dispensing the medications to the veterans at the pickup window, so I get to meet them and I try to brighten their day a little, if possible, by showing a special interest in them.  Prior to starting the volunteer work, I was having to take .25mg Xanax almost daily in addition to the Klonopin to keep the anxiety at a tolerable level.  Since starting to do something constructive, I have not had to take any Xanax at all and my breakthrough anxiety has been virtually nil.  Although I drive 140 miles round trip, I have found that the drive is wlll worth the benefit I have derived, not to mention the help I am giving the veterans.  On the days that I am not involved with the volunteer work, I now make a real effort to plan something to occupy my time/mind whether it be a trip or some task.  It really helps. Hope this helps someone. John

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However I have a high tolerance to meds in general. For me, paxil did the trick with little side effects. The trouble with Klonopin is that it is a benzo and you will develop a resistance to it over time and will need higher doses for the same effect. Also, withdrawal is HELL.

These 3 statements from you explain only your situation and not the case for everyone. I have been on the same dose of Xanax for 1 1/2 years. Paxil for *me* was hell on my anxiety but works for you. See the difference? I use Xanax to keep my anxiety at a tolerable level, not to be completely free of anxiety. That’s not going to happen and people who think so will be disappointed. And these individuals are the ones that take more and more seeking a complete relief.

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Ok, Ok, I’m sorry. Just got carried away there for a minute. Didnt mean to offend anyone. Sorry preston. My meds are kicking in. I’m fine. Pete —

Wow, hope you are feeling better, Pete.  Take care of yourself. Vicki

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I used to take xanax was..switched to elivil..dosages continued to increase..but did nothing…doc switched me to klonopin low dose..at first i took it during the day…now i am weaned off elivil and i take klonopin it at night….i sleep better…and am managing better …no anger problems here….only side effects are  thirst at times and lack of  appetite at times…. like i have said before…everyone is differant…differant meds ..affect people  in diffrant ways……i fought the klonopin for a while..but now i am glad i  decided to take it….i do not have any homicidal thoughts..or anger issues with it…it does knock me out….for a few hours..LOL…of which i no doubt need….everyone is differant…..i suppose….take care…and maybe you guys need to like shake hands and  be cool….we all share the same problems…so lets be nice to one another…compassion is better than anger…..yea i know here i go assuming the care taker role again…but…but i do not think bashing each other  over a disagreement about meds is an answer to a resolve… take care all….Gypsy…:)

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How long have you been on the 4 mgs and what times do you take it. TIA! ___Carl

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Carl, I have GAD, Panic Attacks, Etc. My doctor has me on 4 Mg Klonopin daily along with 40 Mg paxil and 225 Mg Effexor XR. I take 2 Mg in the morning and 2 Mg in the afternoon. However I have a high tolerance to meds in general. My advice to you is to get to the doctor and see if he /she can get you on an Anti Depressant that works better for anxiety. For me, paxil did the trick with little side effects. The trouble with Klonopin is that it is a benzo and you will develop a resistance to it over time and will need higher doses for the same effect. Also, withdrawal is HELL. — There’s no government like no government. – Bumper sticker, seen in Berkeley, CA I am having considerable stress and anticipatory anxiety at work but can’t afford to quit my job. I have been taking 1 mg of klonopin every morning for almost 8 years now I think. I am not sleeping or eating due to the anticipatory anxiety and job stress. I am going to up the dose to 2 mg. Is this too much? I also lose my voice regularly due to this anxiety. I have been thinking about suicide but I am going to do that. I need to work probably another 15 years. Any advice from anyone would be deeply appreciated. I plan on taking 1 mg in the mornings and one before bedtime. The 2 mg tablets are scored and I simply break them in half. I can handle the loss of appetite, but the sleep deprivation is driving me crazy. __Carl — Outgoing mail is certified Virus Free. Checked by AVG anti-virus system (http://www.grisoft.com).

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Thanks HOAX GYPSY. How much do you take if I may ask, and how long have you been taking it? How long before going to bed do you take it? ___Carl

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I used to take xanax was..switched to elivil..dosages continued to increase..but did nothing…doc switched me to klonopin low dose..at first i took it during the day…now i am weaned off elivil and i take klonopin it at night….i sleep better…and am managing better …no anger problems here….only side effects are  thirst at times and lack of  appetite at times…. like i have said before…everyone is differant…differant meds ..affect people  in diffrant ways……i fought the klonopin for a while..but now i am glad i  decided to take it….i do not have any homicidal thoughts..or anger issues with it…it does knock me out….for a few hours..LOL…of which i no doubt need….everyone is differant…..i suppose….take care…and maybe you guys need to like shake hands and  be cool….we all share the same problems…so lets be nice to one another…compassion is better than anger…..yea i know here i go assuming the care taker role again…but…but i do not think bashing each other  over a disagreement about meds is an answer to a resolve… take care all….Gypsy…:)

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|| How long have you been on the 4 mgs and what times do you take it. || TIA! || || ___Carl

||| Carl, I have GAD, Panic Attacks, Etc. My doctor has me on 4 Mg ||| Klonopin daily along with 40 Mg paxil and 225 Mg Effexor XR. I take ||| 2 Mg in the morning and 2 Mg in the afternoon. However I have a ||| high tolerance to meds in general. My advice to you is to get to ||| the doctor and see if he /she can get you on an Anti Depressant ||| that works better for anxiety. For me, paxil did the trick with ||| little side effects. The trouble with Klonopin is that it is a ||| benzo and you will develop a resistance to it over time and will ||| need higher doses for the same effect. Also, withdrawal is HELL. ||| ||| — ||| ||| There’s no government like no government. – Bumper sticker, seen in ||| Berkeley, CA ||| |||

|||| I am having considerable stress and anticipatory anxiety at work |||| but can’t afford to quit my job. I have been taking 1 mg of |||| klonopin every morning for almost 8 years now I think. I am not |||| sleeping or eating due to the anticipatory anxiety and job stress. |||| I am going to up the dose to 2 mg. Is this too much? I also lose |||| my voice regularly due to this anxiety. I have been thinking about |||| suicide but I am going to do that. |||| I need to work probably another 15 years. Any advice from anyone |||| would be deeply appreciated. I plan on taking 1 mg in the mornings |||| and one before bedtime. The 2 mg tablets are scored and I simply |||| break them in half. I can handle the loss of appetite, but the |||| sleep deprivation is driving me crazy. |||| |||| __Carl |||| |||| ||| ||| ||| — ||| Outgoing mail is certified Virus Free. ||| Checked by AVG anti-virus system (http://www.grisoft.com). — I take 2 Mg about 6 am and the other 2 at about 4 pm. Your doctor can also give you something to help you sleep that’s not addictive. I’ve had to do that before. Also used to take Remeron. It’s an anti depressant you take at night and it really helps you sleep. Some people have gained weight on it though. Is life worth living? That depends on the liver. — Outgoing mail is certified Virus Free. Checked by AVG anti-virus system (http://www.grisoft.com).

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Hi Carl, YW i have been on klonopin for almost three months now, i take 0.05 mgs the doc is monitoring my progress and like all meds he warned me..the dosage could increase as time goes along and through the years i may be switched  to other meds…..i take it about  two hours before bedtime…with food…..my doc told me that this is a lifetime thing for me dispite therapy and other helpful methods…that i apply including anger managment and stress relief applications My case is both  emotional and physical in that neither of my adrenal glands function properly i now have a small tumor on the backside of my left adrenal gland which is monitored every six months( i could lose that adrenal gland in the future right now the tumor is benign) and also due to cancer in 85 i only have one overy..so i do not produce normal hormone levels either so i also take premprose HRT to balance out the hormones……i also pump out very high and dangerous levels of cortosone and adrenalin..and my b/p fluctuates…i am pre hypertensive…i have already had b/p’s of 180/110 during PA"S one of my warnings that  i am in a pa is my auras and my  migraines…followed by excessive sweating…dizzyness,  chest pain…..and i have chronic insomnia I also have OCB….right now wih the klonopin i can actually let the dishes sit in the sink till morning…the vacuming can wait….i do not freak out over small shit and the migraines are less intense…my b/p has improved…elivil used to help…but like i said with all meds..a resistance level builds…i was up to 200 mgs a day…it didn’t do crap for me…it happened with the xanax years back….also…i think at least with me and some frends i have with panic disorders….ya have to remain under constant care and maintenance….to keep life managable…ya know…some people think…ok i got the pills and the therapy and all is well….but through the years i have learned this is a life long journey… A battle rages on within….with me i will do anything  neccessary to remain  functional…and maintain  a life that is productive and managable….i have a wonderful support system…my doc’s…family, friends, they all help to keep me in check….it took years for me to admit and ask for help…and to accept help and support ..as for the meds..all meds have some side affects….i always tell my doc about them…when they come up….and i go to regular every 4 to 6 month check ups and maintenance to discuss my progress and or problems…they also do six month blood work on me to check levels and all…i always take a close friend or family member with so they can  offer their observations and imput…sometimes we do not always see a change…like those close to us can….ya know     i am 47 years old…happiy married for the third time..i have a beautiful and happily married  daughter…who is studying psychology she has an associates degree and is working on her masters, and two beautiful grandchildren….so i have a real determination to  manage my disorder..not just for me..but for them… also…i do not want to lose myself..or them…my motto in life is…"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take….but by the moments that take our breath away "  i do not want to ever waste or miss any of those moments…good ,bad, happy or sad…i wake up every day…ready for whatever happens…i also maintain a really good sense of humor concerning my  anxiety disorder… My friends have given me shirts that read things like…I am not wired right……or Normal people scare me….LOL…i used to have a really out of control temper..i am an x biker…used to run with a real rough crowd…today…i am a much nicer person it took a lot of work on my part to get to where  am today…but i am still under continuous  re construction i always like to think of myself as an old house under continous repairs and remodeling …LOL Nice to meet ya, always look forward to chatting and sharing with all of you,  take care, Gypsy…:)

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Carl, I have GAD, Panic Attacks, Etc. My doctor has me on 4 Mg Klonopin daily along with 40 Mg paxil and 225 Mg Effexor XR. I take 2 Mg in the morning and 2 Mg in the afternoon. However I have a high tolerance to meds in general. My advice to you is to get to the doctor and see if he /she can get you on an Anti Depressant that works better for anxiety. For me, paxil did the trick with little side effects. The trouble with Klonopin is that it is a benzo and you will develop a resistance to it over time and will need higher doses for the same effect. Also, withdrawal is HELL. — There’s no government like no government. – Bumper sticker, seen in Berkeley, CA

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I am having considerable stress and anticipatory anxiety at work but can’t afford to quit my job. I have been taking 1 mg of klonopin every morning for almost 8 years now I think. I am not sleeping or eating due to the anticipatory anxiety and job stress. I am going to up the dose to 2 mg. Is this too much? I also lose my voice regularly due to this anxiety. I have been thinking about suicide but I am going to do that. I need to work probably another 15 years. Any advice from anyone would be deeply appreciated. I plan on taking 1 mg in the mornings and one before bedtime. The 2 mg tablets are scored and I simply break them in half. I can handle the loss of appetite, but the sleep deprivation is driving me crazy. __Carl

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I’ve never had a problem with withdrawal from an SSRI. Took paxil for a long time and quit, prozac, same thing. Just trying to give advise. No reason to bash. Klonopin withdrawal is much worse in my opinion. Bash on "Preston" — A book is like a garden carried in the pocket. – arab proverb – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Carl, I have GAD, Panic Attacks, Etc. My doctor has me on 4 Mg Klonopin daily along with 40 Mg paxil and 225 Mg Effexor XR. I take 2 Mg in the morning and 2 Mg in the afternoon. However I have a high tolerance to meds in general. My advice to you is to get to the doctor and see if he /she can get you on an Anti Depressant that works better for anxiety. For me, paxil did the trick with little side effects. The trouble with Klonopin is that it is a benzo and you will develop a resistance to it over time and will need higher doses for the same effect. Also, withdrawal is HELL. Here we go again. And withdrawl from an SSRI is a joyride? Preston

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By the way, Preston, one of the side effects of Klonopin is excessive RAGE. I’d love to unleash some of that on you. — For my part, I consider that it will be found much better by all parties to leave the past to history, especially as I propose to write that history myself. – Sir Winston Leonard Spencer Churchill – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Carl, I have GAD, Panic Attacks, Etc. My doctor has me on 4 Mg Klonopin daily along with 40 Mg paxil and 225 Mg Effexor XR. I take 2 Mg in the morning and 2 Mg in the afternoon. However I have a high tolerance to meds in general. My advice to you is to get to the doctor and see if he /she can get you on an Anti Depressant that works better for anxiety. For me, paxil did the trick with little side effects. The trouble with Klonopin is that it is a benzo and you will develop a resistance to it over time and will need higher doses for the same effect. Also, withdrawal is HELL. Here we go again. And withdrawl from an SSRI is a joyride? Preston

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By the way, Preston, one of the side effects of Klonopin is excessive RAGE. I’d love to unleash some of that on you. —

Good grief!!! Stop it!

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Ok, Ok, I’m sorry. Just got carried away there for a minute. Didnt mean to offend anyone. Sorry preston. My meds are kicking in. I’m fine. Pete — I feel safe with my feet in the dirt. Ava Gardner By the way, Preston, one of the side effects of Klonopin is excessive RAGE. I’d love to unleash some of that on you. I’ve never experienced that, but apparantly you have. You’re threatening me over the Internet? Are you serious? You’re the kind of person I want to take medical advice from. Preston

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I am having considerable stress and anticipatory anxiety at work but can’t afford to quit my job. I have been taking 1 mg of klonopin every morning for almost 8 years now I think. I am not sleeping or eating due to the anticipatory anxiety and job stress. I am going to up the dose to 2 mg. Is this too much? I also lose my voice regularly due to this anxiety. I have been thinking about suicide but I am going to do that. I need to work probably another 15 years. Any advice from anyone would be deeply appreciated. I plan on taking 1 mg in the mornings and one before bedtime. The 2 mg tablets are scored and I simply break them in half. I can handle the loss of appetite, but the sleep deprivation is driving me crazy. __Carl

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I am having considerable stress and anticipatory anxiety at work but can’t afford to quit my job. I have been taking 1 mg of klonopin every morning for almost 8 years now I think. I am not sleeping or eating due to the anticipatory anxiety and job stress. I am going to up the dose to 2 mg. Is this too much? I also lose my voice regularly due to this anxiety. I have been thinking about suicide but I am going to do that. I need to work probably another 15 years. Any advice from anyone would be deeply appreciated. I plan on taking 1 mg in the mornings and one before bedtime. The 2 mg tablets are scored and I simply break them in half. I can handle the loss of appetite, but the sleep deprivation is driving me crazy. __Carl

    Hey Carl,         My doctor recently took me off .5 Xanax and put me on 1.0 Klonopin due to the increased levels of panic I have been experiencing.  The Xanax no longer controlled the attacks at all, but the first time I took a Klonopin it pretty much knocked me out! LOL.  I can’t imagine taking one daily, although I do have to still take a Xanax when I first wake up.  For some reason the anxiety is worse when I first wake up and gradually throughout the day subsides.  Crazy to feel anxious about going to a job that I’ve been going to for over 9 years huh?  Anyway, what I’m getting to is maybe it’s time for a lifestyle change?  A job change?  Something for some peace of mind?

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I also felt very unbalanced and clumsy when I first started Klonopin (almost a year ago).  I’m not sure if it subsided or if I just accepted it as one of the side effects.  Every once in a while I still get a bit off balance, but I don’t worry about it because I know it’s the medication. Since I’ve accepted it, it hasn’t bothered me at all.  I don’t know if you’re falling over or anything (I didn’t), if that’s the case, you may want to see the doc again, but if it’s just losing your balance every so often, don’t worry.   Michelle

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Hi everyone, I’ve been lurking here for a while now and some of your stories have really hit home.  Thanks for all the great advice. I finally broke down and saw a shrink yesterday and was diagnosed agoraphobic.  She put me on Klonopin and I experienced immediate results. I even (almost) felt like going to the grocery store!  I’ve been virtually housebound for the last six months.  Klonopin is my miracle pill of the moment.  However, tonight I’m feeling slightly unbalanced and clumsy. If anyone else has experience the same thing, I’d love to hear from you, or any Klonopin users.  I’d even like to hear the derogatory comments. Thanks, Maria

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi everyone, I’ve been lurking here for a while now and some of your stories have really hit home.  Thanks for all the great advice. I finally broke down and saw a shrink yesterday and was diagnosed agoraphobic.  She put me on Klonopin and I experienced immediate results. I even (almost) felt like going to the grocery store!  I’ve been virtually housebound for the last six months.  Klonopin is my miracle pill of the moment.  However, tonight I’m feeling slightly unbalanced and clumsy. If anyone else has experience the same thing, I’d love to hear from you, or any Klonopin users.  I’d even like to hear the derogatory comments. Thanks, Maria

Maria, don’t feel that you "brokedown" by going to the shrink.  Think of it as a step in the right direction.  With help from counseling and meds, you may be off to a better life :) P.S.  Sorry, I have no experience with Klonopin…but i know there are some in this group that do! Carter Fields Northwestern University

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I finally broke down and saw a shrink yesterday and was diagnosed agoraphobic.  She put me on Klonopin and I experienced immediate results. I even (almost) felt like going to the grocery store!  I’ve been virtually housebound for the last six months.  Klonopin is my miracle pill of the moment.  However, tonight I’m feeling slightly unbalanced and clumsy.

Hi Maria – that’s not "breaking down" – that’s being wise and having the good sense to seek help when you need it. I wish I’d done it years ago :) I’m glad to hear that Klonopin is helping and I wouldn’t worry about feeling a little clumsy, not when you have just started on a benzodiazepine. They *can* make one a bit uncoordinated at times. This will almost certainly pass in a few days and, if it doesn’t have a talk to your pshrink who might adjust the dose. Hope that helps :) — Gary Cooper

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I finally broke down and saw a shrink yesterday and was diagnosed agoraphobic.  She put me on Klonopin and I experienced immediate results. I even (almost) felt like going to the grocery store!  I’ve been virtually housebound for the last six months.  Klonopin is my miracle pill of the moment.  However, tonight I’m feeling slightly unbalanced and clumsy.

Hi!  You have been very lucky with your choice of teraphist! Klonopin (they go under the name Rivotril here in Norway) is by my experience the best medication for agoraphobia. I have been using them for 3 years now, and haven’t had any side effects at all. For me they work much better than all other medication I’ve tried. However, you should be very careful about car driving before you get used to your new medicine, as Klonopin may degrade your ability to concetrate properly the first two weeks or so. Now you should enter an exposure program as soon as possible to get your life back to normal. Medical treatment alone is not  as effective for agoraphobia as it is for a panic disorder.       Good luck with your "new life" ! — Kjell Raastad http://home.sn.no/~kjellr/photo.html

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 You have been very lucky with your choice of teraphist! Klonopin (they go under the name Rivotril here in Norway) is by my experience the best medication for agoraphobia. I have been using them for 3 years now, and haven’t had any side effects at all. For me they work much better than all other medication I’ve tried. However, you should be very careful about car driving before you get used to your new medicine, as Klonopin may degrade your ability to concetrate properly the first two weeks or so. Now you should enter an exposure program as soon as possible to get your life back to normal. Medical treatment alone is not  as effective for agoraphobia as it is for a panic disorder.       Good luck with your "new life" !

Kjell – may I just jump in here and welcome you to ASAP? I *think* you are the first poster we’ve had from Norway, which is good news for the rest of us as it shows that the group is propagating well :) Thanks for joining us and posting :) — Gary Cooper

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Vicki, My Klonopin script is for me to take .5 mg 4x/day.  It has done very well for me! As far as addicitive goes, it is more of a physical dependence than an addiction.  In other words, I am not on me knees begging for my next dose. I hope that makes sense.  There are others here who can better define addiction vs. dependence for you. Best of Luck and (((((((((HUGS))))))))) Kindest Regards, Katie Anyone have any experience with Klonopin, dosage, frequency of dosage, etc.? My dr. prescribed it to me due to old symptoms of panic came back after switching to Celexa a couple of months ago.  I was told only to take it once or twice a week, as it can be addictive.  That really doesn’t seem to help that much.  I would appreciate any input.  Thanks, Vicki

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Well my dr. gave me a one time prescription of 30 pills to take once a day or as needed.  She really didn’t want me taking it more than once or twice a week. I have a job that is unbearable to deal with when I feel anxiety or a panic attack coming on.  I’m an office manager for a busy practice.  I wonder why dr.s are so scared to give you something that will help you.

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Thanks Ian.  I wondered the same thing about perhaps increasing the dosage of Celexa.  I had been on Zoloft 100mg. for a year and the side effects were awful, although the anxiety was gone.  My dr. suggested going on Celexa, I am now on 40mg. and had been doing fine for a couple of months, up until 1 week or so ago.  that’s when I called the dr. and asked about increasing the dosage of the Celexa.  She suggested Klonopin, as needed.  Not sure that is the answer.

An SSRI like Celexa and a benzo often make a very effective combo. However, I personally would prefer Xanax over Klonopin to take *as needed* because of its much quicker onset of action. Philip

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Thanks Ian.  I wondered the same thing about perhaps increasing the dosage of Celexa.  I had been on Zoloft 100mg. for a year and the side effects were awful, although the anxiety was gone.  My dr. suggested going on Celexa, I am now on 40mg. and had been doing fine for a couple of months, up until 1 week or so ago.  that’s when I called the dr. and asked about increasing the dosage of the Celexa.  She suggested Klonopin, as needed.  Not sure that is the answer.

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Anyone have any experience with Klonopin, dosage, frequency of dosage, etc.? My dr. prescribed it to me due to old symptoms of panic came back after switching to Celexa a couple of months ago.  I was told only to take it once or twice a week, as it can be addictive.  That really doesn’t seem to help that much.  I would appreciate any input.  Thanks, Vicki

Hi Vicki, Klonopin is not addictive, but you may become dependent on it. The same applies to the Celexa, or any other antidepressant. There are many other medications you can become dependent on, you can even experience withdrawal symptoms when quitting vitamin C – mostly rebound scurvy (hair and (less often) teeth may fall out in severe cases). Many of those with anxiety disorders have impaired GABA/benzodiazepine function. Benzodiazepine meds like Klonopin make the GABA/benzo system more efficient, returning it to something approaching ‘normality.’  However, this may cause a mild biofeedback reduction in GABA expression to develop. If you then stop taking the benzo suddenly, the GABA/benzo system is even more dysfunctional for a while until it re-adapts to the new circumstances. This causes the things that are collectively known as withdrawal symptoms. Allowing the system to adapt slowly by doing a slow weaning will reduce withdrawal symptoms to easily manageable levels in most cases. Unfortunately, past inappropriate prescribing practises have given the benzos a bad reputation, and scared many doctors off prescribing them. Its a lot easier to blame the med, not the profession. You might find asking your doctor if he every prescribes, benzodiazepines to epileptics (or did in the past), and if so what doses he prescribes, to be very revealing.  Most, IME, have no concerns about their epileptic patients taking them in huge doses when compare with those needed to alleviate anxiety/panic. And I bet he won’t be able to give a reasonable explanation for the difference in attitude. Celexa has proven to be an effective medication in the treatment of panic disorder, so I’m concerned that it is apparently triggering attacks in your case. No antidepressant is necessarily any better than another, though one will be for an individual. It is also true that one can be worse for an individual. So perhaps you and your doctor should really be reviewing your continued use of this AD. I can’t see the point of taking medication to overcome the effects of another med.  Or perhaps you just need to increase the Celexa dose. Ian

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Anyone have any experience with Klonopin, dosage, frequency of dosage, etc.?

Hi Vicki, I take .25mg of Klonopin twice a day as prescribed by my Dr. That and 20mgs of paxil seem to keep away the anxiety. Lorri

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I have been taking Klonpin for about 2 years now. When taken they way you are told it has worked wonders for me. I don’t have any side effects, I was drowsey when I first started, but now it pretty much has taken care of the problem -Regards, Chris http://members.aol.com/forx4dude/index.html If someone betrays you once, it’s his fault.   If he betrays you twice, it’s your fault.

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Thanks for your help, I have only taken a couple.  I started to have the old symptoms plus a new one, my left lower eyelid has started twitching and it has gone on for over a week.  It drives me crazy and everyone says "What’s up with your eye?"  The dr. said that was a symptom of anxiety. She said that the Klonopin will help.  I hope no other new ones pop up.  I feel that I have had more than I need already.  Thanks, Vicki

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Anyone have any experience with Klonopin, dosage, frequency of dosage, etc.? My dr. prescribed it to me due to old symptoms of panic came back after switching to Celexa a couple of months ago.  I was told only to take it once or twice a week, as it can be addictive.  That really doesn’t seem to help that much.  I would appreciate any input.  Thanks, Vicki

Hey Vicki, Klonopin has been my savior!  I used to take .5 mg three times a day, and that is when I felt my best.  I must say that I got highly addicted to it though, and going off of it was hell.  Now I only take it as needed.  My anxiety is higher than it used to be, but I am afraid to get back on it on a regular dose.  I take a few pills a week, only in stressful conditions….and I’m making it. Good luck! Tami

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Anyone have any experience with Klonopin, dosage, frequency of dosage, etc.? My dr. prescribed it to me due to old symptoms of panic came back after switching to Celexa a couple of months ago.  I was told only to take it once or twice a week, as it can be addictive.  That really doesn’t seem to help that much.  I would appreciate any input.  Thanks, Vicki

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I  also am in need of more info on Klonopin.  Possible side effects and degree of help in lowering anxiety panic level would be apprecitated.   Also does it help the feelings of unreality…I realize that meds treat diffrent people diffrent but would like a generalized discription of the medication.  Thanks.   Dallas (Xanman) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Anyone have experience with Klonopin?  I was interested in finding out more about if from those who use it – I might be going on it.  Thanks. Carter Fields Northwestern University Evanston, IL

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Anyone have experience with Klonopin?  I was interested in finding out more about if from those who use it – I might be going on it.  Thanks. Carter Fields Northwestern University Evanston, IL

I’ve been on Klonopin, 3-6mg/day for about 6 months and have found it to be very effective for the most.  Previoulsy I was on Buspar but it became totally ineffective after about 8 months even and rates of 60mg/day. gp In the beginning the Universe was created.  This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely

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Anyone have experience with Klonopin?  I was interested in finding out more about if from those who use it – I might be going on it.  Thanks. Carter Fields Northwestern University Evanston, IL

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(Carter Fields) writes: Anyone have experience with Klonopin?  I was interested in finding out more about if from those who use it – I might be going on it.  Thanks. Carter Fields Northwestern University Evanston, IL

Hi Carter, It has worked well for me for approximately the last 8 years. I started with 2 x .5 mg per day, gradually ramping up to 6 x .5 mg per day. That was considered high, but my attacks had become quite disabling. Anyway, it finally stopped the dreaded p.a’s. Then I began to slowly ramp down again, and have been on .5 mg daily maintenance ever since…with the odd extra if I feel I need it. I believe there are quite a number of us on this newsgroup taking Klonopin (or as we Canucks would have it, "Rivotril")–so trust you’ll get some interesting feedback. Best wishes, Jane Duval Vancouver, B.C. —

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Anyway, why should I get off – K is not like X where I had panic every day. long term benzodiazepine use is associated with cognitive decline. —

Good – I’ve always been told I;m too smart for my own good. :-) Squiggles

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Postscript: Lesson to be learned re: some drugs like Klonopin: DO NOT GET OFF YOUR DRUGS – you may end up worse than you were when you got on.   But of course, under the law regarding human rights, you are free to do what you like, including jumping off a bridge. My advice:  hear both sides, especially the ones with authority.  If you want to build an Empire State Building you are better off hiring an architect than a gardener. Squiggles — Facts are not fluffy.              - Squiggles

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Postscript: Lesson to be learned re: some drugs like Klonopin: DO NOT GET OFF YOUR DRUGS – you may end up worse than you were when you got on.   But of course, under the law regarding human rights, you are free to do what you like, including jumping off a bridge. My advice:  hear both sides, especially the ones with authority.  If you want to build an Empire State Building you are better off hiring an architect than a gardener. Squiggles You need to taper very slowly.. it is possible to get off Klonopin!  At this time two years ago I was taking Topamax

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Testimony of SS-Obersturmfuehrer Franz Hoessler   [Quoted in "The Belsen Trial" - Edited by R. Phillips, William Hodge and Company, 1949, p. 714-715] Everyone in the camp knew about the gas chamber at Auschwitz, but at no time did I take part in the selection of prisoners who were to go to the gas chambers and then be cremated. Whilst I was there selection of prisoners for the gas chambers was done by Dr. Klein, Dr. Mengele and other young doctors whose names I do not know. I have attended these parades, but my job was merely to keep order. Often women were paraded naked in front of the doctors and persons selected by the doctors were sent to the gas chamber.  .  .  . I made many complaints to Hoess about the way people were being sent to the gas chamber, but I was told it was not my business. <end quote -Danny Keren.

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The usual racist tripe. Yawn.

The usual anti-racist tribe. Barf. White people deserve to have the same human rights as anyone else. What the racists want is, in the term used by bigots, "special rights."

Actually, we want our own country and representative government. If that is a "special right" then we want it. As for anti-racists, it is you geeks who promote "special rights" and privileges for non-Whites. Obviously, "special rights" is a concept you find acceptable. 14 Words, Arthur Ed LeBouthillier

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Y’shoulda shut up…that post was intelligent and informative and had an air of compassion in it. I can play fluff bunny or erudite scholar. This post is not of interest to me. It is, as they say, history, and I have no need to discuss the particulars of THAT, if I know what I am supposed to be looking for already. I need no mask of serenity or compassion. I am those when the tao is right. I am having too much fun with my bluejay mask right now. There are already too many provincials on UseNet. And too many frigging ‘paths". I’ld rather "own the road", but for other reasons than your knee jerk pathwork will tell you. You are inconsiderate and love it. And your original post above was bereft of sarcasm too aye? I am a million things and love it. You seem stuck on a harp with one not very exciting, and rather melancholic note. Besides, I have been attempting to stand in for the Evil geezer, but see he is back in form.

The original to which you refer was not sarcastic as you suggest.  It was a jest that y’should have taken the credit as the universe saw fit to give it to you, mistaken or not!  In your state of mind, even friendly humor is seen as an attack.  Now, how else have I attacked you?  It never seems to end, does it…you are inconsiderate and love it! Eric Remove the portion two X’s from my address when replying from the email address to reply.

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I do not believe that people who mix with other races necessarily have psychological problem. Yes they do.  You don’t understand the issues.  Let me put it simply. Proof by assertion. Proof by deductive reasoning — which you seem to be incapable of grasping.

Um, this logic stuff is a little trickier than you’ve been lead to believe. Deductive reasoning only works when *all* of the premises are known to be true. Now, I think your argument is: (P1) I have talked to all people who mix with other races, and they      all said that they engage in this kind of behavior because      they believe that their own race is inferior. (P2) If a person believes he belongs to an inferior race, then he      has psychological problems. (C)  All people who mix with other races have psychological problems. Now, P2 is well-established; you have to be a lunatic to believe in nonsense like the existance of "inferior races". But what about P1? Well, I sincerely doubt that you’ve really talked to all of the people who mix with other races. It’s possible that you’ve talked to *some* of them…but in that case, it would be an *inductive* argument, not a *deductive* one. Actually, I’d be willing to bet that you’ve talked to *none* of these people, and you’re just making up stories about them. (The technical name for stories like this is "lies", and logicians who make up "lies" are called "liars", by the way.) Anyway, I’d urge you to actually go out and find some race-mixers, and ask them about their motivation. You might be surprised at what you learn. — The Graduation Webpage: http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Ginza/4185

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – [snip] It is a sad fact that because the President lied under oath, an ordinary American citizen had her civil case thrown out of court. It’s a sad fact that you’re full of bovine scat.  Jones lost because, even assuming all facts in her _favour_ for purposes of deciding a summary judgement motion, she didn’t have a flippin’ _case_!  Her lawyers were pretty incompetent; Camarrata and Davis were right to bail out on her, and her new lawyers were basically torn to shreds by Bennett (and Wright) _on the law_! Cheers,                              – Arne Langsetmo

But she did a free nose-job (thanks to the Rutherford Foundation.) I understand she’s actually not bad looking now! RS RS

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Attention: Dr Reggie H.C. has just made the shit list here at Redneck Buster

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: : There were also not large numbers of Duth people who welcomed this : : invasion. : One might also ask about their claim to Denmark — especially since : they had signed a treaty guaranteeing not to invade Denmark. : Mr. Schultz!–You are back….Care to discuss your misleading claims about the : Talmud and its use of the owrd "heathens" with me now?   Why don’t you answer the question that was put to you?   Why didn’t you tell the truth about the Talmud?

Why do you rely upon the singular opinion of Israel Shahak who is anything but a Talmudic scholar? You are the one who keeps claiming to have a desire to keep the discussions on topic. I would if you had not misrepresented what was in the Talmud.  Wasn’t it you always challenging me for my sources on Poppea and Torquemada?  And old Torq certainly WAs Jewish according to information written in an article by David McCalden.

Do you mean David McCalden, antisemite, Holocaust denier, former member of neo-Nazi National Party in Britain, supposed founder of the IHR and JHR, and, according to the IHR, died of AIDS? http://ihr.org/bios/mccalden.html You consider him a reliable source on Jewish history do you? The invasion of Denmark is relevant to the history of the Holocaust; your ignorance of the Talmud is not. But it was YOU who misrepresented the Talmud.

According to you via Israel Shahak. (In any case, I made no misleading claims — you claimed that the Talmudic phrase "ovdei kochavim" means "Gentiles," while I pointed out, correctly, that it means "heathens.") Sure, heathens was added in LATER–AFTER it was noted that GENTILES was actually written in the original.  According to Shahak, the original is now being included in editions in Israel–but you knew this all along, deceitful fellow. You see, I have read israel Shahak’s book on this subject. Israel Shahak is a liar and of doubtful sanity as well. No he isn’t.  You are.

"So there!" he shouted and stamped his foot down HARD. Your relying on him as a source is about as sensible as Fergus McClelland’s use of Doc Tavish for the purpose. Of course you would say this, but he is no liar.

Of course you would say this, and you are a liar. —  at University of Alberta  <Multi pertransibunt & augebitur scientia

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"KARL ZIMMER" IS A FICTITIOUS PERSON         "Karl Zimmer" is the pseudonym of a Usenet poster who is associated with the National Alliance cult of William L. Pierce. "Zimmer" claims to be a Canadian who contributed $1,400 to the NSWPP’s 1997 Fall Building Campaign and then became "disillusioned" with Harold Covington.         No such person exists. No one named "Karl Zimmer", Canadian or otherwise, has ever been associated with the NSWPP. No contributions of the amount "Zimmer" claimed were received from Canada during the 1997 Fall Building Campaign. The entire "Karl Zimmer" persona is fictitious.         For approximately the past six months, "Karl Zimmer" has been posting between two and twenty abusive and defamatory posts against Harold Covington per day. These posts are long, rambling, often almost incoherent, and reveal an extremely high level of mental and emotional disturbance on the part of this individual which is typical of those who are obsessed with Harold Covington and Covington’s activities. In April 1998 a Ph. D. psychoanalyst at Duke University, part of a group following the Hate Harold slimefest on Usenet, pronounced "Karl’s" posts to be psychotic in the clinical, medical sense.         "Karl Zimmer" actually resides in Raleigh, North Carolina. His posts were traced through a Canadian shell account to a Mindspring account in Raleigh, and we now know that these posts originate from the personal computer of Will W. Williams, whoever may be writing them. On three separate occasions, "Karl" forgot to change his preferences on his newsreader when posting and the post showed up on the newsgroups         Very few people seem to be paying any attention at all to "Karl’s" paranoid and diseased ravings, but this notice is posted for those who are new to these newsgroups and may be puzzled by "Karl Zimmer’s" long, pointless ravings.

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – How considerate of you two butt-buddies to take a break long enough to write me a note. Which one of you is the "bitch?" Now Rosenboik, just because Bell Bottom beat you to the punch, don’t withhold your favors. Dan Parker Everything I write on the net, I would say to anyone’s face–and have. But, no one who has met me has ever thought to impugn my military service, at least not to my face, and I have no reason to think they did behind my back. Dan Parker<< Well, damn, Dan, you oughta get out more often. Dep Damn.  I wish I’d said that.

I guess that one stung a bit, eh?  Try cleaning out your eye with an awl; maybe it’ll help. Oh, and speaking of things that don’t bother me, I’m a sufficiently comfortable heterosexual that I’m not bothered by the notion that other folks are gay, although I’m not.   Some of my better friends — and at least two of my sisters — are, however.   Back to your fryolator, boy; the spuds are calling you. —     http://www.winternet.com/~joelr Latest novel: The Silver Stone (see http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ISBN=0380722089/joelrosenbergA) Favorite Talk Show: Not Jerry Springer    Turn-ons: Silk shirts and BuckCote

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My predictions for the immediate future are that: 1).The release of the videotaped grand jury testimony will be a huge shock to the nation and punch another gaping hole in the Clinton ship of state. Clinton’s job approval polls will finally take a 5 or 10% drop after this event. Actually, his approval rating went from 60% to 66%, Harold.  Now jump to that pump, trashie.  I want to see that windshield clean, boy! Those polls include people who are not registered and will not vote.  In the end that poll means nothing.  This why the media often is misled by polls.  The only accurate poll is of those most likely to vote.  Everyone else’s opinions really do not count.

Plus I would hope that congress isn’t making their decision based on polls. That’s what a congressman is for, to make those tought decisions. Another thing, on TV they’re always saying how Americans will make the final judgement. Maybee but they have not part in the decision of umpeachment. Most don’t know that much about law and either do I.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Re: Truth Needs No Apology rk:  Proof:  Look at mind-conditioning twelve-step programs which tout liberation from addiction but in reality replaces one addiction with another (life-long addiction to the program itself). e: How can you speak of a program that you’ve never made a genuine effort to practice? rk:  Any intellect-based activity which calls for practice is a habit-forming methodology and therefore a conditioning process. LL:  I’ve spoken elsewhere on this, but habit is not the same as addiction. Medical and counseling professionals define addiction as a harmful habit, such  as alcohol, drugs, gambling, etc.  It can be chemical or psychological. rk:  You may play with definitions

definitions are very important.  Addiction is a negative, pejorative word.  It should therefore have a negative meaning.  Thus, it makes sense for addictions to be only htose habits which are harmful.  at the letter of the word level of intellect all you want and  never, will you  touch the essence of communication with empty words alone.

Human beings communicate through words, gestures, and body languarge only. Telepathy or whatener you fantasize about doesn’t exist.  Furthermore, human beings THINK in words.  I’ll prove it.  Don’t think about a apple.  You thought about an apple when you read the word apple, didn’t you?  Don’t lie. . .   Yours is a conditioned closed knowledge-bound intellect

Yawn. . . Don’t you have an original insult? Yes, my intellect is bound by my sphere of knowledge.  So is yours, and so is every other human being on earth’s.  You may think you’re special and different but you aren’t.  in search of the friction one finds common in dualistic debate.

If you exist and I exist, then there are two.  If we disagree, there is debate.  You don’t want to debate because you know your positions are indefensible.   That friction is what passes off as life’s energy for the "Living Dead."

So, you ignore the arguments and attack me personally.  Actually, ATP is what passes off as my life’s enregy, thank you.   Without such addictive escapes to the illusory vicissitudes of a corrupted life,

Are life’s vicissitudes actually illusory?  Are you claiming that life is an illusion?  Are you retreating into solipsism?  blind believers would soon come to understand just how dead they really are.  That is the pain experienced by the ignorant when their buttons get pushed in the awakening process.

More like tthe annoyance experienced by intelligent men assaulted by your pseudo-inetllectual rubbish. LL:  An example of a non-harmful habit (possibly a non-harmful "addiction") is  reading.  I don’t feel right unless I finish each day by reading a chapter or  two of a good book. rk:  Your comment  "…don’t feel right unless…" smacks of compulsion, does it not? LL:  Am I addicted? rk:  Yes!

And I LIKE it.  It does me no harm, helps me get to sleep, makes me feel good, and often is informative and so, can it be considered an addiction?  It’s not harmful in the least.   LL: Am I conditioned? rk:  Yes!

I’ve conditioned myself to this.  I choose to enjoy reading.  Do you abstain from all books, magazines, etc. for fear that reading will make you addicted? LL: Am I an "ignoramus"  for allowing myself to be conditioned to this source of information? rk: Yes!

Ignoramus: one who is ignorant. I am certainly not ignorant, in general.  I may be ignorant about specific things, like 17th century east asian literature, but I am not an "ignoramus" — except using you definition of one as anyone who disagrees with you. LL:   Actually, I wouldn’t be at all surprised if YOU answered, "yes". rk: Yes, it is clear that you partially saw the Truth for youself,

I see you as what you are.  You are becoming quite predicatable in your arguments (and I use the term loosely).   yet you chose to engage in misdirecting word games—why?

My "word games" expose your "arguments" as mere rhetoric.  You wish they were "misleading."   See what I mean about Truth being "self-evident"? blah, blah, blah. . . As I’ve said before, it isn’t.  Truth is only visible after a long, exhaustive consideration of observations, assumptions, and possible explanations.  If people always went by their initial impressions, we’d still think that the earth is flat or that the sun rotates around it. In your case, it is drowned out by your noisy distracting interpreting conditioned intellect.  The conflict of contradiction you presently are addressing within yourself

Actually, I’m addressing the contradictions in your statements.   in this post is caused by the interference of a technically conditioned intellect inappropriately  sticking its dead nose into  nontechnical living matters, a place where it doesn’t belong. You have just created a little bit of Hell for yourself.

What do you mean?  Reading?  Science?  Logical thought?  The application of thought and reason to everyday life? If this is hell, it’s a pretty nice hell.  Actually seems a lot like heaven. At least here I get to actually learn something, as opposed to rejecting all modern thought as "knowledge based" and "conditioned".   Was it worth it?

YES!  Was your rejection of the most sublime creation of humanity, the intellect, worth it? rk:  That is Universal Truth!!! LL: "Ain’t no such animal." rk:  Is this where the debate seeking dualistic mind expects a response of "IS SO" that  a knee jerk response of "NOT SO" can set up a momentum of "is so", "not so", "is so", "not so", "is so", "not so". ad infinitum.

This can happen, which is why I am grateful that you did not respond with a simple assertion as to your postion’s validity.  I was stating that in my view, the idea of "Universal Truth" is absurd.  Those who seek it are addicted to the idea of one-ness, which seems to figure highly in your philosophy, and believe they can resolve the problems in their lives by resolving all the universe into one fundamental set of axioms.  It just doesn’t work that way. I agree with you that human intellects are knowledge bound.  I agree completely that people act in ways that, for the most part, are conditioned actions, habits, even "addictions" in the broad sense of the word that you prefer.  I do not agree that there is a superior way to be, beyond recognizing this conditioning and using it, rather than letting it use you. That is what I am attempting to do.  It is not easy, but is more rewardin than a futile search for some imaginary Ubermensch.   If that is the kind of relationship you seek, why not search out and engage the AFAB bullies.

Who is AFAB?  I do not recognize that acronym.   That type of juvenile behavior  is the only momentum

As I’ve said before, you use the word momentum in very strange ways, very different from the usual meaning.  they are capable of whenthey are not taking cheap shots at others.

Cheap shots?  "Juvenile behavior", "ignoramus", "bullies", "blind believers", etc.  Hmm, sounds like you’re the one taking cheap shots. rk: There is no freedom to be found in the conditioned mind with its acquired set of worshipped "Givens." LL:  A "given" is another name for an assumption.  Assumptions and their  consequences is the very foundation of Logic.  Are you rejecting logical  thought as lacking in freedom? rk:  Logic is systematic thought based methodology found in the aftermoment operation of a mechanical Intellect.

And it’s the greatest creation of mankind, second only to the imaginiation.  All aftermoments by their passe nature are "DEAD" though to the ignorant they "appear" to have life.

Of course the past is dead.  Memories are just chemical signals in the brain. You’ll have no argument from me that one cannot live on memories alone. However,m if you claim that memories are unnecessary, there I shall contest you.   That is the nature of illusion, of Maya. That is the altered state (hypnotic trance) seen as the controllable reality of the conditionable "living dead."

Interesting.  Folks, just so his choice of words doesn’t confuse you; Maya : (Sans.) Illusion; the cosmic power which renders phenomenal existence and the perceptions thereof possible. In Hindu philosophy that alone which is changeless and eternal is called reality: all that which is subject to change through decay and differentiation, and which has, therefore, a beginning and an end, is regarded as Maya -illusion. – H.P. Blavatsky In other words, everything that the human mind, body and senses can percieve. There is no evidence that anything else exists.  As for spiritual matters, I have no problem with you believing that this is an illusion.  I do think that the only way to avoid contradictions is to say that the illusion is real, using the only definition of reality that works for humanity — what we can perceive, measure, and understand throuh our senses, and our logical and intuitive thought. I personally do believe in something other than natural reality, which is supernatural reality.  I believe that the two intersect only in the human mind and, to a lesser extent, in the minds of animals.  The supernatural can be used as a source of spiritual energy, of spiritual guidance, but cannot be used for much in the natural world. Of course, this probably has a number of contradictions in it.  I welcome debate on my views, as I feel that it will only refine, improve and strengthen them. rk: If you see that, then you also see that  logic is dead.

Define your useage of "dead".

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[...deletia...] I’ve noticed you’ve produced exactly zero evidence to back up your libels, Maggot. Why should nay evidence have to be produced when you have not denied it?

Because you made the assertion, and it’s your responsibility to provide corroborating evidence. Oops, sorry – didn’t mean to scare you with the word ‘responsibility’, there. I know you’re allergic to the very concept… You must be a chicken-hawk because you’ve issued no public denial.

Ah, the same gambit Poor Ol’ Gutless Scottie tries when he hasn’t got any facts to back up his libels. It doesn’t work for him, and it isn’t working for you. It’s painfully obvious by now that you haven’t got a shred of evidence to back up your claims. That’s why you’re posting under an anonymous ID, Maggot. JGB  "What’s going to happen?"   "Something wonderful…"   — ‘2010′

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I have studied the beginnings of communism in the world and in the USA, and I have found that communism is a Jewish invention. In the Red Revolution, Russian troops were told to fire on the communists with the statement that "they are Jews."

And your evidence for this statement is… what, exactly, Frank? – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -The first President of the USSR was Sverdlov, a Jew. Trotsky was a Jew. Here is a Reuters story about the torture of priest by Jews in the NKVD and KGB: Thu, Nov 30, 1995 By Philippa Fletcher MOSCOW (Reuter) – A Russian presidential commission said Monday that 200,000 clergy were systematically murdered under Soviet rule in a horrific cycle of crucifixions, scalpings and "bestial tortures." Commission chairman Alexander Yakovlev, presenting the report at a news conference, seemed unconcerned that it might deter electors from voting communist or nationalist in parliamentary elections on Dec. 17. "If it has an influence, I will be very satisfied," he said. The report by the Commission for the Rehabilitation of the Victims of Political Repression also found that another 500,000 religious figures suffered persecution in the decades after Vladimir Lenin’s [Jewish] Bolsheviks seized power. "Documents relate how clergymen, monks, nuns were crucified on royal gates and shot in the basements of the Cheka (secret police), scalped, strangled, drowned and submitted to other bestial tortures," he said. Yakovlev said some of the material, from archives of the former ruling politburo and security services, had not been previously published and that uncovering it was traumatic. "I was especially shocked by accounts of priests turned into columns of ice in winter… But that’s not all, there were crucifixions … It was total cruelty." He said hundreds of people were shot for not giving up church property, and only a fraction of the proceeds were spent on the poor as the authorities had promised.

That’s fascinating, Frank. But I can’t help but notice that you fail to give any  reference to where this might be found on the Web, where I presume you got it. That, I suspect, is likely because the story itself doesn’t claim that the Bolsheviks were Jewish. You had to insert that word yourself, to change the sentence so that it supports your own bigoted viewpoint. The Cheka were under the Jewish USSR Commissar of Commissars, Leon Trotsky, who only appointed Jews as Commissars (Secret Police).

And your evidence for this statement is… what, exactly, Frank? Welcome back to Usenet, Frank. Don’t expect anyone to forget exactly what you are. JGB  "What’s going to happen?"   "Something wonderful…"   — ‘2010′

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Free Speech – June 1997 Discontent With America’s Rulers Is Growing by Dr. William Pierce [...] Let me tell you about another atrocity in this war, which happened in early April.  In Detroit there’s a music company, a record company, called Resistance Records.  They produce and sell mostly CDs  – compact discs  – of music by skinhead rock bands. Now, I personally can’t stand any kind of rock music.  I just don’t like it.  But many young people do, and Resistance Records sells a lot of CDs to them.  But Resistance Records specializes in a type of music called "White power rock."  In fact, they’re the world’s biggest producer and distributor of White power rock. It’s the music of White, urban youth who have been abandoned by the Clinton government, who have found their racial roots, and who have banded together to protect themselves. The lyrics of their music, the lyrics of this White power rock, are racially conscious lyrics and they’re anti-government.  It’s really revolutionary music. The names of some of the bands whose music is produced by Resistance Records are Bound for Glory, Max Resist, Berserkr, Blue Eyed Devils, and No Remorse.  It’s militant music.  And it’s becoming increasingly popular among young people.  And it has the Clintonistas worried. So on the morning of April 9, 1997, a gang of heavily armed, jackbooted thugs ostensibly representing the state of Michigan kicked in the door of Resistance Records’ Detroit office and charged in with guns drawn. They put a pistol to the head of the office caretaker, made him lie on the floor, then backed up a truck to the front door and carted off all of the company’s stock of CDs, their business records, and their computers and other office equipment. What had Resistance Records done to warrant this sort of treatment? Were they planning to bomb the White House?  Were they involved in a conspiracy to poison Detroit’s water supply? No.  The thugs said they were investigating whether or not Resistance Records had been turning over all of the sales taxes collected on CDs sold to Michigan residents. Let me assure you that this is not the way in which sales-tax investigations normally are carried out in the state of Michigan. So when my office received the first telephone call from Resistance Records April 9 telling us what was happening, I was skeptical.  I thought that surely Resistance Records had done something worse than keeping sloppy sales-tax records.  I began checking into it.  I got a copy of the search warrant.  I talked to other people at Resistance Records.  And the more I checked, the madder I got.  Apparently this raid really was based on nothing more than the pretense of a sales-tax investigation. Now, whether Resistance Records owes sales taxes to the state of Michigan or not, I don’t know, but this raid quite obviously was conducted in the manner it was simply because the music these people produce and sell is Politically Incorrect.  You know and I know that if this record company produced gangsta’-rap CDs or rhythm-and-blues CDs or any other kind of Politically Correct, Clinton administration-approved music, this wouldn’t have happened to them.  They would have received a notice in the mail from the state tax department that their sales records were going to be audited, and everything would have been done in a polite and civilized manner. The way this raid was conducted, it almost seems that the government was hoping it would develop into another Waco or Ruby Ridge massacre, that the government was hoping someone at Resistance Records would resist the raid so the government would have an excuse to start shooting.  Another chance for the government to flex its muscles and intimidate its opponents. Another chance to prove to that part of the population which still supports it that it still has everything under control. Another chance to get a pat on the head from its masters. Yes, the government’s masters were involved too.   The Detroit Free Press  story reporting the raid had a comment from the Michigan chapter of B’nai B’rith, the powerful Jewish pressure group. Don Cohen, Michigan commissar of B’nai B’rith’s Anti-Defamation League, approved of the raid and told the Detroit Free Press sneeringly, "There will always be these hard-core hate groups.  Our job is to expose them for what they are."  He might have added, his job also is to show everyone that in the New World Order Political Incorrectness will not be tolerated. I don’t know whether it was Don Cohen who ordered this raid on Resistance Records or someone back in New York or Washington, but I’ll tell you what I believe.  I believe that the raid was carried out not only to silence Resistance Records, to put them out of business, but also to find out who their customers in Canada are.  You see, at exactly the same time the Michigan State Police were kicking in the front door of Resistance Records’ Detroit office  –  at exactly the same time   — Canadian secret police were raiding the homes of some of the people who work for Resistance Records but who live across the border in Canada.  The Canadian secret police don’t care about Michigan sales taxes. That’s none of their business.  They want to charge the Canadians who work for Resistance Records and perhaps the ordinary Canadian citizens who buy CDs from Resistance Records with "hate crimes." You see, in Canada the Jews have succeeded in obtaining the sort of legislation that the Clintonistas want in the United States, legislation outlawing Politically Incorrect speech and Politically Incorrect music. Think about it for a minute.  What Resistance Records is doing is constitutionally protected.  Whether the Clintonistas and the Jews like their music or not isn’t important.  Whether I like it or not isn’t important.  They have a First Amendment right to publish it, and Americans have a First Amendment right to buy it and to listen to it and have their friends listen to it. Unfortunately, Canadians don’t have the same rights in their country.  The Jews and their collaborators have taken those rights away from them.  I believe that the purpose of this raid was to obtain the customer list of Resistance Records and turn it over to the Canadian thought police so that they can prosecute Canadian citizens who have ordered music from Resistance Records. I believe that’s the reason the raids in Detroit and in Canada on April 9 were coordinated. The reason I believe this is that I’ve seen this sort of thing before. For example, Mr. Clinton’s FBI shares information on the international travels of American citizens with the secret police in foreign countries, so that American citizens who have done nothing illegal under the laws of the United States, who have in fact done nothing except exercise their right to free speech in this country, can be arrested in countries where Politically Incorrect speech has been outlawed.  I told you in a couple of broadcasts last year about the arrest by the German secret police of American citizens Hans Schmidt and Gerhard Lauck.  Mr. Schmidt publishes a newsletter in the United States which often is critical of the current German government and its policies.  When he traveled to Germany last year to visit his elderly mother he was seized at the airport by the German secret police.  Mr. Lauck was arrested while in Denmark, extradited to Germany, put on trial for publishing Politically Incorrect materials in the United States, and is now serving a four-year sentence in a German prison.  In both of these cases not only did the Clinton government assist the German police in arresting these two U.S. citizens, but it made no protest when they were prosecuted for perfectly legal activities which they had carried out entirely in the United States.  Now, I believe that what happened to Resistance Records on April 9 is an instance of governmental authorities in the United States helping the Canadian government prosecute its citizens for doing things in Canada which would be constitutionally protected if done in the United States  – and incidentally violating the civil rights of the folks at Resistance Records in the process. That is an atrocity.  That is the New World Order in action. [...] "California is going to be an Hispanic state. Anyone who doesn’t like it should leave." (Mario Obledo, chair of the California Coalition of Hispanic Organizations) Campaign for Radical Truth in History http://www.hoffman-info.com Katja Lane’s Fourteen Word Press http://www.14words.com National Alliance http://www.natvan.com Stormfront http://www.stormfront.org Yggdrasil’s White Nationalist Library http://www.ddc.net/ygg

Ah, I see our tolerant society at work again.  Anyone NOW want to tell me how much better "we" are than the Nazis?   666  DEATH METAL  666  "The basic nova mechanism is very simple:  666 BLACK METAL  666  Always create as many insoluble conflicts as  666  SPEED METAL  666  as possible and always aggravate existing  666  GRIND CORE  666 conflicts–This is done by dumping life forms  666 www.evilmusic.com  666 with incompatible conditions of existence on 666666666 reviews/info 666666666 the same planet…to create and aggravate the 666666666 www.kcuf.org 666666666 conflicts that lead to the explosion of a  666 www.anus.com/hsc 666  planet that is to nova."  | SUPPORT THE  666  metal is life  666  - W.S. Burroughs  HEIL  |JUDEO-CHRISTIAN

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Dear "Karl":         Thanks for re-printing my "Covington pumping gas" piece. I kind of figured that one individual might have been passing on material to you; you have very kindly provided me with the proof.         JESUS, you fool—you STILL haven’t cottoned on to that trick? I’ve caught you with it what, now? Three times at least? With a chuckle, HAC

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(snip article) well, that’s a nice attempt at making a strawman of my beliefs. however, it’s still a strawman. the basic tenet that i’ve professed is that freedom to express the self supersedes all else in importance and value to progression. …do you think i support this because it was done by the government? …do you think i support the government reflexively or because it (supposedly) allows freedom of speech? i think you’re smart enough to know this. what you’re trying to do seems pretty dishonest to me, though. Ah, I see our tolerant society at work again.  Anyone NOW want to tell me how much better "we" are than the Nazis?

and yet, the fact that resistance records was even allowed to exist for a second here in america shows a world of difference in the amount of freedom we’re allowed. you dont seem to be making a lot of sense here. if this action was "anti-progression", and you dont support it, why would you support nazism which _does_ support that sort of thing? if you do support it, why do you bring it up in a negative context? -Daemonic "We have no dreams at all or interesting ones. We should learn to be awake in the same way – not at all or in an interesting manner."                               -Nietzsche

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after way too long, there’s been some subtle updates made to the DO A RUNNER! page, including our newest top-5 releases chart. soon, there will be a lot of changes made to the site, including brand new exclusive online interviews and a record review section. http://members.aol.com/SoundViews/doarunnr.html never surrender, lee/do a runner! — "it is better to be the hammer than the anvil."

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7. Is Gorbechev of the Merovigian blood line ie the Holy Grail No idea. The Illuminati concern themselves not with such matters. But the Blood line is important right? It is the decendents of Christ. That man that will rule the world will be of this blod line. Yes? No?

Now you’re confusing hte illuminati with the priory of Sion. They run the world, we look after the descendents of christ.  It’s a demarcation thing. Samael

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Michigan or not, I don’t know, but this raid quite obviously was conducted in the manner it was simply because the music these people produce and sell is Politically Incorrect.  You know and I know that if this record company produced gangsta’-rap CDs or rhythm-and-blues CDs or any other kind of Politically Correct, Clinton administration-approved music, this wouldn’t have

Uhh…since when is gangsta rap politically correct? Sybren —                             THORHEIM    "Duisternis valt…het Licht dooft in de harten der Mensen"         http://www.lr.tudelft.nl/~lr332090/thorheim.htm

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Pressac is the Tycho Brahe  of Revisionism.  I don’t think Tycho ever became heliocentric either. By making public even some of the vast amount of documents and records left by the Germans he moved Revisionism on to a new level of accuracy.  

Indeed! Pressac efforts have helped place Holocaust denial at it’s proper level: The dungheap. [snip] Mark "Gradually it was disclosed to me that the line seperating good and evil passes not through states, nor between classes, nor between political parties–but right through every human heart–and all human hearts." — Alexander Solzhenitsyn, "The Gulag Archipelago"

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – [...deletia...] Hmm. Do YOU have Jeffrey’s address and/or phone number.  I would appreciate getting it – just for … er …  "future reference" you understand. I have it! I will call you tonight. Thanks, Gutless! If and when I start getting the harassment you’re hoping for, we now have your admission on record that you’re responsible for it.

So now reality is setting in heh? You do admit that it is possible for me to get the goods on you then- yes? On the other hand, if exactly zero happens, we’ll know you’re just blowing smoke — again…

Oh but how you will wonder! I’d rather blow smoke than blow what you "blow."  Pleasant dreams Jeffrey G. Brown. Night night don’t let the bed bugs or your companion bite! JGB

— "I am the "person who is consistently stalking and mailing and posting about persons" that "Paul Brendon" complains of." — Jeffrey G. Brown http://x7.dejanews.com/getdoc.xp?AN=190709942

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UpChuck, I only have one question:  Why do we never hear about those "many Jewish former inmates who had escaped the camps after the SS panicked and split for the hills." lavishing their Holocau$t reparations upon their negroid saviours? For that matter – why can’t I seem to find highly documented proof of these "sub-camps" that the jewish escapees were apparently freed from?  And what were they doing in these camps, if they had already escaped?  Oh, never mind. DEJ – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Multi-Media "Liberators" Project Exposed as Fraud Historical Truth Survives "Politically Correct" Exploitation Mark Weber and Greg Raven CF:(both egregious liars)  were not the ones who uncovered the errors in this film.*Some of the Black Tankers and Engineers….*are* classified as Liberators. The main point of the film in the first place was to point out for all to see, how racist this country was at the time, and still is. Imagine the Black men trained as Fighter Pilots, flew hundreds of escort missions from Italy, never lost a single bomber to enemy Fighter planes, and yet were refused re-fueling at other Fighter Bases, because they were Black Airmen. Tell me that’s O.K. These Black soldiers were just as good, and in many cases better than some of the white soldiers. They were Americans, treated like shit, by their government and other American military leaders. I’m ashamed of that part of my country’s history.CF:How does one become classified as a Liberator?Yes, the film contained errors, even some untruths. However, Black America Troops *did* liberate some smaller sub-camps, and they rescued many Jewish former inmates who had escaped the camps after the SS panicked and split for the hills. Chuck Ferree Deleted

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Now I know where NOT to send my money. Paul On Thu, 24 Sep 1998, Arthur Ed – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Resistance Records has reorganized in another state now and their address is:    Resistance Records    P.O. Box 9    Etiwanda, CA    91739-0009 14 Words, Art Ed LeBouthillier

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Resistance Records has reorganized in another state now and their address is:         Resistance Records         P.O. Box 9         Etiwanda, CA         91739-0009 14 Words, Art Ed LeBouthillier

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Free Speech – June 1997 Discontent With America’s Rulers Is Growing by Dr. William Pierce [...] Let me tell you about another atrocity in this war, which happened in early April.  In Detroit there’s a music company, a record company, called Resistance Records.  They produce and sell mostly CDs  – compact discs  – of music by skinhead rock bands. Now, I personally can’t stand any kind of rock music.  I just don’t like it.  But many young people do, and Resistance Records sells a lot of CDs to them.  But Resistance Records specializes in a type of music called "White power rock."  In fact, they’re the world’s biggest producer and distributor of White power rock. It’s the music of White, urban youth who have been abandoned by the Clinton government, who have found their racial roots, and who have banded together to protect themselves. The lyrics of their music, the lyrics of this White power rock, are racially conscious lyrics and they’re anti-government.  It’s really revolutionary music. The names of some of the bands whose music is produced by Resistance Records are Bound for Glory, Max Resist, Berserkr, Blue Eyed Devils, and No Remorse.  It’s militant music.  And it’s becoming increasingly popular among young people.  And it has the Clintonistas worried. So on the morning of April 9, 1997, a gang of heavily armed, jackbooted thugs ostensibly representing the state of Michigan kicked in the door of Resistance Records’ Detroit office and charged in with guns drawn. They put a pistol to the head of the office caretaker, made him lie on the floor, then backed up a truck to the front door and carted off all of the company’s stock of CDs, their business records, and their computers and other office equipment. What had Resistance Records done to warrant this sort of treatment? Were they planning to bomb the White House?  Were they involved in a conspiracy to poison Detroit’s water supply? No.  The thugs said they were investigating whether or not Resistance Records had been turning over all of the sales taxes collected on CDs sold to Michigan residents. Let me assure you that this is not the way in which sales-tax investigations normally are carried out in the state of Michigan. So when my office received the first telephone call from Resistance Records April 9 telling us what was happening, I was skeptical.  I thought that surely Resistance Records had done something worse than keeping sloppy sales-tax records.  I began checking into it.  I got a copy of the search warrant.  I talked to other people at Resistance Records.  And the more I checked, the madder I got.  Apparently this raid really was based on nothing more than the pretense of a sales-tax investigation. Now, whether Resistance Records owes sales taxes to the state of Michigan or not, I don’t know, but this raid quite obviously was conducted in the manner it was simply because the music these people produce and sell is Politically Incorrect.  You know and I know that if this record company produced gangsta’-rap CDs or rhythm-and-blues CDs or any other kind of Politically Correct, Clinton administration-approved music, this wouldn’t have happened to them.  They would have received a notice in the mail from the state tax department that their sales records were going to be audited, and everything would have been done in a polite and civilized manner. The way this raid was conducted, it almost seems that the government was hoping it would develop into another Waco or Ruby Ridge massacre, that the government was hoping someone at Resistance Records would resist the raid so the government would have an excuse to start shooting.  Another chance for the government to flex its muscles and intimidate its opponents.   Another chance to prove to that part of the population which still supports it that it still has everything under control.   Another chance to get a pat on the head from its masters. Yes, the government’s masters were involved too.   The Detroit Free Press  story reporting the raid had a comment from the Michigan chapter of B’nai B’rith, the powerful Jewish pressure group. Don Cohen, Michigan commissar of B’nai B’rith’s Anti-Defamation League, approved of the raid and told the   Detroit Free Press sneeringly, "There will always be these hard-core hate groups.  Our job is to expose them for what they are."  He might have added, his job also is to show everyone that in the New World Order Political Incorrectness will not be tolerated. I don’t know whether it was Don Cohen who ordered this raid on Resistance Records or someone back in New York or Washington, but I’ll tell you what I believe.  I believe that the raid was carried out not only to silence Resistance Records, to put them out of business, but also to find out who their customers in Canada are.  You see, at exactly the same time the Michigan State Police were kicking in the front door of Resistance Records’ Detroit office  –  at exactly the same time   — Canadian secret police were raiding the homes of some of the people who work for Resistance Records but who live across the border in Canada.  The Canadian secret police don’t care about Michigan sales taxes.   That’s none of their business.  They want to charge the Canadians who work for Resistance Records and perhaps the ordinary Canadian citizens who buy CDs from Resistance Records with "hate crimes." You see, in Canada the Jews have succeeded in obtaining the sort of legislation that the Clintonistas want in the United States, legislation outlawing Politically Incorrect speech and Politically Incorrect music. Think about it for a minute.  What Resistance Records is doing is constitutionally protected.  Whether the Clintonistas and the Jews like their music or not isn’t important.  Whether I like it or not isn’t important.  They have a First Amendment right to publish it, and Americans have a First Amendment right to buy it and to listen to it and have their friends listen to it.   Unfortunately, Canadians don’t have the same rights in their country.  The Jews and their collaborators have taken those rights away from them.  I believe that the purpose of this raid was to obtain the customer list of Resistance Records and turn it over to the Canadian thought police so that they can prosecute Canadian citizens who have ordered music from Resistance Records. I believe that’s the reason the raids in Detroit and in Canada on April 9 were coordinated. The reason I believe this is that I’ve seen this sort of thing before. For example, Mr. Clinton’s FBI shares information on the international travels of American citizens with the secret police in foreign countries, so that American citizens who have done nothing illegal under the laws of the United States, who have in fact done nothing except exercise their right to free speech in this country, can be arrested in countries where Politically Incorrect speech has been outlawed.  I told you in a couple of broadcasts last year about the arrest by the German secret police of American citizens Hans Schmidt and Gerhard Lauck.  Mr. Schmidt publishes a newsletter in the United States which often is critical of the current German government and its policies.  When he traveled to Germany last year to visit his elderly mother he was seized at the airport by the German secret police.  Mr. Lauck was arrested while in Denmark, extradited to Germany, put on trial for publishing Politically Incorrect materials in the United States, and is now serving a four-year sentence in a German prison.  In both of these cases not only did the Clinton government assist the German police in arresting these two U.S. citizens, but it made no protest when they were prosecuted for perfectly legal activities which they had carried out entirely in the United States.  Now, I believe that what happened to Resistance Records on April 9 is an instance of governmental authorities in the United States helping the Canadian government prosecute its citizens for doing things in Canada which would be constitutionally protected if done in the United States  – and incidentally violating the civil rights of the folks at Resistance Records in the process. That is an atrocity.  That is the New World Order in action. [...] "California is going to be an Hispanic state. Anyone who doesn’t like it should leave." (Mario Obledo, chair of the California Coalition of Hispanic Organizations) Campaign for Radical Truth in History http://www.hoffman-info.com Katja Lane’s Fourteen Word Press http://www.14words.com National Alliance http://www.natvan.com Stormfront http://www.stormfront.org Yggdrasil’s White Nationalist Library http://www.ddc.net/ygg

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just started paxil

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MHO is that Paxil is as bad as any addictive drug, sorry for being negative, but after 3 months on paxil I chose to go off it and it was WITHDRAWL HELL….. I was practically suicidal because the withdrawl was so bad,  Be careful if you ever choose to quit taking it, don’t listen to the docs when they say it’s  a "Safe" drug, because I don’t think they realize how many people have had serious problems trying to come off of it… I have been off for about 3 weeks now, and am on Klonopin alone and that helps with my panic far better than the paxil did. I think the paxil actually aggravated my anxiety. ~~~~ Dody

This person is the exception to the usual.   Please, don’t let this scare you. I am one of the many long time suffers of panic disorder and I’ve been on all different types of med.s – so far Paxil has my vote of efficacy.  Everyone is different and some people have problems with anoying side effects (which usually pass with prolonged use) which eventually leads to another SSRI.  If you do go off of any anitidpressant, you should taper the dose.

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Doda1207 schreef: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I have been on Paxil for 4 days now, other than a little sleepy after a couple of hours taking it I have had no other problems. I have had panic attacks for 9 years and never took any meds because I did not want to take anything addictive. From what I have read Paxil seems to be the one to go with right now. No drug is perfect and different people will have difference experiences. Lets keep the Paxil thread going so we can all share. Thanks David. MHO is that Paxil is as bad as any addictive drug, sorry for being negative, but after 3 months on paxil I chose to go off it and it was WITHDRAWL HELL….. I was practically suicidal because the withdrawl was so bad,  Be careful if you ever choose to quit taking it, don’t listen to the docs when they say it’s  a "Safe" drug, because I don’t think they realize how many people have had serious problems trying to come off of it… I have been off for about 3 weeks now, and am on Klonopin alone and that helps with my panic far better than the paxil did. I think the paxil actually aggravated my anxiety. +AH4AfgB+AH4- Dody "Of all the things i’ve lost I miss my mind the most" +AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH 4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4- http://members.aol.com/doda1207/fun.html

  These days, while benzo addiction has always been accentuated, it sems that from the SSRI’s especially Paxil can cause withdrawal symptoms. I don’t think this means that Paxil is suddenly a med to be scared of for that reason. What it does entail is that if you want off Paxil, you’d better do it *very* slowly, possibly with the help of a benzo on the side as needed to take care of possible withdrawal symptoms. Paxil is still a good med for many people and it is possible to taper off it when the time comes. Philip

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writes: I think there may be several ways people can use benzos for purposes other than the official ones, John. I’ve heard that cocaine and amphetamine takers sometimes use them to ameliorate a steep ‘come down’

Yup yup…just to jump in as a former user and abuser of benzos.  Yes, they have immense street value for coming down of the above mentioned drugs.  I was in a bar once and mentioned something anout Xanax and had someone offer to BUY some from me at some obscenely high (no pun intended) price.  That coulda been me about 12-13 years ago. On the up side – now that I take them daily for the reason they were intended, and my doc knowing of my background, there is no prob at all getting these meds.  In fact, I almost HATE to have to take them now.  What a twist of fate!  :) Gwen

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<snipped for space Anyway, it’s funny you were talking about it because it reminded me of when I was in a bar about 6 months ago.  I was going to the restroom and this girl and a couple of guys were sitting around counting to see how much Xanax they had left.  I thought to myself, "My God, What the hell is their problem?"  I wanted to ask what it did for them, but I figured I would just dismiss it as proof that there are people who seem to use benzos for recreational use.  The combo never did anything for me except make me get tired and the "intoxicated feeling" a little faster when I first started using it.  Oh well….

I think there may be several ways people can use benzos for purposes other than the official ones, John. I’ve heard that cocaine and amphetamine takers sometimes use them to ameliorate a steep ‘come down’ and ISTR that the reason the jelly form of temazepam was withdrawn over here was because heroin users were injecting the stuff… No end to human creativity, is there? ;) — Gary Cooper

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it’s a fact that people use Valium, Xanax, and other benzos (usually in amounts exceeding therapeutic doses) to get high.  i have a friend who does this (he steals his dad’s prescribed benzos) and know many people who have experimented with it; while i’ve never gotten high from any benzos, one of the side effects i experienced from Ambien was euphoria. when we were talking about which benzo to try, my psychiatrist mentioned that of the older benzos, Librium was sometimes preferred to Valium because it seems to be less likely to cause euphoria.  (i’m on Librium (50mg BID) now and have noticed no side effects, but i don’t think it’s working as well as the Klonopin was.) -elizabeth

I take Xanax and occasionally have a drink, and honestly I don’t get any more CNS depression than I used too.  I certainly don’t drink as much as I did in my college days, but I think I am somewhat tolerant to the sedative effects of Xanax.  I have been using it for a little over a year. Anyway, it’s funny you were talking about it because it reminded me of when I was in a bar about 6 months ago.  I was going to the restroom and this girl and a couple of guys were sitting around counting to see how much Xanax they had left.  I thought to myself, "My God, What the hell is their problem?"  I wanted to ask what it did for them, but I figured I would just dismiss it as proof that there are people who seem to use benzos for recreational use.  The combo never did anything for me except make me get tired and the "intoxicated feeling" a little faster when I first started using it.  Oh well…. John L.

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someone mentioned that paxil is as bad as any addictive drug because of the withdrawal syndrome that many people experience with it.  i agree that there is inadequate research about withdrawal associated with antidepressants (it is mentioned in the manufacturer’s info for Paxil, Effexor and Nardil at least, though – didn’t check any others), but withdrawal alone does not define addiction (i prefer the word "dependence" because it’s less loaded).  other factors include (1) tolerance (i.e., the drug stops working, or increases in dosage are required for continued effectiveness), (2) taking more of the substance than you had intended, (3) desire to use less of the substance, or unsuccessful attempts to cut down, (4) spending a lot of time getting the substance, using it, or recovering from its effects, (5) giving up important activities because of substance use, and (6) continuing to use the substance despite knowledge that it is causing you some sort of physical or psychological problem.  (1) and (3) can occur with SSRIs.  with benzos, pretty much any of these can happen.  (e.g., people start taking more than the prescribed dose for increased anxiolysis (2), start going to multiple doctors to obtain prescriptions (4), etc.) it’s a fact that people use Valium, Xanax, and other benzos (usually in amounts exceeding therapeutic doses) to get high.  i have a friend who does this (he steals his dad’s prescribed benzos) and know many people who have experimented with it; while i’ve never gotten high from any benzos, one of the side effects i experienced from Ambien was euphoria. when we were talking about which benzo to try, my psychiatrist mentioned that of the older benzos, Librium was sometimes preferred to Valium because it seems to be less likely to cause euphoria.  (i’m on Librium (50mg BID) now and have noticed no side effects, but i don’t think it’s working as well as the Klonopin was.) -elizabeth

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Doda1207 schreef: I have been on Paxil for 4 days now, other than a little sleepy after a couple of hours taking it I have had no other problems. I have had panic attacks for 9 years and never took any meds because I did not want to take anything addictive. From what I have read Paxil seems to be the one to go with right now. No drug is perfect and different people will have difference experiences. Lets keep the Paxil thread going so we can all share. Thanks David. MHO is that Paxil is as bad as any addictive drug, sorry for being negative, but after 3 months on paxil I chose to go off it and it was WITHDRAWL HELL….. I was practically suicidal because the withdrawl was so bad,  Be careful if you ever choose to quit taking it, don’t listen to the docs when they say it’s  a "Safe" drug, because I don’t think they realize how many people have had serious problems trying to come off of it… I have been off for about 3 weeks now, and am on Klonopin alone and that helps with my panic far better than the paxil did. I think the paxil actually aggravated my anxiety. +AH4AfgB+AH4- Dody "Of all the things i’ve lost I miss my mind the most" +AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH 4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4- http://members.aol.com/doda1207/fun.html   These days, while benzo addiction has always been accentuated, it sems that from the SSRI’s especially Paxil can cause withdrawal symptoms. I don’t think this means that Paxil is suddenly a med to be scared of for that reason. What it does entail is that if you want off Paxil, you’d better do it *very* slowly, possibly with the help of a benzo on the side as needed to take care of possible withdrawal symptoms. Paxil is still a good med for many people and it is possible to taper off it when the time comes. P Paxil is one of worst to get off.my doc knows.i know.also no sex -etc.-it does help people-but is not any better than klonopin for panic in my opinion.this garbage re ssri,s having no problems is a joke.sweating-no libido or impotency-etc. etc. they make many feel better,but do they accomplish more or just feel better.?

It’s true that SSRI’s are getting more criticized these days and especially Paxil, mainly for it causing sexual dysfunction. As Dr.Shipko recently posted here, this sexual dysfunction may last longer than the Paxil use and sometimes it will not disappear. These are his words and I know quite a lot of people to who this nightmare scenario doesn’t apply. Dr.Shipko, who is to be respected for his vast knowledge and for his activist stance concerning PD and it’s sufferers, sometimes defends rather radical views, but it might well be worthwhile listening to him. And indeed, Paxil withdrawal can be a problem, though slowly tapering off it while using a benzo on the side may take care of that. It should IMO not suddenly be regarded as some kind of diabolical drug. I know a lot of people who claim that it *saved their lives*. Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –

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The horror stories are the exceptions to the rule.. There are horror stories for any drug that is out there. Many people’s lives have been changed because of Paxil and I am one of them and i know several others.  I also know several people ( i am in the medical field) who have withdrawn from Paxil with very little problems. I think we should all be here to support each other and not scare the hell out of each other. There isn’t a medication out there that can’t hurt someone – same goes for vitamins and herbs.  Let’s lift each other up – not down

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Doda1207 schreef: I have been on Paxil for 4 days now, other than a little sleepy after a couple of hours taking it I have had no other problems. I have had panic attacks for 9 years and never took any meds because I did not want to take anything addictive. From what I have read Paxil seems to be the one to go with right now. No drug is perfect and different people will have difference experiences. Lets keep the Paxil thread going so we can all share. Thanks David. MHO is that Paxil is as bad as any addictive drug, sorry for being negative, but after 3 months on paxil I chose to go off it and it was WITHDRAWL HELL….. I was practically suicidal because the withdrawl was so bad,  Be careful if you ever choose to quit taking it, don’t listen to the docs when they say it’s  a "Safe" drug, because I don’t think they realize how many people have had serious problems trying to come off of it… I have been off for about 3 weeks now, and am on Klonopin alone and that helps with my panic far better than the paxil did. I think the paxil actually aggravated my anxiety. +AH4AfgB+AH4- Dody "Of all the things i’ve lost I miss my mind the most" +AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH 4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4AfgB+AH4- http://members.aol.com/doda1207/fun.html   These days, while benzo addiction has always been accentuated, it sems that from the SSRI’s especially Paxil can cause withdrawal symptoms. I don’t think this means that Paxil is suddenly a med to be scared of for that reason. What it does entail is that if you want off Paxil, you’d better do it *very* slowly, possibly with the help of a benzo on the side as needed to take care of possible withdrawal symptoms. Paxil is still a good med for many people and it is possible to taper off it when the time comes. P

Paxil is one of worst to get off.my doc knows.i know.also no sex -etc.-it does help people-but is not any better than klonopin for panic in my opinion.this garbage re ssri,s having no problems is a joke.sweating-no libido or impotency-etc. etc. they make many feel better,but do they accomplish more or just feel better.?

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MHO is that Paxil is as bad as any addictive drug, sorry for being negative, but after 3 months on paxil I chose to go off it and it was WITHDRAWL

HELL….. Sory you had such a terrible time, but glad you stated this was your opinion. I was practically suicidal because the withdrawl was so bad,  Be careful if you ever choose to quit taking it, don’t listen to the docs when they say it’s a "Safe" drug, because I don’t think they realize how many people have had serious problems trying to come off of it…

More and more is getting known about the SSRI withdrawl syndrome and hopefully fewer and fewer people will have to suffer thru it. I have been off for about 3 weeks now, and am on Klonopin alone and that helps with my panic far better than the paxil did. I think the paxil actually aggravated my anxiety.

Very very possible…is not the drug for everyone.  Glad to hear the K is working for you. Gwen

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am on Klonopin alone and that helps with my panic far better than the paxil did. I think the paxil actually aggravated my anxiety. ~~~~ Dody This person is the exception to the usual.   Please, don’t let this scare

you. Actually no…..she is not.  Mamy people cannot tolerate SSRI’s.  She stated it was her experience and that has merit in itself. Everyone is different

Exactly…that is what a forum of varied people will tell. and some people have problems with anoying side effects (which usually pass with prolonged use) which eventually leads to another SSRI.

Not necessarily…some do better on benzos and are best staying clear of any SSRI. If you do go off of any anitidpressant, you should taper the dose.

Agreed…totally. Gwen

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I have been on Paxil for 4 days now, other than a little sleepy after a couple of hours taking it I have had no other problems. I have had panic attacks for 9 years and never took any meds because I did not want to take anything addictive. From what I have read Paxil seems to be the one to go with right now. No drug is perfect and different people will have difference experiences. Lets keep the Paxil thread going so we can all share. Thanks David.

MHO is that Paxil is as bad as any addictive drug, sorry for being negative, but after 3 months on paxil I chose to go off it and it was WITHDRAWL HELL….. I was practically suicidal because the withdrawl was so bad,  Be careful if you ever choose to quit taking it, don’t listen to the docs when they say it’s  a "Safe" drug, because I don’t think they realize how many people have had serious problems trying to come off of it… I have been off for about 3 weeks now, and am on Klonopin alone and that helps with my panic far better than the paxil did. I think the paxil actually aggravated my anxiety. ~~~~ Dody "Of all the things i’ve lost I miss my mind the most" http://members.aol.com/doda1207/fun.html

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I have been on Paxil for 4 days now, other than a little sleepy after a couple of hours taking it I have had no other problems. I have had panic attacks for 9 years and never took any meds because I did not want to take anything addictive. From what I have read Paxil seems to be the one to go with right now. No drug is perfect and different people will have difference experiences. Lets keep the Paxil thread going so we can all share. Thanks David.

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